JTYY

2007-02-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

http://mymakebelieve-xoxo.blogspot.com
:)

2007-02-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

Ok, I cant enter my blog /:

Tsk, it says that there's an error in my blog ~

Blahs, so I dont know if this will post out anot.

But whatever it is, i'm still gna blog :)

I missed the early bus today ~

Like sian, I went to school alone /:

Xiuwei's like so sick ?

MOON AH MOON, MUST EAT FOOD LA HOR.

I KNOW YOU WNA SLIM DOWN.

BUT THEN SEEING YOU LIKE THAT,

NO GOOD YOU KNOW ~

Go see doctor yeahs ? :D

School end @ 2.30

cze mrChang want to teach us on surds /:

Then, I went off & met monster !

:D:D:D

I think that his hair had grown longer ~

Like so fast

Bused down to SengKang.

& I changed my braces colour to red !

haha, its CNY you know ~

so yeahs, red red & red :D

haha, monster came my house.

He said he was sleepy & he went to sleep =.-

Like so no manners la !

He came in my room, took out his bloody smelly socks

& just lie FLAT on my bed.

With his smelly head on my pillow ~

WLAUUUUUUUUU /:

haha :D

& he's such a xiaodidi.

He want me to pat him to sleep.

you know, those pat to make a children sleep.

I was tired, so I slept too.

Bloodyhell, he's like bullying me lor !

I was sleeping so sweetly, then he come use pillow hit me =.-

AND HE MESSED MY HAIR UP !

I was like so sososososo angry.

& I pinched him like hell.

& he use pillow hit me ~

Big bully.

& HAHA.

My cousin's like so scaredded of him luhs.

hahahaha.

thats why I named him monster ~

:D:D:D

He left @6.30

cze he needa sneak back to school ~ q:

My brother just came home

& he just shouted @ me for no bloody f'ing reason.

like wtf ?!

what I do la hor.

Always show me attitude.

He doesnt show any respect for me.

I'm your sister la hor.

treat me like your dontknow what.

Pinched me as & when you like.

when you're in trouble, whose the one for you?

when you needed help, whose the one for you?

hurhur.

Fine, forget it.

GROW UP SOMEDAY WILL YOU !?

2007-01-28T17:02:00.001+08:00

& Yeahs.
I know, you might be thinking,
why am I always like this.
so unreasonable.
so Idontgiveadamn.

I was only kidding with you yeahs ?
You know me, i'm like this.
playing & fooling around.
& those words were never meant to be true.
I dint know you took them seriously.

You just hang my phone up.
you dont know, how much I hate people to do this.
OKLOR.
SINCE YOU LIKE THAT,
I GO STEAD WITH HIM LA HOR.
YOUR WISH IS GRANTED :)
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.
I'M SO WILLINGLY TO DIE FOR HIM.
SO WILLINGLY TO GIVE HIM MY EVERYTHING.

(edited)
If you wna leave,
then I shall said that sad broken goodbye.
though how much I wanted you to stay,
with me forever&ever.

I know, I may be not giving in at times.
or should I say most of the times.
I may be hard @ words, my heart is as soft as ever.
Baby, I've never had this feelings before.
I wna spend my life with you & only you.
JayvierTanPohLeong.

2007-01-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

Shall blog about yesterday :D
I was out with Ivan
haha.
Darn, I love his bloody hair la /:

He kept [ haha, schooler ] -ing me
tsk, shortie
C'mon man, he's short yeahs ?
tsktsk.

Met him @ tampines.
I played para :D
& I dont know if me & that hongster is fated or what =.-
First, I saw him @ dte.
ok, bwg.
cze its like, he's always there /:
Next, was @ ws.
i'm like ok, fine ~
& ytd, I saw him @ tampines.
like SO SWAY LA HOR.
tsk.
I hate him mans.
Hongster never die.
Hongster never die.
Hongster never die.
Fuck until you die.
/:

I called JiLi if he wanted to come to meet us.
But then, that lazy pig say he was lazy & blah.
So we headded down to DTE :D

Saw Ivan's friend which came running towards him =,-
Anyway, Ivan say that going out with me its a torture for him.
cze its like, I pinched his tummy all day long when I'm with him x:
& NO, its not my fault or my bad that I did this to him.
he kept on disiao me.
so yeahs, I've no choice to do that to him q:
haha x:

JiLi asked if he can come to meet us @ tampines.
I'm like, we're @ dte. =.-
tsktsk.
PIG.

Gelin called Ivan.
& Ivan told me that she's coming ! ^^
But then, my mum called & asked me to go home /:
Sian la.
Missed a chance to go out with Chiobu /:
Ohmans !
Reached home & then bused down to Ws

Had swensens /:
& all were blahs.
My bro's nice enough to buy me that prepaid card.
30k ok !
haha :D

& My audition character's like so chio now x:
rly !
the players there were like,
wow, Joelyn you're so chio
haha

ok people,
Thats all for now :)
Gna play my audition soon.
MY LEVEL TEN LISENCE :)

& I dont know why.
I'm so in love with butterflies nowadays :D

2007-01-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

Oh dear.
Mr Fabian Lim is gna be my fulltime reader.
tsk tsk tsk :D

Moon <3>
I know you're strong yeahs ?
& I have faith in you
You can forget about him & all about him
I know its hard, & all you need is just time
Trust me, girl :)
I know this feeling the best, espcially towards him
People may ask, why him ?
Though we know that he hongs.
But then, he's just ever so nice /:
& kind, & sweet, & funny , & lame ...
Loving him may be easy, Forgetting is gna be hard.
But whatever it is, I'm here for you :)

LiLian,
I know you're upset & you dont have to act like you're not.
cze I know, how deep you liked him yeahs ?
Yes, you may deny that you dont like him.
But I've know you for about one year.
I dont know your pattern mehs ? :D
Cry all you want, I'll lend you my shoulder if you need one :)
He's leaving sooner or later.
I know its gna so break your heart.
I know, you're gna be ever so down.
I know, you hate to say goodbye.
Sometimes, you gotta learn.
Maybe, you might not find another such a guy.
But I believe, you can find a better one :)

Here's something for you guys la.
Part of entertainment :D

Dear AhLian,
Thanks for your letter. Wrong (Long) time no see you. How everything ?
For me, I am quiet (quite) find (fine).

You say in your letter your taukeh soh (mrs. boss in hokkien) want to chian(change)
your look? Somore you must wear kick kok soo ( High heels) , hope you can
wok (work) properly. You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where ( software) company now.
Last week, he take I,Muthu & few of his freind to May Nonut ( Mcdonald's) to eat barger (bunger). After that he take we all go kalah ok ( Kbox ). Muthu sing & sing no stop until sky bring. Nect week, my father mother goint to sellerbread ( celebrate) 20 years annie wear
sari ( anniversary).

My father mother going to give a fist ( feast) to all kampong people.
So you must come with your hole ( whole) family.

I hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you & to me.

Better I E-meow ( E-mail) you, you e-meow ( E-Mail) me. I will ketchup ( catch up )
with you soon. And when you got time, please few ( feel ) free to call me. Good bye.

Worm ( Warm ) regard,
AhBeng

haha, I had a hard time figuring out what the hell
is this letter talking about luhs.
:D:D:D

I'm meeting Ivan tmrw !
haha, its gna be so fun.
I miss those craps with him luhs :D
MY XIAO DIDI !

Gna audition soon !
Bye people :)

2007-01-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

YO
HELLO
AHOLA
HIIES

haha, yeahs.
I'm back people.
B-A-C-K :D
Anyway, SO many people had been reading my blog lor
like whatever.
I still will blog like I used to.
Cze its MY blog :)

& HELLO MR FABIAN LIM :D
I DINT PUT PASSWORD LA HOR
:) SEE, I'M NICE

School bores me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
tsk !
have some problems , this & that
yadayadayada
& this year secone's like so kp la
I dont like /:

I was like so angry with monster today.
But it's all oh-kay now :)

CZE YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
JTPL :)

When I first saw you,
My heart beated as fast as ever.
Memories all came rushing back.
& I know, the feeling is back again.
Four months, its been four full months.
& I still cant get over you boy.
You left a deep scar in my heart.
I pretended I've forgotten that I once loved you.
I pretended I dont need you anymore.
I pretended that I dont know you.
All those pretends, I'm rly tired.
I wna forget but I just cant /:
You rly liked her, dont you?
She's great , i know.
thats why, I pretend.
So that she can still love you.
dont have to feel ohsobad about me.
Suffering alone, is better than dragging other.
:) just let me be.

2007-01-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

BABY, YOU'RE MINE <3>

I LOVE DARLING (:
SHE'S THE BEST YET

JASMINEENGHUIMIN <3>

Not gna be online so often yeahs ?

Alicia's birthday is coming

On the 22nd Jan :)

Happy Birthday girl :D

No words can say,

How much I've got hurt because of you.

I've rly fallen for you, deep enough.

I bear not leave you, dear

2007-01-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

Yo people.
Y-O !
I'm back from work (:
It wasnt hell today
Cze Ayman's working with me !
^^v

Yesterday I went for dance.
Was all so fine (:
But I left early la.
Bathed. & it rain'd
So Me & monster decided to cancel the trip to sentosa
But then , it stopped raining =.-
So yeahs, back to our plans
& rly pray'd hard that it dint rain

Met him @ kallang.
& as usual, he was late.
tsk ~

SENTOSA SENTOSA SENTOSA !
Its been ages since I've gone there alr (:
Took loads & loads of pictures.
( I cant tahan his zilian'ness :D )
-
Headded down to Underwater world ~
:D:D:D
I'm like so lazy to upload the pictures la ~
tsk,
If you all wna see, just ask me yeahs ?
I bring my camera let you see.
-
BLOODYHELL.
MONSTER PULL ME DOWN TO THE WATER LA.
DAMN IT

& That Baka's humji :D:D:D

hahahahahahahahha

He ah, tsktsk.

He's afraid of snakes, dogs, leaves, Trains and birds

:D:D:D

I took some pictures with the snakes & birds.

& he dint yeahs ?

:D Ta pa wor

haha q:

I hope he doesnt read this :D

We played the scissor, paper,stone thingy.

Where the loser would have to be beaten by the winner.

yeahs, that game.

Bloodyhell, he wore rings.

& my hand's like .. so blueblack la.

but then, he got himself cut q:

BAKA ~

Walked to the Muscial Fountian thingy :D

Yeahs.

& the day out with him was g-r-e-a-t

Simply just GREAT :D

I wna spend more happy moments with monster ^^

He sent me home :D

& he came in my hse

Gosh, my cousin had gone GAsGAs over him.

tsk ~

Sent him down to the bus stop.

& he went home (:

Did opening today.

& i think I saw JiLi (?)
Or maybe I dint.

Ohwell.

Subways guys are shuai yeahs ?

q: But then, that yandao dint work today /:

haha x:

End work @ 3.15

Online awhile.

& to my SO surprised.

Zeke, rmb me !

omg luhs.

MY CUTIE NO.2 (:

David called

& we chat.

He's seriously a xiaodidi yeahs ?

& he actually believe that I'm 168cm

BAKA ~

For once in my lifetime, I found someone who needs me.

<3 >

I wished you were here, right now.

2007-01-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

Rain rain go away

Come again another day ~

It's been raining since 15419497491 hours ago ?!

tsk !

I hate the rain, its freezinggggggggggggggggg

Anyway.

Lessons were alright ?

& I found out that 19 years old teacher name alr !

Mr. Tan ! ^^

:D:D:D

But he's not gna teach us anymore.

awww, I'm gna miss him x:
hahahahah q:

Had SBL today.

I was like, singing all the way.

Let me recall what I sang yeahs ? q:
Jie Kou, GuiJi, QingTian

Pretty Boy, When you say nothing all all, That's when I love you

Aimei, Li Xiang Qin Ren, Guardian Angel.

Hei se mao yi, liang shang bo yu zhu li ye

:D:D:D

ZhangYan's lessons was like hell la !

sxzsxzsxzsxzsxzs

She release us so late la.

I rushed off to meet monster luhs (:

heeee.

Went to SengKang after that

I'm always having so much fun when I'm with him (:

Monster, you rock la ! :D

Taught him maths (:

Whose the pro, whose the pro, whose the pro

took bus 87 to Bedok interchange

& then we went our seperate ways /:

But then,

I'll be going to Sentosa with him this sat !

Yays !

Its been so long since I've been there alr

Pictures / videos will be uploaded soon (:

PhotoBucket doesnt seems to like me /:

No words can say,

How much I Loved You.

No actions can show,

How much I Need You.

Baby,woaini <3

Prove to me, forever exists :)

2007-01-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

Aloha !

I'm back to updating (:

^^v

Gna reply you guys' tags later.

I shall start with today.

cze i've completely forgotten what happened for the past few days

=.-

okla, I had to admit.

I'm O-L-D

Like fuck la hor.

Yesterday was darn sway.

Was walking outa school with CheeWai.

& then DM was like walking our direction

and she stood behind me.

I'm like, i'm doom /:

So she asked me to report to her this morning.

& so I did (:

Aint i'm a good student ? ( smiles )

I pin'd me hair up.

tuck in my blouse.

Unfold my skirt.

Its all nice & neat.

I talked to her nicely.

& I thought, she would talk to me nicely back.

but no.

HELL NO.

She's like, why your hair like that.

its so untidy.

& take out that extra ear ring from your ear.

& do you have a nose hole ?

I'm like ya.

& she's like, you better close it.

Like fuck ?!

I hate her & I want SeeToh back /:

She's a bitch.

Worst than Mdm Lina.

My day was darn ruined by her la.

Fucking attitude.

RUBEN CAME TODAY !

yay yay yay !

:D:D:D

My president's here (:

:D:D:D

Its been so long since I've talked to him yeahs ?

I kinda missed those craps & agruements & his ' basket - ing '

I took some of his actcool pictures.

gna upload it soon.

Bloodyhell, I'm like so lazy /:

Gosh, I'm like ' attraction' to guys with dimple x:

rly.

First was Mr.Ong.

Phy was his lesson.

I was like ..

kept on staring @ his dimple lor !

Next was English.

Some young 19 years old teacher.

I dont know whats his name la.

But then, he got this cute dimple.

I kept on staring @ him q:

& Moonie xiuwei cant tahan me lorrr.

haha.

But its like.

so cute la !

I love guys with dimples q:

simply too cute !

whats wrong with me la !

haiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo /:

tsk ! q:

Went for our break.

& bloodyhell.

Dumbdumb bullied me cans !

& pur-lease.

I aint stupid/bendan yeahs ?

SO WHAT, if you're taller than me.

SO WHAT, if you can shoot 3 pointer.

SO WHAT, if you sleep later than me.

you're still a dumbdumb, dumbo

Fabian dint come (:

So had free period.

Walked around with moonie xiuwei (:

After that had PE.

took our height & weight.

I DINT GROW.

I DINT GROW

I DINT GROW !!!!!

zzzzzzzz.

Went home with Cheewai (:

Took bus3

& then like, I've completely forgotten that yuanyun was waiting for me q:
ps lor q:

On the way home,

I saw some girls hitting a girl

She was like , sitting in the middle.

more like kneeling down.

her shirt's like .. how to say.

like, till her shoulder ?

& they were using floorballsticks lor.

I see alr,

wa, zao ah.

scary bodoh !

Gna meet monster tmrw (:

^^v

<3>>

& yeahs.

we girls' hearts aint made of metal.

We feel pain ,

We feel hurt ,

We feel upset.

& I'm so sure that you're the guy

whom are gna get SO hurt.

You dont know how we feel.

You dont know why we did that.

You dont know anything.

So dont you ever try to understand girls.

cze you'll never suceed.

not now, not forever.

Hello, hong 's my middle name (:

Say whatever fucks you want

Cze yeahs, I'm one HONGSTER.

If you found out now,

its not late you know ^^

Being a hongster aint that bad you know.

You see, you can get all the ohsogreat guys.

& the feeling is SO great.

Rly, sometimes you should try it bitch.

2007-01-07T18:17:00.001+08:00

Fullstop /:

2007-01-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back from work (:
Ok.
People, I'm gna update very less often le yeahs ?
One, I dont have that enuf time to update
Two, School's bores me
Three, My mum dont allow me to use during weekdays
I miss Audition !
Hais.

Hi, any kind souls to help me accept testimonials ?
there's like 130+++
I'm lazy la x:
^^v

Actually I end work @ 2
But then,
that bloody Shannie PIG last min say she cannot make it.
So yeahs.
I need to work OverTime again.
To cover up for her.
Heng she work for 5 hours nia.
If not I have to do closing.
Which is a boohoo for me.

Hidayah's nice (:
hehe.
& its like.
There's so many houseflies la !
wtf lorrrrrrrrrrrrr
sxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzszx
Rahs.

Victor (BigBoss) came today.
o.OOOO
:D:D:D

& there's this bangala order some things.
& I talked to her like some indian
q:
Funny bodoh.
Dayana cant stop laughing lor x:

I kept on making a fool outa myself in front of Dayana.
& she's someone who cant stop laughing one.
Me: Ehs, There's alot of fireflies leis.
Dayana: Har ? FireFlies ?
Me: ae, ae. no , no. HouseFlies
Dayana: hahahahahahahahahah
=.-
:D:D:D

Bought home an oreo cheescake ^^
& my cousins love me to death ! (:
I'm nice okay ? :D

& this is a video of korkor (:

Who am I,
without you.
What am I,
without you.
How do I do,
without you
I'm rly falling hard for you, baby <3>

2007-01-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yo !
I'm back readers (:

School's boring /:
I think ..
I'm starting to hate school la.
Fucking hell.

Anyway.
My hair seems so unpassable man.
Rahs _l_
Stupid DumbDumb.
Is my hair that messy ?
No right !
Style right !
tskkk
haha q:

Heng, I dint have any detention (:
Had Maths for the whole day.
Cze during CME, Fabian forgot to come =.-
tsktsk.
I'm gna suan him on the next CME lesson.
HOW COULD HE FORGET US !
/:

Dint have dance today.
& my back seriously hurt /:
Damnit man.
Dont know what's wrong with me nowadays.

Went to WS & then walked walked walked.
Saw korkor (:
aka Jabez :D
I treat him as my real korkor la.
So I would called him korkor from now onwards (:

Pei'd us ^^
Went back to school/
& korkor kinda smuggle'd in =.-
Like, his Uniform look bloody hell like ours la.
So yeahs.
he use his bag to cover the logo thingy :D
Smart ehs ?
:D:D:D
My idea okay ~ ! (:

Waited for Cheewai & YuanYun.
Steph & Lilian got ever so high with korkor ^^
He's a great making-people-laugh laugh'er :D

Listen'd to xiuwei aka Moon's (:D) MP3
wa.
Dint know she had such a great taste man !
^^
I simply love her songs in there.
So I took it home.
Thanks ah !
Aisini le ! ^^

korkor came home with me.
Had dinner & then headded off to 230
Meet CheeWai (:
& yeahs.
We chat'd like we used to (:

I told korkor my everything.
So in other words,
he know my everything (:
:D:D:D

korkor sent me home @ 8.30 /:
I think i would be going to school with CheeWai on mon
(:
cze school starts @ 8 on monday
Yay ! ^^

& ya !
I took a video of korkor :D
Gna upload it soon.
If youtube works that is

It's coming back.
& its never gna be the same again
I'm falling for you.
Falling ever so hard for you.
Its been so long.
For so long.
You're still stuck in my mind,
stuck in my heart.
That mistake, is that lifetime of regret
& i know,
I could never find another like you <3
270906

2007-01-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

LIMHONGJIN.
OK FINE.
I'M A DUA HONGSTER YEAHS ?
I HONG BOYS LA HOR.
HONG LIKE SIAO.
HONG DAO YOU ALL CANNOT TAHAN.
KEEP ON SAYING ILOVEYOU TO THEM.
WANTING THEM TO LOVE ME SO MUCH.
SUA LA.
HONGSTER JIU HONGSTER LOR.
YOU DONT KNOW ME & I DONT WNA KNOW YOU EITHER.
OH, & I DONT NEED YOU TO PUT YOUR FRIENDSTER
@ PIRVATE LA.
LET THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SEE.
THAT JOELYNTANYIYING's A HONGSTER
(:
YEAHS, I'M PROUD OF IT.
I WONT BOTHER ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME.
CZE I DONT GIVE ANY FUCKS ABOUT YOU.
BUT RMB ONE THING,
HONGSTERS NEVER DIE (:

Met Monster yesterday.
& as usual he was late /:
Busy dolling up himself.
:D:D:D
Headded down to QueensTown
& bought his bloody school shoe =.-
Went our seperate ways @ 6.30
He went to Vivo/MarinaSquare with his friends.
While I met RebeccaJeremy @ DownTownEast (:
CheeWai, Lynn, YuTing, ZhengYi, FengLin, JoelynLiau
Alex, Richard & some idontknow's were there :D
Cleo & Xiuwei soon join'd us (:

The countdown was okay la ?
But Cheewai went ever so high.
One, he's nuts.
Two, cze xiuwei's there x:
hahahahahahahahhahahaah

After the countdown,
we went to get our sprays & cleo went home.
haha.
was fun la ~

Jeremy's a big bullyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I use my shoe & beat'd him like hell ^^
Cze I ran out of sprays /:

I went home looking like a siaozharbor.
/:
Hair's in a mess.
Clothes all wet.
Jeans ...
tsktsk

Today's like hell la.
I worked overtime again /:
from 10 to 7
zzzzzzzzzzz

2006-12-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

-

I'm back to updating this dead blog
Its not my fault that I dint update yeahs ?
Cze I cant login into blogger !
)@*#)&@)$^@*#_!*#*&$

I've this joke to tell.
Dear went to buy bubbletae @ WhiteSand.
&then I was with him.
The auntie over there asked.
Ehs, you two are brother&sister ah ?
hen xiang leiiiiii
I was there, laughing la.
& then I started to call him korkor
:D:D:D

I'm going out now /:
Shall update later.
on what had happen on these few days.

You can doubt my care for you.
But you can never ever, doubt my love for you.

2006-12-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

Aww.
I love this song to death ^^
When you say nothing @ all by Ronan Keating
:D:D:D
All thanks to Gabriel la.
When almost everyday, called him.
& he sang this bloody songgggg
Ok, it was so long ago la.
like two years back ? q:

Anyway.
Picked Cleo up after her work
Dear havent reach /:
So I went to her place & she got changed.
Met dear after that ^^
aisitale x:

Head'd down to Escape after that.
& I think that guy whom diao'd me ytd when I was working
was there , with his friends
& today, was still the same thing /:
He diao me
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Do I some big pimples on my face?
for you to stare @ me like that ?!

Had mcd for lunchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I think I need to go on a diet fast /:
I'm getting fatter laaaa
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I hate it man /:
Stupid dear, keep on playinggg.
Why is his fingers/hand so long /:
rahs !

Played Wet & Wild
^^
While waiting for our turn.
There's this Indian & some dont-look-like-singaporean girl/teenager
Fighting
& the bangala was like. fcuk you, ccb
that dont-look-like-singaporean girl cb back
They soon stop after that.
Agure about what, I dont know la.
But its like ... so many people looking lor.
Buey ps mehs ? =.-
Then when the bangala came down from her ride.
she shouted ; Fucking Bitch
=.-
Cant she stop ?!
that dont-look-like-singaporean girl
alr stopped liao lor.
still kpkb ?
tskkkkkkkkk

Cleo went home @ 6.30
So left me & dear.
played Dytona with himmmmmmmmmm
I lost D:
But I won once !
hey, atleast I won once ll0rhhxsz

Had his dinner @ KFC.
Saw JingGuo
& his shorts is like, half white & the other half, black.
Dear said this.
[ wa, ta de ku zi diao se ]
zzzz.
cold cold cold
:D:D:D

Went home after that.
& ohyah, saw WeiJi
zzzzz

I didnt know so many people were reading my blog
/: /: /:
& yah, Mervyn view'd me.
sian half.
I still hate him /:

JILI MISSES HIS JIEJIE ^^
AWWW.
HOW SWEEET :D:D:D

I wna hug you to sleep tonight.
Though having no conver, but just having you by my side.
I'm contended alr.
Cze I can feel the xinfu-ness inside :D:D:D

2006-12-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

You're the only one for me.

I've just came back from work !
^^

Worked with Shannie today
^^v
We crapped alot (!!!!!)

& today's SubWay's opening
Flora, hermly, Cleo, Iris & some other people where there
having thier lunchhhh.
They were nice enough to buy some for me & shannie (:
I went there to eat first, then Shannie
[ ps, SubWay is just next to Mccafe ]
There's one cutie cum yandao there :D:D:D
Rly !

Me: Shannie ! SubWay got yandao leis !
Shannie: Rly ? ok, I go see
[ five mins later ]
Shannie: okla, quite shuai. that guy there right ?
Me: ya ! that guy ^^
Shannie: My sister [Flora] say that he also not bad
haha :D

Had ChunkyChicken for dinner.
& mummy & daddy went to SubWay.
to have thier dinner.
I ask mummy about that yandao.
She also say he shuai ^^

Went home.
Called dear (:
Gees, I miss him laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
:D:D:D

Helping Monster doing his blog now :D
I think its gna take some time q:

2006-12-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

I dont wna grow up.
I want to be a Toys R us Kid

Uploaded some pictures into friendster ^^
Was quite ohkay la.
I wna edit like how Melvyn does /:
But I dont have that software thingy
zzzzz

Wa.
Now Singapore's MRT station cannot eat lollipop ?
How's lame is that !
rahs >:/
StupidDumbDumb.
There isnt any law stated that.
[ No Lollipops are allowed ]
zzzzzzz

Anyway.
Met dear @ ViVo.
& he claims that I'm lateeeee
I'm so not lor.
Cze ytd on msn he say meet @ 1
But then he say its 12
STM la him :D

Dear got angry ?
q:
& the best part of it.
Is that I dint even know =.-
until he told me la.
But his anger was less than a min laaaaa
cze he love me too much liao horrrrrrrrr ?
:D:D:D

Caught THE Holiday.
Was okay lor.
( why am I always saying okaylor ? )
zzzzz

Went to help mummy & aunt to getsome presents.
^^

Dear & I had a some small lil chats /:
I dint know that those actions, would make you upset.
I'll promise, I'll change that winy bit (:
cze iloveyou :D

Reached home @ 8 ^^
& Monster's back ! (:
From I-N-D-O-N-E-S-I-A
:D:D:D

On the phone with dear now:D
He's screaming all over the place.
Helpppp. My eardrums are gna brust anytime :D

I would seriously rather me to suffer than you.
I would seriously rather me to bear those concequences than you
I would seriously rather me to be broken down than you.
cze iloveyou.
cze I dont wna see that frown on your face.
If you're happy, I am (:
I'm contended with your smile.
with your laughter.
Baby, promise me your forever

2006-12-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

This is gna be longggggggggggggg
:D:D:D

17th Dec .
I went shopping with my aunt.
To get presents for my mum's friends.
& for some of mine too ^^
Helped her to get some clothes for her Dinner&Dance
& yeahs.
So like, we were in the changing room.
& I tried this on :D:D:D

NICE ?
:D:D:D
But its like too L-O-W
I liked it though q:

See, we bought that much /:
Had a freaky hard time to carry these thongs
Heng it was only a stop away.

18th Dec.
Met Xiuwei @ Tampines
& then trained down to Dear's House :D
Waited for him @ Mcd
While he went to school
To take his N level results

haha, we got bored.
TOO BORED
q:
Met dear @ Lot1
Dear, nomatter what, I'll be here for you ohkay (:
Dont worryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
:D:D:D
Changed & then we head down to Chalet (:
Cheewai, Lilian, Clarence, JiaQi, Junie
Vinki, Stephanie were all there :D
Plus my mum's friend /:
Lilian called me DASAO.
She's despo for my brother.
tsktsk :D
Got boredddd.
& then we did some stupid faces :D
Multi-shots :D
Cheewai was the main attraction among all
haha

The OhsoCUTE, Siew Chee Wai
haha :D
Ton with Dear, Clarence, VinKi, WeiXiong
Junie, Stephanie, ZiXiong, & Cheewai
:D
was kinda fun la.
I miss those craps with Cheewai :D
& those lamer shits with Clarence, Stephanie & Lilian

19th Dec.
They all went home @ 8am
& then, me & dear sleppptttt
:D:D:D
Was tired ohkay.
Hell, My cousin bluff me say its 3 pm
I was like so shocked
& i woke up
It was only 10 =.-
Stupid ~
My cousins came @ 1.30 ?
They were like shocked when they saw dear :D

Uncle : AhLyn, what's his name ah ?
Daddy : How much you take ?
Me: 10$

& they started to call dear, 10$
^^

Played X-Box with dear
:D:D:D
Alicia pop'd out & then Sihui.
They went missing after that /:
I dont know where they go la.
I msg alicia, no reply.
I called her, no answer
hais /:
So nevermind.
Went back to Chalet.
& all my cousins were there ^^
They all called dear ,10$ korkor :D
& he claims that its my fault
NOlor, people ask him what name,
He dint answer maaa ~
Had BBQ
Dear went home /:
& then Rebecca came
Along with Jeremy
^^
Played arcade till 12am
& then went back to Chalet.
My neighbour was buying his drink @ Mcd.
& then there were some ahbengs outside.
I turned & saw Belvin
Swayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Bought my icecream & then I chiong back la.
Like fuck la, he spolits my mood
tsk /:

20th Dec.
Home Sweet Home ^^
Changed, Bathe & off to school i went.
Instructor dint come today
She's in the hospital , again /:
Had some breaks.
& I zilian q:

There's still more.
But I'm lazy to upload all /:
End @ 4.45
& I sprain my ankle
zzzz
Went to WhiteSand.
& saw Ziwei @ Cavana
he came running to me
when I was @ the escalator.

ZiWei : Ehs, can come down for awhile ?
Me : [shakes]
ZiWei : Please, awhile only. @ Cavana nia, with my friends
Me: [shakes]
ZiWei : Oi, Dont like that leis. please.
Me : [stick out tongue]

Went home & bathe ^^
& my Audition character sucks /:
so darn ugly laaa.
Nevermind, mummy's gna buy me the A-cash card ^^
yays !

I LOVE 10$ DARDAR (:

2006-12-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

-

Ok Ok.
I'm so sick of friendster alr /:
zzzzzzzzz.
Not because of those poeple there.
Its like, they kept on changing the format.
& My friends cant see those testimonials I sent to them
Wtf =.-
Makes me dulan /:

Mummy's feeling better alr (:
For those concern'ers info :D
But she cant go out /:
& I needa help her to buy some stuffs.
My brother's away.
& I dont know who to call /:
Dear cant make it.
& the others ..
No reply =.-
I wanted to call JiLi.
But I bet , he's still sleeping
so nevermind. (:
Maybe, I'm going alone ba ^^

WeiXiong's such a boxim /:
I hate him, I hate him, I hate him
All my papa(s) are like this /:

Chatting with dear & CHNG Zhenwei now :D
If you guys are wondering.
who the heck is ZhenWei.
He's my primary one to three crush.
hahahahahahhahaha.
I'm always calling him CHEN ZHENWEI.
But he insist that its CHNG ZHENWEI.
BloodyHell. Its all the same lor =.-
& haha.
He actually believe that I'm 180+
hahahaha.
He's still the same.
That gondoo ChngZhenWei
that I know, since Primary one
:D

& Gosh.
I miss baby D:

I've just got that urge to say how much I loved you.
Cze i'm afraid, I wont have that another chance.
to say that to you anymore.
Idontknow whats in my mind.
But I'm just afraid of losing you.
FullStop.

2006-12-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

-

Back :D
Freaky hell.
I'm so darn tired la /:
& I still dont know if I'm working tmrw anot
zzzzzzz

Anyway.
His mum came right after I've post that previous post
=.-
LOL

She seems so funny :D:D:D
Kept on laughing
haha

& I toupai dear !
hahaha, he was playing his what-so-ever game.
While I was watching pokemon q:
Hey, Was bored okay.
Cant blame me.
He's stuck to that game of his /:
BOYS ARE ALL THE SAME.
haha

We headed down to Bugis.
& I went to find my pin /:
I'm not used to my hair, without having any pin on /:

Bloody Hell.
We walked through the WHOLE OF BUGIS
& BUGIS STREET.
None of the stalls there sell pin /:
wtf right !

So we went to ViVo
haha.
Wanted to watch movie de.
But its like.
all were so late
& my mum would confirm chopchop nag @ me /:

I found my pin, like finally.
& dear got his wax =.-

Went home @ 6 /:
siandded right !

haha, we kinda raced eachother home.
& I thought I was winning.
cze I was @ Tampines while he's @ JurongEast Interchange.
Bloodyhell.
I LOST D:
I was on the bus when he called me /:
why am I so slow !

The loser had to eat something spicy /:
My idea.
Goddamnit, I'm gna dieeeeeeeeeeeeee
D:

& dear even bought BubbleTea
& had a chat with his friend !
Wth ! D:
SO UNFAIR !
haha

Auditioning soon (:
zzz
& dear's playing his dota
Piang Piang Piang =.-

Ohman,
My ahma's sick now /:
zzzzzz.
I hope it will be my turn soon q:
x:x:x:x:x:

& yah, this is the gift I bought for Monster ^^
Dear, dont think so much hor x:
heh heh. q:

2006-12-16T12:17:00.000+08:00

-

Currently @ dear's house now :D
He's bathing.
So yeahs, I'm here :D

Later we are going down to Bugis :D
Its been so long since I went there alr luhs

& JiLi rang me up just now.
Was kinda shocked /:
cze like, its been so long since we two talked luhs.
or to be extact,
we havent talked since I floodded him with 3000+ testimonials
q:
Not my fault what ~
Is he wna play first q:

So, Bye !
Shall update more when I'm back home (:

2006-12-15T20:45:00.001+08:00

-

Dear, you dont know how much I loved you.
Dont you ?

I had never had this kind of feelings before.
Those ,
I dont wna leave you.
I dont wna see you sad.
I wna hug you
I wna see you smile.
I wna you be to happy when I'm around.
I wna to be the one for you
I wna be with you, forever.

Trust me, believe me.
I said, I won't leave you.
& I wont.
Unless you go kill people, eat shits, become a girl
haha. q:
wtf, ok, back to the thong :D

Though we lived apart.
But I can feel you, being with me.
Atleast, I can feel you rly cared for me (:

I dont wna you to be so upset over those things.
When School reopens, We shall see ok?
I'll always be me, when I'm with you.
There's no way, for us to become 'strangers'

I can't promise you.
That I can make you happy always
Make you feel that I'm so great.
That I can make you feel so loved.

But I can promise you one thing.
I'll love you forever.

2006-12-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

-

Since Dear's bathing.
I shall update my blog then (:

Woke up @ 11.15 today.
Yeahs. was ohsolate man.
Had some dreams or smth =.-
about monsters, animals ..
haha, diao :D

Chatted with dear for awhile.
Bathe, & went off to school /:

Dance's like HELL /:
Its like, i looked @ the time.
3.15
Wa, still got so long to go lor.
I'm alr half dead
I went peng on the floor cans /:
super tiring.

My face was like red like baboon's butt
:D:D:D:D:D
My hair's in a mess again /:

I drank two bottles of water
& vanilla MilkShake q:

I felt so so so giddy
& my tummy hurts /:
zzzzzzzzzzz
But I felt much more better now (:

MY CHALET'S COMING (:
& I shall name those who are coming :D
Dear & his friends.
Xiuwei, CheeWai & friends, LiLian, Stephanie, SiHui
Alicia, YuanYun, Clarence & friends, RebeccaJeremy
Yeahs. Should be all ba q:
My brother & Neighbour is coming along.
& they are staying overnight.
Like siandded /:

Rebecca are staying overnight with her ohsosweet Jeremy
:D
YuanYun,Alicia & Sihui are staying overnight on Tuesday.
& On tuesday, we are going to ESCAPE/ WWW
:D:D:D
Like yays (:

Dear say I got no figure to show.
Blahs.
I go WWW. Dont let you see leis.
=.-
haha

& yah.
I saw YingYu on Thursday,
Like so sway lor.
He : [ point to his friends ] there, that girl coral de
Me: [ diao him ]
He: [ laughing ]
=.-

2006-12-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

-

Mummy's temperature stuck @ 40.3 degree /:

Fucking hell.
I'm so goddamn worried /:

Doctor say if her temperature never drop.
Tmrw need to ward le /:

I helped mummy to wash up.
Her body is so hot /:

She's rly suffering D:
I wna cry laaaaaaaaaaaaa

wlaus,
I dont want my mummy go hospital la D:

She was ever so sick once.
When I was in Primary3
I cried like the whole day /:
I didnt eat, didnt sleep well.

I cant eat anything now /:
Mummy, get well soon
='(

2006-12-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

Thousand miles

This is my 100th post :D
haha =.-

Hais.
Mummy's so sick /:
She aint eating anything.
Making me so darn worried /:
She cant even stand luhs.
My brother's like 24 hours on-stand-by
My brother cant live without my mum q:
He got everso worried luhs.
He rly cared about my mum.
While I'm here.
Blogging =.-

8hours of work.
Its torture. /:

I think I'm gna repierce my earhole soon ba /:
or maybe pierce a new one ?
Heh , I dont know ~

3 more days to chalet (:
I hope people(S) can make it /:

Auditioning soon
bye !

2006-12-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

-

Heya !
I'm back ! :D

Gees.
So many people had gone on MIA /:
Lilian, Sihui, Xiuwei, Cheewai, Monster
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Hell, I miss you all la D:

Left house @ 9.15
& then headded to CCK :D
Reached there @ 10. 25 ?
one hour plus journey leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Msged JoelynLee cutiepie if she wna meet.
But she cant D:
Ohwell, next time ba :D

Met dear ^^
& then went to Lot 1 & get our rings :D
Haha, & I sorta left dear all alone.
Meant like, let him settle the rings thingy
while I went looking for those nails thingy :D

Caught Eragon.
Shall rate it 3.5/5
Was quite nice la (:

Train down to SunPlaza
find DARLING (:
But she say she's @ tampines =.-
So yeahs, me&dear walked the whole place :D

Hazel called me.
& wow, she talked SO fast :D
I can hardly catch what's she talking about q:
Okay la,
I'm S-L-O-W

& then mummy called /:
Asked me to go home.
So I went home without meeting darling D:
H-A-I-S
BoBian, Mummy's sick /:

Went home @ 5.30
took the train to CityHall.
& then changed train to PasirRis

& like, its all packed with people luhs.
I hardly squeezeeeee in T.T
There's this bloody guy.
kept on pushing me cze he cant enter.
From CityHall to BEDOK
He's behind me.
I was wanting to move in front.
He kept following T.T
I'm like, shit, I think, I'm gna be rape q:
But nahs, he alighted @ tampines.
Phew .
Okay, I think that I'm thinking too much.
TOO much /:

Audition'd when I got home :D
I helped my brother ohkay !
Played Couple dance.
& its like so taigo luhs.
We were far back behind,
The score's like.
104,600 VS 179,600
BUT THEN WE WON :D
Cze I've got Perfects x8
& had 8 hearts :D
b0yb0y93
My brother's screen name :D

Remember, you're my everything

2006-12-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

-

Aww,
Mummy's sick /:

Which means ..
my brother is sleeping with me
O&@&#(_^@_@_#(@+*#*@&

zzzz.
I'm gna die of those snoring of his /:
sian sian sian.

Gna meet dear tmrw (:
Yays !
Oh dear, its 11.17 now /:
I cant sleep la D:

& hell do I love my blog song (:
Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye.
When I first heard of this tittle.
I'm like ..
wtf is this sia ?
& then, I got to find out this.
Liang Shan Bo - ROMEO
Zhu Li Ye - JULIET
-> ROMEO & JULIET
:D

2006-12-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

Back from dance
zzzzz.

Reached home.
Helped neighbour level his audition
^^

Phoned Dear /:
Hais.
Like wtf, its always my fault.
I'm just bored la.
So I sang.
Its not like , I dont wna answer you.
grrrs,
Forget it man /:
ITS ALL MY FAULT ALRIGHT ?
IM SORRRYYYYYYYYY
clarence, bring me some vodka
I need it /:

~~Would you hurt me in the end ?~~

2006-12-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

Ai cuo - WangLiHom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,
JABEZKOHMINGZHU (:

I did the bloody countdown thingy with him
^^
aint I nice ~
:D:D:D
But then, I arent the first to wish him happy birthday
/:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Played audition.
:D
bloodyhell, some guy thought that I'm some hacker
Cze I got PERFECTS x7
I went to his room & then he kicked me
Wtf, Wtf, Wtf

There's dance pratice later ^^
So, bye !

2006-12-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

Feng - JayChou.
I went to Lilian's blog.
& she had this song on.

I cried /:
Like hell.
Why am I being so E-M-O
/:

I'm back from work
Readers, miss me ? :D:D:D

From 4 to 5.30
Orders kept on coming in non-stop.
Like fuck ~
Helmy came.
haha, he's SO funny :D

Mummy, daddy & cousie came @ 8
& I have to close the lobby.
Which means, I have to ...
1) Sweep the floor
2) Mop the whole entire damn shop
3) Stablize the tables
4) Arrange the tables & chairs
5) Clear the rubbish & throw it away.
6) Clean the windows.

My mum's like.
[ My daughter's short enough, & still. the manger ask her to wipe the windows ]
I'm like.
MUMMY ! D:
YOU HURT'D ME SO BADLY /:
Dear said exactly the same thing too
& I bet, you guys, reading.
will sure say the same bloody damn thing
RIGHT ? /:
Ah, just shutup yeahs ? :D:D:D

I had to cleared the Rubbish /:
Hell, I hate it man.
First, I have to throw the trash into a super big bin outside cheers.
The bin is like super tall la.
I'm not short ohkay.
I had to swing like so retarded to get the bloody TRASH in it /:
Second, it's so dark /:
Heng, Daddy's kind enough to pei me go there (:

End @ 9.30
& then home sweet home :)

Awww,
Dear can enter my blog /:
zzzzzzzz
So I have to watch my words now
:D:D:D

How do I do, without you.
How do I stand, withoutyou
HongJin, I fell deeply in love with you
Stay with me till forever like you promised :)

2006-12-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

Omfg.
Had a bad bad nightmare yesterday /:

& then today.
had some little conflicts with dear.
zzzzzzzzzz

Dear, I know you cant read this.
but still,
I wna write it all down.
At least, I could like say it out ?
/:

I hate having those little agurements with you /:
Cold wars, fights, Attitude'ing
& we both are like stubborn rocks.
I know, you wont go soft on me either will I /:

You were talking about her*
& I got so darn f jealous.
So I shot back /:
& blank.
Cold War.

You let go of my hand.
Just like that
I wanted to grab on back.
But you were so far from me
You turn'd your back on me, dear
I wanted to say sorry,
But i dont know how.
idontknowhow, it's an excuse.
but my mind rly went blank when you dint bother about me
when you just walk away.
dear, I dont know what am I without you. /:

zzzzz.
You should know me dear
You show attitude to me.
I'll show you back /:
I dont know how to console or whatever fucks.
I just dont like you, like being so fedup /:
I would so prefer that so lovely & sweet LimHongJin
wtf, why am I so selfish ?
Only want you to be sweet & thats all ?
Hais, Dear.
I'm rly sorry.
I just want to have you.
I dont wna leave you /:

I know, I dont make a good girlfriend.
But for you, I'll try my best.

Dear, I'm sorry
& iloveyou

2006-12-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

HONGJIN HONGJIN HONGJIN :)

Yesterday was hell.
Worked , Worked , Worked
zzzzzzzzzzz
Dear went to his friend's party

Woke up @ 10.15 today
Changed & went to CCK
Find dear :D:D:D

Wlau ehs, I went to meet his parents.
I'm like, choa sai cans
Blahs.
But his dad seems friendly :)

He went to had his bath
& then we headed off to VIVO !
^^

Caught OpenSeason
:D
Was funny cans !
haha.

Reached home @ 8.45
& MY MUM DIDNT KPKB ^^

Anyway.
Dear cant enter my blog.
awwwwwwwwwwww
SO SAD ~
haha :D

Darling !
I'm going to find you on Wednesday ohkay !
^^
I miss you so much girl

2006-12-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

I cried to sleep yesterday
Thrice in a day.
Thats how much I loved you.

LIMHONGJIN <33
You're the only one.

Darling, I wna see you badly D:
I MISS YOU LA !

2006-12-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

When you didnt give in to me
When you didnt hug me
I felt something was missing
I felt so cold

When you igorned me
When you were not by my side
I wna breakdown
I felt so weak

No, I don't need any of your promises.
I just need a true self heart from you, dear
That's enough (:

You dont need to scarifice anything for me.
You dont need to earn any money just for me.
You just need to be by my side, supporting me

You said, you won't leave me
Unless my feelings for you fade.
Well, just prepare to live with me foever ba :D:D:D

You were so lonely once.
I won't let you walk this journey alone, anymore.
Sorry, that I didnt know.
I should had ask'd you first before jumping to anything.
I cried not because you ain't believing me.
I cried .. because I was useless.
I didnt have any idea of your past.
/:

Would you still love me in the morning ?
Forever & ever, baby

My Audition's ohkay !
So bye & hello AUDITION (:
I help'd my brother level oh-kay.
From level 3 to level 4
See ! I'm a nice sister okay :D:D:D

2006-12-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

and I am not afraid to die
to bleed and fuck and fight
What's left but a section of pigmy size cuts
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
would you, be my little cuts
would you, be my thousand fucks
and make mark leaving space for the gulit to be liquid
to all and spill over and under my thoughts
my sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart

Monster, I know you're reading this.
I'm rly sorry that I can't make it on the 15th
though I promised to.
But I've my cca to attend to.
I'm rly sorry.
Other than sorry, I don't know what to say.
I know, I'm a bad & lousy firefly.
Always making you disappointed, angry & hurt
I wanted to tell you.
But I dont know how /:
I dont wna see your that reaction
You're always there when I needed someone.
Making me feel better when I'm down.
I never took you for granted, monster
Thanks for appearing in my life :)
>my firefly ..
>monster supports u to e end of eternity ...

I wishd you were by my side.
So that i could ohsosweetly fall asleep in your arms.
HongJin, WoAiNi :)

2006-12-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

Work today.
Its like so hell-y
/:
From 8 to 444444444444444444444444 !
I thought I work until 2 , 3 plus.
But I worked until 4 !

& from 11 to 2
I run alone T.T
Like wtfs
LongFei went to MainStore & helped out.
So left me luhs /:
I was like , running like a siaogina.

LongFei kept on scolidng me.
Si GiNa, Si GiNa, Si GiNa.
Rahs ! >:l
But he was nice enough to make me a drink :D

Anyway.
Jabez came
Then Dear came too !
Shocked bodoh.
From CCK to DTE leis ! :D:D:D
He came all the way here to pei me.
& didnt went to his friend's party /:
I feel so darn gulity.
But I love Dear alot ! :D:D:D

Jabez & Dear
started talking ~
Yeahs, became ' Good Friends '
:D

End @ 4.30 cze Shannie was late.
They pei me go home ^^
Changed & took bus3 to tampines.

Caught DeJa Vu .
Was oh-kay-la

Dear say he sit until pigu pain
=.-
LOL ~
& Jabez kept on like, candyshot me&dear
=.-

& Yeahs.
he shot himself with my phone /:
so many zilian pictures of him in my phone memory now
Why do I have sucha AI MEI korkor
tsktsk :D

zzzzzz.
Saturday I'm working /:
means I cant go Dear's friend's party le D:
hais.

Darling !

kk, when I online then you tell me ba :D:D:D

Friday I'm working lor ~

Siandded right ! D:

I miss darling leis !

Pierce tongue le ma ?

q: wo hen qi tai luhs ~

Patch or new stead ?

oh oh oh.

o.O

The picture is getting bigger.

& it's making me so confused

haha, ILOVEDARLING ! (:

Smaucks x33333

JTYY ' JEHM

FOREVER & EVER & EVER :D:D:D

Baby, stay with me till the end

2006-12-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

I promise you.
I'll be with you, forever :)

Rmb that post about that Fat girl ?
x:
Yeahs. I finally upload her pic :D

q:
Gosh, I missed Cleo D:
BESTIE, FASTER COME BACK !

Anyway.
Since I'm not working today.
I went to find dear ! :)

I sat from PasirRis all the way to CCK !
Can die I tell you
But .. It's worth la :)
I can see him, know :D

Met him @ Lot 1
& had his late breakfast

:D:D:D

Then blahs blahs blahs.
Wanted to play Para de
But then, the machine spoil /:
& Lot1 got the same thing as DTE's arcade.
The Tapz card & the games there !
All the same ! :D

Then like, as we were walking.
Some girls were like diao'ing @ dear /:
& he's like.
wa, they diao me.
I'm like, yeahs I KNOW

So went to his house luhs
& I TOOK LRT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME :D
Like some suawu gina hor q:

Watched TV
& played some I dontknow what game :D

Dear actcute la hor !
:D:D:D
He took this while I'm playing =.-
Hell, this doesnt look like me luhs.
I looked so darn werid ! :D:D:D

Then @ 5 , went back to Lot 1
He's complain'g that he's hungry.
tsktsk :D:D:D

After awhile, I went home le T.T
Hais, I bear not leave luhs /:
But bobian
We lived so far D:

If I'm not working on Saturday.
I would be going to his friend's birthday party !
Means I get to see him ! :)

Just chatted with Rebecca !
& I LOVE HER ! :)
HEN DUO HEN DUO ! !!

❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
gtg babe (:
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
sorry T.T
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
bye (:
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
wish you and hongjin forever together =D
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
*muacks
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
Oh D:
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
BYE BYE @
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
TC !
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
& iloveyou !
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
yeap, you too ..
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
i love you too
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
more than hj do..
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
hehe!
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
smaucks
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
bye!

Aww, aint she sweet :D:D:D
^^

zzzz
& JiLi's like so angry with me /:
cze I flooded him 3000 + testimonials @ Dear's hse x:
hehe

I'm on the phone with Jabez :D:D:D

I'm sure, that you're the only one I'm gna love forever

2006-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

IM NOT WORKING TMRW :)
LIKE SO YAYS ! :D:D:D
Hell /:
Jabez's gna kill me
I didnt PangSeh you oh-kay
/: Last min ma~
I'm working on Wednesday
Doing OPENING ! :)
DOUBLE YAY !

BABY,IMISSYOU D:

2006-12-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

Baby, I Love You

zzzzz.
I'm bloody tired alright.
I shall do this short

Met HongJin @ 1.15
He couldnt find me :D:D:D
Then went to Airport
Had his lunch & yada yada yada.

& I couldnt find the fish tanks la !
Wtf man ! D:

Cleo's checking in.
I rushed to find her ohkay.
& then like.
she came running to me like a siaozharbor :D

She almost cried.
& HongJin's like so afraid of me crying.
Like I will =.-

She went off @ 5.15 /:
So gna miss her D:

Went to CityHall wil HongJin
& then went home :)

Working tmrw @ UnitedSquare
zzzzzz
& wed, watching a movie with Jabez
D: / :D

4thDecember2006
Though we lived far, but I'll still love you no matter what.
cze I trust you my dear :)
We're gna last, right ? :D
ILOVEYOU <3333

2006-12-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

BESTIE'S GOING AWAY TMRW LE D:
IM SO GNA MISS HER
TAKECARE (:
I'LL FETCH YOU HOME ON THURSDAY
BOOHHHOOOO
IM GNA MISS YOU , MUST RLY TAKECARE LA.
NO ONE TO TAKECARE OF YOU THERE.
TSK :/
I TOOK YOU AS MY SISTER.
REAL BLOODED SISTER.
& NOW, YOU'RE GOING AWAY~
HAIS...
JUST, TAKECARE :D

2006-12-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

I'm lost for directions.
Someone, gulid me along.

Now, I'm sibei dulan .
dulan, dulan , D-U-L-A-N

I went for attachment @ united Square.
Like hell, so far D:
Took a cab there.

& there,
was the worst I've seen x:
Rly ~
Both are new Beanie(s)
& Like, zzzzz
The place is small.
But "high - tech "

Was suppose to end @ 3
But yati was on MC
& the closer last min say he/she cant make it.
SO YEAHS.
BASCIALLY, I HAVE TO RUN ALONE.
& YOU GUYS KNOW.
HOW I HATE TO RUN A STORE ALONE.
They drag until 5
(&@#_&@^#_(^#
PekChek, Dulan, wtf !

But my mood was much better after I end work.
^^ .
Took Mrt home.

Going on attachment @ United Square AGAIN on Tuesday.
ZZZZZZZ.
I think I'm gna run alone laaaaaaaaa
stupid bodoh.

My mum used to say.
I've NO FUTURE.
I've NO PLANS.
I've NO TARGET, NO WANTS
Now I've one.
Laselle ArtSchool.
This would be the school I would want to enter.
Atfer my 'O's :D

* say *'s a backstabber.
But * say that there's alot of people who dislike *
cze * is irritating.
* & * told me things.
Alot of things.
Secrets, Gossips, EVERYTHING.
* told me stuffs that rly, shouldne be known by others.
* seems nice & friendly & doesnt seems that mean.
/:
Now, who do I trust now ?
* or * /:
Confusing ?
Nevermind :D

I dont want to hurt you.
Cze I've fallen for you
I'll promise you.
Someday, My heart will belong to you.
But not now.
I've still got someone to forget.
Someone to letgo.
I was noone for you to wait in the first place.
So , let go if you wna.
I wont blame you.
Cze I know, I'm taking too long.
you said, you dont mind.
But it's rly unfair.
Dont wait if you dont wna, cze I'm not that good for you
uoyevoli (:

2006-12-02T13:56:00.001+08:00

I shouldnt had said to be friends.

I shouldnt have pretend to be so fine, after crying day after day.

I shouldnt have loved you in the first place.

I shouldnt.

Hell,
I cant perform for the DancePoint's 1st Anniversary.
zzzzz
I've gotta work =/
but atleast, I've still got my SYF (:

Ridzwan just texted me.
Asking if I can work today @ 5
Since I'm SO free today.
So, yeahs. why not
& He's like.
wow, thanks Joelyn.
Thanks a million !
^^, see aint I nice :D

Monster texted me smth.
I'm like ..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
He actually thought of the words himself.
But It would be so wonderful
If he changed the ZHU to MEINU/KEAI/HAOREN
:D:D:D:D

Anyway.
I'm currently chatting with Melvyn now.
LOL.
He's anterna aint SHORT.
:D:D:D
It's LONGGGGGGGGG :D
=.-
I dont know why.
But I enjoy he, telling me those stuffs :D
I find it VERY interesting :D
Rly.

Meeting Cleo @ 4 later
^^, so bye !
(:

Hongster Never Dies.
Believe it.
Cze I do

2006-12-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

I shouldnt had said to be friends.

I shouldnt have pretend to be so fine, after crying day after day.

I shouldnt have loved you in the first place.

I shouldnt.

2006-12-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

wei yan lei er fen shuo

I'm back from dental ~ (:
All was yada yada yada.

Went to Downtown first.
to wait for cleo.
I was outside the arcade.
Near the POSB ATM there.
I saw this guy.
hair, style & shoe looked like MERVYN YAU.
I saw his bag.
WTF, ITS HIM
I was like sway ~
=/
Why do I have to see this Hongster.
why why why why
=/

Cleo came & went off.

Cleo was like ..
wow la.
She was like. shuai ge shuai ge shuai ge
=.-
So we started to look for shuai ge
LOL luhs

Went to arcade.
& there was none @ compasspoint.
we were like sian diao ~ :D:D:D

Took 27 to Tampines
& I rmb ..
there's one.
working @ Yoshiyona
:D
Named Alvin :D

Went down ~
he wasnt working ~
D:
So nevermind.
we sat there, chitchat.
Then we saw this girl.
Fat fat fat q:
Suddenly, Cleo sang.
HumpDi HumpDi sat on the wall.
HumpDi had a great fall.
Mean bodoh :D
I took a photo of her q:
Upload it later :D

Played ParaPara
& I sorta hit a guy's butt x:
bu xiao xin de luhs ~

took bus3 home
& cleo's going oversea on monday ! D:
Will be coming back on Thursday.
So maybe, i'm going with JiLi or HongJin
Cze monster cant make it
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

On the phone with HongJin now.
He's shouting on the bloody phone playing his bloody game.

Byebye ! (:

Sorry, all I need is time.
I dont wna be so selfish.
I dont want to cheat on your feelings.
cze I know I dont worth it.
Maybe I do, Maybe I dont.
Just give me some more time.
I promise, the answer would be what you wanted (:

2006-11-30T16:10:00.000+08:00

I dont want to know
I dont wish to know
Fucking hell.
Dont tell me your everything
As I said, wo bu xiang zhi dao
Just get out of mi life.
I dont need you
& I know, you dont need me.
JUST GO AWAY.

2006-11-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

Just those lies.

I'm back from S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G
with mummy ! (:
Means, I get to buy alot of stuffs.
^^v

First we went to do Facial :D:D:D
After that we did pendicure (:
Orange, orange & orange.
Facial, 200$ ++
Pendicure, 61.60$

&then, so surprisingly.
TAN JILI. TAN JILI called.
yeahs. TAN JILI called.
:D:D:D
Super shocked la.

After that SHOPPING (:
I bought a converse Jacket, 88$
I've been wanting this for so long ! (:
Facial products, 500$ ++
Two tops, one @ 29$ and another @ 39.80$
KeyChain for Monster (: , 26.80$
( shall upload them later )

& Monster say he buying a T-shirt for me :D
A mumble penguin shirt for me :D
A HangTen T-Shirt for me (:
I went to WS & take a look.
Wlauus, I laughed until I peng cans !
:D

Reached home, bathe
& I'm on the phone with JiLi :D

i today go flood people testy
then hor people say want to flood me back.
he want flood thousands of testy to me.
I now being threaten by him

LOL.
He ask me to write one ~

& I Love HongJin Di Di ! (:
I think, I'm calling him later ^^

2006-11-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Let's take this knife & run it down your chest.
Does this feel like love ?

Heya ! :D:D:D
I'm back from work.
^^

Mummy, Daddy & brother are all off to vivo
WITHOUT ME !
how could they !
Mummy just called me.
They're in Sengkang now.
& dont know where to take 89 !
hahaha !
Orhbi good la ~ (:

I did opening today.
& Pacrash was working today =/
Siandded.

But he went when Jane came :D
yay !

& its like hell today.
there's were so many orders.
Only me & jane were there.
until 3 .
wtf luhs.

& the most pathatic of all.
We ran out of breads.
Breads to make TripleDecker.
We used to have a whole lot of breads in the Chiller & mainstore.
& now, its like NONE.
Customer ordered 5 tripledecker leis.
Me & Jane were like, howhowhow.
We both dont dare to tell her luhs.
I was the brave one oh-kay;
I went & told her.
^^, she's nice
She didnt complain or whatsoever (:
Unlike my mum, she WILL complain & kpkb one ~

& BLOODY HELL.
I HATE MY MOTHER !
WHY BORN ME SO SHORT ! D:
)@*#+*#@*#&+$(#$(%*^%~!*&_
I HAD A FREAKING HARD TIME TO CLEAN THE GLASS WINDOWS =/
wtf man ! D:

& there's this freaky JiGoPek la !
He & his friends ordered Tea(s)
Later, he come & asked for a pen.
Ofcourse, we lend it to him.
I went to the storeroom to stockup.
Then, when I got back.
Jane showed me this.
& she say that that two OLD MAN left this on the table.
[ Just by looking @ you, I dont need to put any sugar in my tea
- A girl named Joelyn ]
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf !
I dont dare to go work le la ~ D:

I told this to monster & he replyed.
[ hahaha ! Yuan lai wo de firefly is expertise in seducing ah pek!
haha... you should tell them.don't see too much.. later tio diabetes..=) ]
tsktsk, diabetes is not cause by intaking too much sugar.
too much sugar intake cause tooth decay , dumb.
go back school & learn your home econs ! :D:D:D

& yah !
I didnt know Monster was that nice.
I told him that I want that peguin soft toy.
Only available @ ViVo city cinema.
He went there, specially to watch HappyFeet to get that toy for me.
But he say the people over there never give him.
I still blame him for lying to me q:
I LOVE MY MONSTER LA ^^

Jason came.
Jason is a new crew, who worked in Mcd.
He disiaosiao one la ~
He: Ehs, how old are you ?
Me: Guess, I'm younger than her [Jane]
He: [point to Jane] She's like 17,18 . So you're 15 ?
Jane: wth ? Do I look that old ?
Me: She's 15 la.
Jane: Yeahs, she's[me] 14 next year.
He: har? means she's[me] 13 ?
Jane: ae ? nono, I meant she's 14 this year.
He: oooo
Me: then how old are you?
He: 14
Me&Jane: WHAT ? 14?! MORE LIKE 17 TO US
He: wlau, i where got look that old sia
Me & Jane: [laughs]

Funny luhs.
& the worst part of all.
He's a student of greenview.
ahh ! I hope he doesnt know my brother !
& Jane say that my brother dont look like secone.
more like primary FOUR to her.
I'm like, LOL. P4 :D

Gna post the videos & pictures soon ! (:
^^

2006-11-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

Wo zhen de, ai shang ni le :D

Like hell.
There's this guy.
In friendster, wrote me a testimonail
& this is what he/she wrote

Hello ...
My name is pangku aka pi gu .
just want to make more friends
ppl call me jay cause i look like one
they claim i am singapore version
anyway i think i also look like him
ok that about me and also im quite cute too ...
ok you mus accept arh or i go sch body slam you

takecare
byebye ...

PangKu
I'm like wtf la
I think he/she's a fake
If its real, omg.
eeyer la cans =/

Anyway.
That was so random.

Just called TanJiLi
:D, he called me jiejie leis !
you see !
I love my siaodidi la !
<3333333>
:D:D:D

Mummy & Daddy & brother sent me to work today.
& my mum helped me ?
More like, making more trouble.
:D

I ran out of tomatoes.
& I asked her to cut for me while I do the sandwitches.
She's like.
Ehs, I dont know how to cut.
I'm like wtf man !
tsktsk, bobian.
She's a taitai :D:D:D

Jane came & things went faster :D
Mummy,daddy & brother had Mccafe for Breakfast :D

Hell, there's a scar on my hand la.
I burn dao ~
=/
Like fuck, so many scars liao cans.
My leg, all thanks to IvanPeh.
My left arm, & my right hand
hais ~

Aymen came @ 12 :D
We had three FREE opera Diva to eat :D
lalalalalala

Jane was suppose to go home @ 2.30
& Aymen going for her break.
Means, the store is left for me to run.
But then, 2.15
Suddenly got alot of customers.
& I did counter :D
My mummy, daddy & brother were like staring @ me la.
Wtf man, wo hui jing zhang de leis :D
Until 2.57, we clear'd all the orders :D
Florance came & I went home :D

Saw TanLiLian :D
With Minyi & her sister
& like hell, she kajiao me when I'm playing Streetbasketball.
dumbdumb.
I can play until 100+ de leis !
we only scored 31
Lamer shit :D

& I CANT PLAY AUDITION !
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF
D:
Hais, I think I will be going to LAN shop le ba ~
:D:D:D:
Ohman, I'm gna be so broke la ~

I missed your sweettalks, baby

2006-11-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

Dont leave me hanging.

Chat with Monster ytd
It was yada yada yada :D:D:D

I slept till 10.45 today.
(!!!!!!)
:D

Was left @ home with my brother.
And @ 2 I went to work =/

was kinda bored,
So I gave the flyers.

~~~~
There's this staff guy, working over there.
He came walking towards me
& hell, I have to lift my head up just to talk to him
Ps: I'm not short or whatsoever.
Its like, he's 190+ (!!!!!)
wtf right :D
He: Ehs, my friend want to know you better.
Me: (shocked) orh.
He: ..... Can give number?
Me: heh , no
* I was wanting to tell him that I'm 14 , cze he looked like some 18 - 20 + guy
He always come & order DoubleChocolate , seated @ the smoking area
Smoking =.-
He: ( hand me a paper ) Then can you like, call him or smth ?
* I saw it written : Hi, I'm so&so. My number (&_#(^$_&(#
smth like that.
That so&so name, was his name.
Me: ah, no
He: walk away.
Later, I was like laughing like hell.
Who the hell would write ..
Okay, nevermind :D
Sorry, dont mind me

& Hell, Pacrash nagged @ my hair again.
_l_
Ohyah !
One more news !
Aldon quit !
Yes yes yes !
:D:D:D
No more Joelynsucks
Neyekneyekpooppoo

Sharon and Florance is like so mean la.
They put tomatoes, pepper, salt, lettuce etcetc in his drink.
& whipcream, pepper, salt in his ChuckyChicken
:D:D

I wanted to see his reaction la.
But he went to MainStore to had his meal
=/
Sharon came back and say that he didnt have much reaction.
he say he cant taste anything wrong with it
=/ wtf man !
Not fun ! D:

Mummy , Daddy & brother came & fetch me home!
Played StreetBasketBall before going home :D
Scored 143 leis !
:D:D:D

& darling say she's coming to Pasir Ris to find me !
yeahs, me me me !
Or should I say, for some other reasons too ? xP
haha, anw yay !
I love darling !
^^

Call me tonight.
& say you love me so.
I think, I've rly fallen for you.

2006-11-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'll give you roses with no thorns
If you ask me why.
I'll show you my bleeding hands @ say
I wont let the thorns hurt you
cze I care about you.

I'm lazy to update la ~
=//

Saw WeiJi, Gordon, Justina, Evan, Rebecca today
@ downtowneast.
was suppose to meet cleo ,
BUT , she's sick
Like wtf, she didnt even care to msg me to tell me.
Making me like an idoit, waiting for her
heng, my brother was there.
So i hang'd out with him :D
with my neighbour & cousin :D

Played Street Basketball :D:D:D
yeahs, I play until stage 2 hand pain le =.-
Hais, I'm gna beat my brother some day !
(: Just wait !

Working 1 tmrw
So, bye !
Dreamland's calling me ! :D

2006-11-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

Even if the sun refuses to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
Even if the world disappear
Even if tonight it's just a dream
There will still be you & me.

Meet Cleo @ 9 (!!!!) today
=//
Oh my beauty sleep !
zzzz

Took 89 down to SengKang.
& blahs
we had to walk to Compass point la.
Like fuck, cant we just wait for Deon @ Compass point.
=/

Had Udon for breakfast :D:D:D
(full,full,full)
& I finally found out where's OP
I didnt know it was there luhs.
cze I always turn right to my dental.
& never left =/

& yeahs, Monster's working :D
I wanted to go in one~
But Deon they all dont know walk until where liao luhs.
=/

Head'd to ViVo :D
Big, Nice, wow
Lol.
Caught HappyFeet.
HAPPYfeet.
But I cried la ~
Like I dont know what cans =/
Its touching oh-kay

I made Monster angry @ me twice today
=/
I know, I'm not a good firefly la.

We all went to the top after the show.
we were freezing la.
so cold !

Saw this :D

Cleo took off her shoes & went down
I followed.
:D:D:D
Its niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
& a 3 yearsold kid bully me !
splash water @ me !

Went home @ ohsoearly 5 (!!!!)
I had tuition luhs.
cant blame me :D

Calling Monster soon.
So, bye ! (:

Its time to giveup.
I dont want to but it's a must.
cze i know, i'm not the one for you, anymore
I know, i'm not the only one falling for you.
I wont ever enter your life again.

2006-11-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

Boredom kills
=///

Hell, I cut myself
=/
I was cutting the bread.
Then I didnt know my hand was there,
then cut dao lor
=.-
Blahs ~

Aymen tio complained =/
She was serving a staff, TEA
( we serve tea with a pot of hot water )
then when she was putting the other stuffs,
the hot water spill'd on the staff.
& she kpkb =.-
Wtf, she say Aymen didnt apologize.
Please luhs, she deaf or what.
Stupid dumbdumb

After work , I went home & changed.
wore my brother's shirt again =.-

Went to Mcd eat eat,
Then Mccafe, slack slack :D:D:D
Talked with Shannie
She's such a joker cum kapo'er cum crapper :D

& we sprayed staberlizer @ each other !
she started it first one luhs.
Okay, it was me xP

After that,went to arcade again.
When entering, I saw EVAN :D
He was selling some pens @ 2$
Same as Chercy, Priscilla, berdine they all.
I say i dont have money, so I zao in the acarde.
then wtf, Gordon was there.
Selling the same thing.
He was like - " JIE ! BUY LEIS "

Nono :D:D:D
I alr spent 4$ on those no-ink-come-out pens.
zzzzz

ohyah !
& I saw Benji :D
He told me about Heidi.
I was like LOL'ing & diao'ing
I dont believe luhs.
Who wna * her mans ~ :x

& I won Cleo & Deon in that racing game ! ^^v
Three cheers for JoelynTan (!!!) :D
Okay, with a little winy help by Gordon :D
He told me when to step on the brakes
( I translate them to english la )
Gordon: Jie, now step on the brakes
Me: Dont disturb me la
Gordon: Now !
Me: Go sell your pens !
Gordon: Okay, now step your brakes !
Me: (step'd & I did the piao'ing )
Gordon: Yeahs, good girl
Me: shutup
Gordon: Jie, now step !
Me: ( did what he told me )
Gordon: GUAI ~
^^v

Yesterday phoned with Daddy ! :D:D:D
still the same old him
But he's sick
awww ~
Daddy's sick !
He say he wna come & find me today one.
But he never D:
Boxim !

2006-11-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

Fuck you.

Start work @ 8.30 with Aymen.
Me & her was like kop'ing the waste la ~
:D:D:D
So thats free food for me ^^v

Was doing a cuppoccino halfway.
& I looked up.
Saw Melvyn & JasmineDarling ^^
:D:D:D
Shocked dao la ~
I think they are with Yinghui, Cheryl they all ba.
idontknow, didnt see clearly

Cleo came over to find me after she end.
which is about 2
& then Daryl came :D:D:D
He was going for the interview @ BungerKing (again)

Aymen left @ 3.30
& I end @ 4.30
So that means, one full hour.
Left ME, alone =/

Wlous ehs, about 4.16pm
There's alot of people !
Wtf wtf wtf.
that moment, I rly think I'm gna be sacked/ fired
=//
Cze its like, so many orders & there's only one Beanie.
Me =.-

But Heng !
LongFei & Evelyn came.
Just in time ^^
MY HEROS LA CANS ! =.-

After work, went home & changed.
Knn, my brother bluff me say mummy @ home
=.- _l_

I left about 5
& reached there about 5.45
=.-
Cze I sent cleo home.
thats why
Cant blame her, she's a xiaomeimei :D

Went to darling's chalet.
Only Melvyn & Martin were there.
Double M's =.-
Okay, lame

& blah blah blah.
Shalln't elaborate :D

Martin disiaosiao
Melvyn talk talk talk
Darling ... oink oink oink
:DD
=.- =.- =.-

Checked out & then went home ^^

Knn fuck you big.
I gave you a chance & I thought you won't copy again
Like wtf.
You did luhs.
Go & use your fucking brain & think of your own words la.
Dont have originality one.
fuck you man.
fuck your mother.
fuck your father.
fuck your grandma.
fuck your ahgong.
fuck your auntie.
fuck your uncle.
fuck your cousins.
knn, I hate you la hor.
No more gan's for us.
You dont respect me, so neither will I.
I envy those who last.
you know who you are.
Ps : I rly hate people using other poeple's stuff.
Copying word by word.
Blind bodoh.

-------------------

Belle's birthday cake :D:D:D

Tada !
Cute bodoh :D

^^v

Me & Steph in the cinema, 20Nov.
Before going to Jasmine's chalet

While waiting.
I didnt know I took this la =.-

@ darling's chalet ^^

You all ask'd me not to cut.
Yeahs, i did.
So i bit =.-

DADDY's A BOXIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2006-11-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Not you but me

I'm back from Darling's chalet ^^

Met Steph @ 1.30
Caught Stepup (again !!!!)

& fuck .
Saw Belvin _l_
Knn, sway bodoh ~

Went to Darling's chalet after that.
Saw Jovelle & Jasper on the way there :D:D:D

Hazel, Yinghui, Cheryl, Iris, Melvyn, Jovelle, Martin, Jasper
& Some of her friends were there too ^^

& Hell, I think I saw alot of people today la (?)
Nevermind, I dont know what i'm talking now =.-
I'm tired le =/

There's work tmrw D:
Sian la hor.
Darling they all going escape tmrw
One advise to darling, dont go in huanted house !
:D:D:D:D
You'll be scaredded like hell one !
Trust me ! x:

You choose her.
Fine, I'll let go.
I thought you would wait,
yeahs, how could you wait.
I was no one for you to wait.

2006-11-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

I'm not like anybody.
She used again

Heya !
I'm finally free to blog (:
& Hell, I'm so darn lazy to upload the pictures la ~
why why why =/

I'll shall begin with Saturday.
I went to Jazz with Steph
& it was so surpirsing-ly that she wasnt late !
wow wow wow :D
In fact, she's earlier !

We had a new instructor.
I've totally forgotten her name :x
Steph say she's cute.
=.- Lame shit

After Jazz, I went home & changed.
Off I went for work.
Wlous ehs, alot of poeple cans.
& I havent eaten anything yet.
no time ~

After work end, I went to Belle's chalet.
Its her 2nd birthday:D

I was shocked
I saw Jerry-mai-year !
:D:D:D
We call him Jerry in short.
^^

JERRY KORKOR !
Fucking hell,
Im like so miss him la cans.
& he still rmb me !
^^
When I got there,
he was the first to wave @ me
& say hello !
^^
I love korkor la ~

Played some catching games with my cousins.
Hell, I hate them la ~
Bully me nia !

The next day,
we went to the beach.
I didnt play much.
i was just there, listening to some song.
& enjoying the breeze :D

Later, I'm going out with Steph
to ViVo ! (: (: (:
& after that, we are going to Darling's chalet !
^^

Darling would be there with * :D:D:D
Yay ^^v
I miss darling so so much !

2006-11-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

SOMEBODY,
JUST KILL ME

I'm waiting for Jayvier to call now =/
Monster, I rly...
hope you can call now
I rly wna go boomboomboom

Play, Play, Play.
Is playing that fun?
If it is, I would love to try.
May I ?

2006-11-17T10:22:00.000+08:00

My love for you, isn't a game
Its more of a game.
Its deep from my heart.

Love the heart that hurt you,
but never hurt the heart that loves you.

Its been so long.
& I dont know what am I thinking about.
Thinking you might just come back to my side.
Just another wishful thinking.

I'm jealous.
Jealous of every single one.

I'm always here for you.
Dont you see it ?
I cared so much.
I cried so much.
I loved so much.
Maybe, it seems so nothing to you.

4 months.
Its been 4 months.
You gone, idontcare so sudden
& back to, iloveyou without warning.
Wtf.

I'm so sick & tired.
Rly, I am.
I'm never truely loved.
I'm never been appericated.
I'm never been taken seriously.

Love.
I dont believe in such a game anymore.

I'm going to work alr.
& Jayvier.
If you're reading this.
I'm sorry that I say you boxim.
I saw that missed call you gave.
Sorry, I didnt meant to say those words.
Sorry.
I was just ... i dont know what am I thinking la hor.

2006-11-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'm not gna lie

I'm on the phone with JiLi now :D:D:D
He's lame ~
& I changed his friendster's song (:
to twinkle twinkle little star
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

& I got into 3/9 ^^v
Same class as Ahma (:

Clarence's hair is like so darn super long la ~
Blah ~

Went to downtown after school with Xiuwei
& Lilian came later

& fuck that auntie @ the arcade. (!!!!!!)
Chase me out
cze i was wearing school uniform.
stupid la hor

I'll upload the videoas & pictures later ^^

Went home, changed & went for tuition.
siandded

Ahma's going Malaysia tmrw D:
Hais.
Have a safe trip ohkay !
& buy me bubble gums ! :D

Darling say she's better off this way
& she say, she's happy
If she said it this way, I've gotta believe her
cze she's my darling (:
She wouldn't lie to me ^^
I'm like so happy la (:
Finally, JasmineEng is back to her own happy self ^^
I wna see darling soon soon !

I'm working 11.30am tmrw
so yeahs, I wna have a goodnight sleep (:
Night Night (:

2006-11-15T18:24:00.000+08:00

Dotter

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TANLILIAN ! (:

Weixiong's having a hard time accepting my testimonials :D:D
2000 + going to 3000 + leis :D:D:D

I missed an order today =//
Hais.
There's alot of poeple compare to ytd
ytd is like .. welcoming houseflies nia

My ohsonice highlighted hair :D:D:D

Dont jealous ohkay :D:D:D

After work, I went home & zzz
I just woke up luhs (:

Daddy, Monster & Xiaodidi all boxim la hor.
I dont want to talk to them alr !
Rahs !
(&@!++*+#*$+)@*#_(*@&$

2006-11-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

save the last dance for me.

Daddy bu teng wo le la hor.
Hais

Called Daddy ytd.
I was his ytd 1 min laopo :D:D:D
Lame la ~

& He mocked @ me !
(@^$(@^)~_@!+#*@&+*$
I told him about Gangster15
& he told me that he watched it 2 years ago
.......
WLAU EH !

Went to work & Blah
Nothing much happen today.
I'm gna call Flora later.
to request off on Saturday.
I think its impossible la ~
Last min.

& Uncle Tan promised me to visit me !
But he didint !
(!!!!!)
He's such a liar.
I'm gna hate him
=////

Uploading the videos now.
Youtube is so slow

& you know what.
Tmrw's Lilian's birthday :D:D:D
XMM ^^v

2006-11-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

DADDY'S A BIG BIG BULLY (!!!!!!!!)
SAY MY VOICE LIKE XIAOMEIMEI.
DISIAOSIAO.
SAY WNA PINCH MY CHEEKS.
PINCH ME & I'LL RUN AWAY.
CATCH ME & I'LL KICK YOUR * :D:D:D
GO & BATHE LA, SMELLY PIG

2006-11-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

Let Go

Monster submitted me a photo in friendster
www.friendster.com/joelyntan
Go take a look luhs
His drawing sucks ~
Mine's much nicer ^^
:D:D:D

I didnt DYE my hair
I highlighted it
=///
I wanted to dye my whole head de la
But mummy say cannot
Ohwell, better than nothing (:
& My brother's jealous
Neyekneyekpoopoo !
Shall take picture of my hair later.
Not now ~ :D:D:D

& TADA
JOELYN LOOK LIKE THIS WHEN SHE PIN HER FRINGE UP =/
=.-

After work, I went home & changed.
& I went back to DownTown again =.-
Hey, I miss there oh-kay
Though I've been going there to work
But still.
I miss the times, where I had so much fun with Gordon & Evan
I miss the times, where I talked to Priscilla, Vanessa, Chercy, Chirstina etcetc
D:

& YEAHS !
LADYLUCK IS BY MY SIDE TODAY ^^
I saw Chercy XieoCutie, Vanessa ApplePie <3> ! , Priscilla Mummy (:
Hais, I miss Jingyi la hor.
So long never see her le
Ever since she broke up with Kenneth :x

& Again, I saw AhBan with his girl.
She's sweet ^^

I SAW MY GUAILAN DIDI LA HOR (:
GORDON ~ :D:D:D
He .. grown taller le (:
but still shorter then me ^^
Wahas !

While waiting for that bloody cleo to come.
I Pranked call people ~
:D:D:D
Monster & Daddy ! :D:D:D
Monster off his bloody phone =/
While daddy called !
ahahahs.
His voice always soundded sooooo dead
& I'm like some idoitic person.
Cze I'm always laughing when I'm on the phone with daddy.
=.-
I'm gna call him later (:
Chat Chat Chat :D:D:D

JiLi is hell of a BoXim Kia.
Stupid dumbdumb.
:D:D:D

I bought this shirt @ IceLemonTree :D
My mum pronouce it that way :D

Wtf.
I hate Mervyn's gina la hor.
I was @ the arcade.
They were pointing to thier friends that I was his ex
Like wtf =.-
Saw WeiJi too ~
:D:D:D
I HATE MERVYN'S GINA(S) !

& here's two video of Cleo ..
Playing some bloody nice song :D:D:D
( Haiyah, I'll upload when I have the time q: )

& JiLi's jealous ! :D:D:D

☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
xiaodidi JiLi is a boxim kia (:

---> Jili <--- says:
nono

---> Jili <--- says:
is u bo xin

---> Jili <--- says:
tok to monster

---> Jili <--- says:
!!

---> Jili <--- says:
hymp\

- ☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
what ~

---> Jili <--- says:
lalalalal

- ☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
I call you , you sure play dota one luhs

- ☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
SEE ! pei wo shuo zhong le.

---> Jili <--- says:
wat???

---> Jili <--- says:
is u bo xin bleahs!!

-------------------

Vanesse ApplePie told me smth.
I was shocked.
I sent that msg to everyone.
Because of one thing, Boredom.
you told me this kind of thing, cant be played.
But this is my type of fun.
Maybe I've hurt you.
but its been 2 years alr.
I believe that you can forget.
cze I'm no longer that ohsonice Joelyn anymore.
I've changed.
Dont wait, cze it will hurt you in the end.
I care for you, cze you're my bestfriend
Fullstop.
Sorry, that all I'm gna say.
Dont wait, let go & giveup.

& I LOVE JASMINEENGHUIMIN <3333333333333333333>
XIEXIENI (:

2006-11-12T11:25:00.001+08:00

Do I ? Or do I not ?

Okay Okay
There's some confusion here.
Monster, Dumb & Bear are all different animals :D:D:D
Monster - Jayvier
Dumb - LimSheng
Bear - WeiXiong
Scroll your mouse over thier names to see thier friendster's link

Ytd work start @ 4
& When I got there.
Aldon was there having his lunch.
He saw me & shouted.
Joelyn Sucks.

Wtfffffffffff
I hate him man.
Shorty (!!!!!!)
:D:D:D
Heyhey, he's shorter than me ohkay

& he say he wna quit MCD
I was like yay ! (:
Nomore of JoelynSucks
Neyekneyekpoopoo

& Yati didnt come ~~~
^^ She's on MC
So yeahs, left me & Shannienie (!!)
& we hit our target ytd (:
Sale was 1600 $
Per Half an hour sale was 85$
1000$ lehs ^^

was suppose to end @ 10
But instead I end @ 11
too many people ~

I saw AhBan on the way home.
He was with his gf , smoking ~

Monster texted me.
& he soundded ever so sad la ~
I'm not used to him like this la hor.
You chooses this, & you'll bear the consequences.
I know its hard to let go.
But you have made your choice.
Dont let anyone or anywho change your mind.
Lift your head up & continue your life.
You dont need her anyway.
cze you got your friends, your brothers & Firefly ! :D:D:D
You said I was your Confide.
Forever & always it will be (:

I'm gna dye my hair later
So yeahs, byebye ! (:

2006-11-11T11:07:00.000+08:00

Till the sun burns down, i've got you

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (:
I'm back readers !
Miss me ? :D :D :D

& yes, today's my DARLING's Birthday (:
But its saddening enough to say.
I cant celebrate with her D:
I've got to work.
Hais =////

On Thursday.
I went out with C-L-E-O (:
had Mcd for breakfast

& we waited for that bloody DEON TEO
Caught Step-up
Nice Nice Nice ! (:

See, Cleo's short :D:D:D

Play'd para (:
Normal Freestyle.
Sian.
I was @ the arcade.
waiting for time to past ~

Went to Swensen for my cousin's bday (:

^^ My birthday boy (:
He's a naughty one
always hit my pigu one ~
=.-

Phone'd Monster in the night
& he was telling me what he expected of a girl he likes :D:D:D
- Big eyes
- Not too skinny
- dont have any scars on her legs.
- longggg hair
- shorter than 164. His height :D:D:D
So i drew it out & tada ! (: ^^

JAYVIER MONSTER & HIS B-A-B-Y :D:D:D

---------------------

Yesterday, I thought I was doing opening all by myself.
Cze Flora's on MC
So yeahs, left ME
Like wtfffff

I was in the storeroom,
then all of a sudden
Shannienie pop'd out ! (: (: (:
You guys didnt see that smile on my face.
:D :D :D

& Yijie's back to ECP
Shannienie & I was like.
Yay ! :D:D:D
No more Nags
No more people to ask me to go for breaks
No more people to order me to mop the floor (!!!!)

& Hell.
Shannienie told me that Flora kept on teasing me & MIKE
Like wtf ?!
Mike's 20 oh-kay
& i'm 14
The gap is sooooooooo B-I-G

Flora's 23 (:
& She say that Mike's yandao ~
wahahahs.
Flora's so dead :D:D:D
Ps: Flora's my manager & Shannienie's elder sister

& Ohyah, she's getting married soon
To some ECP manager (:

Went home & zzzzz
:D:D:D

Rang Wei xiong xiong xiong xiong :D:D:D
He's a BEAR :D
& Hell,
he say that my voice sound like a xiaomeimei
nolor, he's a xiaodidi (:
He say he wna pinch me.
Like neyekneyekpoopoo.
Not a chance man ~
PLUS PLUS PLUS
HE'S S**** :D:D:D
164 (?) :D:D:D
Okay, I shallnt be that mean :D:D:D

& Monster dont want to reply me la hor
sua ~ T.T

Its in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
Its in the way that you hold me
And in the way that you know me
When I cant find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

2006-11-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

I was never your forever and always.

Phoned DUMB yestersday :D
Bloodyhell. He sounded so gay :DDD
& DUMB LOVES ME (:

Did opening with Shanienie
FUN LA HOR :D
I was laughing all the way with her.

Had so so so many orders cans.
& time sure flies.

Hafiz came & off I went.
Hais.
I can't seems to find a chiobu that Dumb doesnt have in his Friends' list.
Like wth.
He knows, XiaoJiaJia
JiaXin MIISS CONFUSIION
Cheryl WIWI
MOON.
Amanda BUBBLETEA

It's time to forget.
I will, just give me some more time

2006-11-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

edited

WTF
I RLY WANT TO TAKE A SCREWDRIVER & OPEN YOUR BLOODY BRAIN UP LA.
YOU ACTED LIKE YOU SO CARED ABOUT ME.
& THEN, ALL YOU DO IS BRUSH ME ASIDE.
NEXT, YOU CAME OHSOSWEET TO ME AGAIN.
WTF WTF WTF
I RLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING THROUGH YOUR FUCKING MIND.
MAKING ME SO FUCKING PISSED
YET, I FELT BEING A TOY TWICE.
IF YOU DONT WNA TALK TO ME,
TELL ME SO.
& DONT LET ME WAIT.
IT WAS SO WRONG, FOR ME TO LIKE YOU IN THE FIRST
WTH.
BLAST THIS FUCKING LIFE.
I HATE MY LOVE LIFE.
WHY HAS IT TO BE LIKE THIS.
SO MISERABLE YET SO ~~SWEET~~
OHKAY, NOMATTER WHAT.
I STILL WNA KNOW THE ANSWER.
I'LL STOP TEXTING YOU.
I'LL STOP CALLING YOU.
I'LL STOP.
I WNA SEE YOUR REACTION.
I WNA KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GNA DO.
12NOVEMEBER2006 <33 <>
THAT DEADLY DATE.

2006-11-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

pui pui dua dua jia, goes tan goes tan long tio piak :D

Cleo came to my house after work (:
& yeahs. used the com

YiJie's being hell of a bastard :DD
Asked him one question take so long to answer me.
dumbdumb.
& HE LEFT THE STORE TO ME, A-L-O-N-E
HAIS D:

I'm currently watching this Gangster 15 on youtube.
Rly very funny man !
you guys should watch it (:
Got part one, part two, part three ....

* doesn't seems wna talk to me anymore.
* doesn't ask so many questions like he used to.
* doesn't want to continue the conversation.
I'll stop msg'ing you then.
Not because I dont want to.
I'm afraid you'll find me a nusience.
I don't want to hint anything to you.
It shall be a secret to you, mydear.
12November2006.
I shall wait & see <333> >

2006-11-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

Make my dream come true.

Today's gna be short.
Wasn't in a good mood today morning.
Most likely because * didn't wake me up
=/////

& blah blah blah
Work with Jane today.
Yeahs. Had a great time (?)
hais
I won't bring my mood to work la hor.
So no worries (:
I didn't throw my tempers or whatsoever
I'm a good Beanie oh-kay :DD

Work end & blahs.
Went home

You'll never know.
It's a secret that I hold alone.

2006-11-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

Lent me a shoulder tonight

TO LILIAN :
I read your blog & you can't get in Steph's blog
So yeahs.
She wants you to do this.
Note, all these are done by Stephanie (:

In your bedroom you have:
[ ] a television
[X] cd player
[X] vcds
[ ] dvds
[ ] xbox
[X] radio
[ ] computer
[ ] laptop
[ ] fridge
[ ] bathroom
[X]posters
TOTAL: 4

You are allowed to:
[X] party
[X] go to the mall with friends
[X]eat unhealthy stuff
[X] stay out til past midnight
[ ] have ur own curfew
[X] pick ur own school
[X]buy ur own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere
[ ] drink liquor
[ ] curse
TOTAL:6

Have you ever?
[X]talk back to ur parents
[ ] sneak out at night
[X]been "told" not "scolded"
[X]been out of country
[ ] shopped till u drop
[X]been given more money than uneeded
[X]felt u were heavily guarded
[ ] spent thousands in one store only
[X]made ur parent(s) cry
[ ] yelled at ur maid (WAD? i had to)
TOTAL: 6

DO YOU
[ ]have what u needed
[ ]get what u want
[ ] travel a lot
[X] have a maid (used to)
[ ] have a driver
[ ] get a high allowance
[X] do whatever u want
[ ]have branded clothing
[ ]have a credit card
[ ]eat whenever u want
TOTAL: 2

DO YOUR PARENT/S
[X] ever scold you not following yourcurfew
[ ]give u EVERYTHING u want
[ ] trust you
[ ] buy you things for the sake of buyingthem
[X] give you "extra cash" when you're outsomewhere
[ ] think u should have the best and onlythe best
[ ]want you to be happy
[X]help you(no thanks though)
[X]love you(i think so.)
[X] pay for the mess you've made
TOTAL:5

mulitply the total number by 2 and repost
thissaying "i'm _% Spoiltbrat"
(: ,
im only like 46% ,
and i want lilian to do this .
Must (:

2006-11-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

I want you & your beautiful soul

Worked with Shanienie ytd :D
From 4 - 10
Wlauuu, work with her
can rly.. die siah.

:DD
She made me laugh like dont know what cans.
& I saw Ivan, Nicolas & that HSC who call me a dog =.-
All thanks to Steph
He kept on saying I've got a doggy face
Hais ~

Went to Sengkang for my appointment.
& fuck.
there, sat a two kpkb guys la ~
talk so loud.
Act so so so so big la cans.

Was suppose to meet Jayvier de.
But I didnt in the end
=/////
Sorry.
& now, he's angry with me D:

Bus'd down to DownTownEast (:
Waited for TANJILI :D
While waiting, I saw Ivan & that HSC guy again
=////

& Ivan finally admit that I'm his jiejie (:
He told me somethings that I went super shocked luhs.
Rly !

We crapped & played like we used to :D
& bloody hell.
he use pen & draw on my hand !

IVAN PEH LOVE AGNESONG
SHHH.
ITS A SERCRET (:
I PROMISE HIM NOT TO TELL ANYONE DE
SO, SHHH (:

JiLi came.
Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
Waited for him for an hour cans.
Bloody hell.

Walked to Mccafe with Ivan
& Yeahs. He was there, studying
for his 'O' lvl tmrw (:
GoodLuck my DIDI :D

Shanienie was working there.
& She waved to me like siaozharbor :DD

She saw me with TANJILI
Confirm if Wednesday I working with her.
She sure come & disiaosiao me one ~

He had his BungerKing
& walked to Bus3 Bus stop
We talked.
& yeahs, he's lame & NICE :D

Working tmrw.
So. bye ! (:

& I improved in Audition (:

I'm not your toy.
I'm not that toy whom you chooses to love me as & when you want
I'm not that toy whom you chooses to walk in & out of my life as you wish
Stop playing this game with me
Go play with others but please, not me.
I've been so hurt because of you.
I cried so much because of you.
I cut that deep because of you.
So what, So what if I still love you.
This doesn't matter anymore
Cze I've made my decision.
I won't let you hurt me again.
I can't bring myself, to you coming back to my side
If you rly care, leave.
I dont need you in my life anymore
You asked if I still trust you.
I wanted to, but sorry, I can't
From all those lies you said to me.
You're a Liar from what I've conclue

wo geng ni shou le,
bu yao zai da dong wo de xin yi
yin wei, wo men shi bu ke neng de.
sian zai bu shi, wei lai ye bu shi

You said.
I was the one you rly liked.
You said.
You won't leave me
All those lies, heh.
Just go la hor

2006-11-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

----------------
Didnt met Cleo in the end.
hais.

So I went to DTE
Saw Christina & Priscilla (:
Yeahs.
Hang out with them (: (: (:

Half way through.
JiLi called :DDD

EUROBEAT, ROMEO&JULIET
LOVE AGAIN TONIGHT, KISS KISS KISS
JEALOUSY, WE TWO ARE ONE
ENERGY LOVE, I WNA DANCE
those songs that I play'd :D

Took Bus 358 to Elias.
Chercy & Priscilla went off to find Dennis
Their oh-so-shuai guy :DD

& I waited for mummy oh-kay (:
From 5.30 to 8
sian bodoh

Msg'd JiLi if he wanted to call me
But he's outside
so cant

& next, I msg'd Monster
I bet he dont wna call me de la ~
But he did (: (: (:
We chat chat chat :D
& hell, he called me a FireFly
ChenYiYing
Ying Hou Cuo =.-
Lame shit

Saw Hongru & gang there
& also, Vampire&gang
Hais

Finally, my mum endded her work
headed down to WhiteSand
to have our Dinner (:

Bought my shoe
& yeahs. there's work today D:

They don't tell me everything no longer.
I'm always in the dark
Like some kuku or retarded.
I just want to know
I want to go through the same thing as you all.
I want to comfort you all
Hey, I'm your friend oh-kay
Don't treat me as a stranger
hais

7 more days to Darling's birthday
11 more days to Lilian's birthday
& 12 more days to JiaQi's birthday
^^

2006-11-03T09:28:00.000+08:00

Everyone's speacial

GOOD MORNING GOOD MORNING GOOD MORNING (: (: (:
& I bet you guys are still tuck up in bed.
tsktsk. such a kido :D

& Yeahs.
I'm off today (: (: (:
Like finally luhs

Later will be meeting Cleo @ HSC
(: (: (:
I think I will head down to DTE
for a nice cup of cuppoccino :DD

Shanienie is working today :D
& I'm gna sabo her until she die
heh heh

& Elle jio me out leiiiiiii :DD
Should I go ?
hais
I miss them all cans.
wlauuuuuuuuuuuuu
But I'm lazy to go =x
T.T

If your world seems to end.
Don't worry, cze I'll be by your side
If you ever want to breakdown
Don't worry, cze I'll be by your side
If you ever needed someone.
Don't worry, cze I'll be by your side
I'll always be by your side
cze all I want is to see a smile on your face
*sign

-------------------------

Name 24 people on the top of your head:
1. JasmineEng
2. CleoGoh
3. JiLi
4. LiLian
5. Jayvier
6. Sihui
7. Junior
8. Alicia
9. Ruben
10. Gelin
11. Yuanyun
12. Stephanie
13. Xiuwei
14. Cheewai
15. Jabez
16. Deon
17. Mike
18. Shanie
19. Jane
20. Yijie
21. Gabriel
22. Jovelle
23. Weipeng
24. JasmineThian

Now for the questions:
1) Is 9 single? (RUBEN)
Lol. Yeahs :DD
But he likes someone :DD

2) would you date 20? (YIJIE)
Omg
Lol. No way man
That shy guy. tsktsk :D

3) Is 17 a guy/girl? (MIKE)
A HYPER NICE GUY (:

4) Has 15 and 2 ever dated? (JABEZ & CLEO)
Lol
I swear, I didnt see cheat oh-kay :DD
More of daddy&nuer (:

5) Are you older/younger than 3? By exactly how many months/years?younger... (JILI)
I'm younger D:
he's 17 ohkay.

6) Have you ever seen 7 naked? (JUNIOR)
Lol !
omg omg omg omg
I hope he dont read my blog ! (:

7) Where does 19 live? (JANE)
Hmms. Sengkang (:

8) When was the last time you saw 2? (CLEO)
Yesterday @ tampines

9) Ever watched a movie with 5? (JAyVIER)
Nahs
But we made a promise to watch DeathNote 2 together (:

10) How tall is 23? (WEIPENG)
173 ?

11) Do you love 16? (DEON)
Lol. It's a Random pick that I put Deon's name
NO (:

12) Do you go to the same school as 14? (CHEEWAI)
Yeahs (:/:(

13) Have you ever had classes with 11? (YUANYUN)
yeahs (:

14) Where was 21 born? (GABRIEL)
wait wait.
I know this.
Let me think ..
ahhh.
KK HOSPITAL ! (: (: (:

15) Have you ever hugged 18? (YUSHAN/ SHANIENIE)
Lol.
She would kick me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

16) What's 8's middle name? (ALICIA)
Mrs Tang :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

17) Is 13 a nice person? (XIUWEI)
She's more than nice (:
She's sweet, she's caring, she's great <3>

18) Would you rather 1 die, or you die? (JASMINEENGHUIMIN)
Me :D
She got her steady.
He love her so darn much & they are back tgt
I cant bear to see them both to seperate again
so yeahs. (:
I'm better off in the other world.
Where there's not much love :D

19) Is 4 older than you? (LILIAN)
Lol !
No No No ! :D
12 more days to xiaomeimei's birthday ! :D =.-

20) Would you kiss 24? (JASMINETHIAN)
YES ! (: (: (:

21) Have you ever swum with 16? (DEON)
Next ~
I shouldn't have put his name there =.-

22) When's 10's bday? (GELIN)
7thSeptember ! (:

23) Have you been to a party with 19 or 17? (JANE/MIKE)
Nahs.
If there is, it would be the greatest one (:

24) Are 22 and 24 good friends? (JOVELLE/JASMINETHIAN)
I dont know
But I know, they know each other

25) Will 3 and 7 make a good couple? (JILI/JUNIOR)
Lets go on the next question

26) Has 15 ever given you a bday present? (JABEZ)
NO
& HE OWE ME&CLEO ONE EACH

27) How long have you known 13? (XIUWEI)
I dont know.
But thank god, that I know this clusmy girl (:

28) If 5 and 19 were drowning, who'd you save? (JAyVIER/JANE)
I dont know =/

29) Will 2 be willing to kiss 6? (CLEO/SIHUI)
LOL
Cleo's shy & sihui's horney.
So yeahs. the outcome, use your brain (:

2006-11-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

edited

2ndNovember2006
11.00pm

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2006-11-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

My Dumb (:

I'm back from work peopleeeeeeeeeeee (: (: (: (:
& Hell, My leg's killing me D:

Start work from 6.50am to 3pm
Heh, YiJie came late
So we did the opening ourselves (: (: (:

& Finally, my hair pass'd =.-
But my makeup didn't
siandded bodoh.

Flora say that Mike's coming (: (: (:
hais, but he didn't come in the end
My nice guy D:

Though YiJie look'd
act cool from the outside.
But he's nice & SHY :DD
He's .... NICE LA (: (: (:

Met Stephanie & Cleo after work (: (: (:
Trained down to Tampines
& crapped

Big eyes VS No eyes
=.-

I'm taller (: (: (:

StephanieKoh (: (: (:

^^

Took Bus3 to tuition.
& all were blahs

& I'M OFF TMRW (: (: (:

2006-11-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ni wo dou shi bendan

Hello ! My fellow readers xD
& Yes, I'm back from work (:

Today's my store offical opening (:
Yay & finally

Reached Store @ 6.45 (?)
Pin'd my hair up
=//////////

& off I went along with Aymen & YiJie
to do the opening.
ahhh, I suck @ making sandwitches la

Didn't do counter today.
I was ...
not ready to ?
Okay, I'm soft spoken
lets face it alright
=///////////

& my hair seems so unpassable
=.-
HAIS

Hell do I miss Audition
=///////

& I've decided which class to go to (:
E6 (:
Yes, I know
I wished to go to E5
That triple science class.
But ..
I can't score well in science.
So, yeahs
Double science will do

As promised.
Here's the pictures I took with Steph (:

edited by MadelineDumb (:

& I cant upload the rest of the pictures.
iiex dunnchz knn0e whhiie

& there's me !
In uniform =.-
Hell do I looked like some Chin-na girl
=/////////

Fuck, my tummy hurts.
I'm not having the thong
But ..
I dont know why la !
wlauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

2006-10-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

Is this called love ?

Met Cleo @ 10.30
& we bus'd down to DTE (:

Play'd Para
& saw Bitch =.-
JasmineBitch
Not JasmineEng or JasmineThian
My primary school friend.
Damn ass.
I hate her

Met Deon & D7 (?)
& Jackson don't look like Jackson
Rly, he changed.

12.30 I went home.
& I think I saw Lester :D
Like finally I know who is he le.
I ask'd cleo & Deon.
Both of them gave me that i-dont-know face
tsktsk.

Auditioning soon.
So, bye !

Upload the pictures later
Hell, there's work today D:

2006-10-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

You took me away

Caught The Guardain today with Stephaine
was oh-kay-la

After that, went to school
& we got back our report books (:

Quite happy with my results la (:
Just a little more of what I've expected

RUBEN'S CONFESSIONS! :DD
It's not a rumor, anymore :D

Me&steph wanted to show you guys that
there's smth in Ruban's head. =.-
But he ran away la ~
Lame shit luhs

Blahs.
I did it on my aunt's wedding dinner
I was bored la ~

JoelynLee & I had fate yeahs ? :DD
I love her la (:

12 more days to JasmineEng's birthday (:
I wna be the first to wish her a happybirthday la (:

2006-10-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

edited

:DD

& hell, I met a pro too.
TryPreFectAi
59 prefects & scored 1,200,000 +
she got like prefect x25 (?)
wow wow wow :D

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2006-10-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

I just wna be by your side

CLEO GOH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:
& TAN JI LI TOOOO ~ :D

My family's away
& I'm bored D:
So, yeahs.
I'm here to blog (:

This is what i wore yesterday :D
God damn, i took a long time to finally decide what to wear la
=l

Yesterday, I went for my aunt's wedding dinner (:
& wow, that place was rly chin-na :D

Chio hor (:

The dishes was oh-kay-la
I only took forward to this dish (:

THE sharkfin (:
This is what I call yum-my !

& I forgot what happen alr.
=.-

LOL cans :DDDD
My brother got sick&tired of those chin-na dishes
so yeahs, he bought fries =.-

& the toliet's nice ~
:DD
rly (:

& we went home @ 10.30
I was wanting to stay awake till midnight
so I can wish Cleo & JiLi a happy birthday.
But nahs, I was too tired.

----------------------

& oh dear dear, look'd at the time now.
11.06am
Monster's still sleeping =.-

Anyway, Jabez called
& I got dulan with him again.
he's always using Lilian
Big fuck.
He asked me to accompanied him to buy cleo's presents.
I say I don't know.
He replied that Lilian's going.
Like wth.
Lilian won't even agree to luhs.
Fucker hongster.
PEKCHEK,DULAN. _l_

This is seriously gay cans :DDDD
I was laughing like hell with my brother.
LOL LOL LOL LOL
Audition's crazy alr

& TADA

:DD

2006-10-28T12:20:00.000+08:00

I'm going for my aunt's wedding dinner later,
in the evening (:
& I still can't decide what to wear =.-

& yay.
I level'd ! (:
Level 4 now ^^

& I won the BigGame !
Be in first or second position with 2 consective prefects
I won the 1st place with 36 prefects :D

This is what i mean
by my character turn'd into a guy =.-

I dont know why.
When I enter'd Free.
My character "transform" into a guy
Like wth =l

Let me be the one for you, *

2006-10-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

Can u name 11 ppl?
Message: Can you name 11 people youcan thinkof right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write thenames ofall 11 people...
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...
NoCheating!!!

1)JasmineEng (:
2) CleoGoh
3) TanLiLian
4) StephanieKoh
5) Javier
6) Brendan
7) Angxiuwei
8) Cheewai
9) JabezKoh
10) Yuanyun
11) GelinHo

How did you meet 10?
- Last year, same class

What would you do if you had never met 6?
- LOL, most proberly be siandded la.
I can't nickname'd anyone XIAODIDI anymore luhs :D

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
- LOL ! I'll go wow wow wow & hah hah hah :D

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- Nahs =l I would like to see though

Do you think 1 is pretty?
- YEAHS ! (:

Tell me something about number 11
- She stay near me & She's prettyyyyyyyyy (:

How do you know 8?
- Angxiuwei

Would you ever go on a date with number5?
- LOL =.-

What's 7's favorite color?
- YELLOW ! :D

What would you do if 2 confessed he liked you?
- No T.T

Fact about 9:
- LAME :D

Who is 6 going out with?
- i-dont-know

Who is number 5 to you?
- MY MONSTER ! :D

Would you ever live with 11?
- live ?

Is 2 single?
- yeahs.

How much does 3 mean to you?
- Alot (:

What do you think about 1?
- She's always there for me(: <333>

What's the best thing about number 8?
- he kicks like a kid :D

What do you dislike about number 10?
- talk too much =x

Favorite Memory with 6?
- NONE !
If i would ever had, that is not called a memory. its call a nightmare xP

11 people that I want them to do
- JasmineEng
- JasmineThian
- JoelynLee
- JolynnSeah
- GelinHo
- Angxiuwei
& blah blah blah :D

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2006-10-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

replay'd audition =l
from level one.
Now, I'm at level 3 ! (:

Other players were like.
" wow, you are so pro man "
I'm like LOL :DD

& HELL.
MY CHARACTER SUDDEN BECOME A GUY !
OMFG LA !
)@&*#_&@#(_&@^#

Ask me for my screen name (:

Currently chatting with StephanieKohSHIHmin now :D
& blahs.
She's watching her bloody show =l

Don't bother to call me.
I won't pick up.
Only when * calls, i will i will i will :D

I hope Monster's not angry with me
*finger cross
=l

2006-10-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

You'll be the only one

Okay, Cleo jio'd me out.
To tampines, with Deon.
Caught DeathNote again.
Like wth la.
Wasting my bloody money.
ohwell =l

Saw that guy @ arcade again.
I can't recognize him at first.
But he smiled at me.
I took awhile to remember who the hell is that guy
=.-

I brought my vodka along too =.-
I had coke&vodka.
Like finally.
I drank it like in one shot.
& my body's aching like fuck.
Pain Pain Pain =l

Javier jio me for dinner @ compass point.
I wanted to go de.
But .. Compass Point too far & I'm lazy to go ~
So it was cancelled
SORRY MONSTER ! D:

Cleo&Deon went off @ 5.30
So i text'd * if he wna meet me.
He agreed ! (:
I waited & waited & waited.

& hell.
sway sway saw that big hongster there.
I siam'd like don't know what la hor.
Seeing him is ever so sway enough !

* replied he's not coming to meet me D:
hais.
I went home luhs ~

Tomorrow's my aunt's wedding !
& Yuanyun's birthday not to forget (:
I'm gna HomeDeliever her present to her
Aint I sweet ? :D

2006-10-27T09:01:00.000+08:00

OH HELL
I NEED TO RESTART AUDITION
FROM LEVEL ONE D:
WTH LA
@)$@&*#&($)#)$)$#
PLUS, I CANT CONNECT TO THE SERVER
WLAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

2006-10-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

If you ever leave

Today's the last day of school.
D:/ :D
I don't know =.-

Anyway, MrTan retired D:
Sadded cans.
That ohsocute Mr.Tan D:

Went to Tampines after school with Xiuwei (:
& had some bloody agurements with Cheewai (again)
Like it's always like this. =l nothing seem'd to change.

Mum called.
Asking me to go to DownTownEast to take my test !
I rushed there
& I didn't read anything !

But I pass'd the paper work
29/40 (:
Made Latte, Cuppoccino & FlatWhite
Latte - 8/10
Cuppoccino - 9/10
FlatWhite - 8/10
& I hate making Flatwhite D:

YiJie's coming to teach & monitor us.
Sian.
I would prefer Mike though =l

Went home with Mummy & Daddy (:

I'm having a Chalet @ DTE
18dec to 20 dec
Call me if you wna come yeahs ?
ALL ARE WELCOME LA ! (:

It seems that I'm advoiding you.
Yes I am.
I don't wna to look at you anymore.
cze looking at you, remind me of the past.
cze looking at you, make me wna fall in love.
Two months.
It's not long neither is it short.
But I promise you, I'll give my very best.
To forget your everything.

2006-10-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

ReQuested from Madeline Idiot (:

Q. State your ten favourite songs.
1. GuiJi
2. TuiHuo
3. FarAway
4. Never to let you go
5. AI SHI KONG
6. Dengdai
7. ZUI JING ! <3>
8. Aimei
9. Jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
10. Imagine me without you

Q. State ten things you like to do.
1. Sleep
2. Drink
3. Walk
4. Jump
5. Laugh
6. Smile
7. Jog
8. Bounce
9. hop
10. crawl

Q. State ten things you believe in.
I believe in nothing.

Q. State ten besties. (not in order please -.-)
1. JASMINEENGHUIMIN
2. YuanYun
3. Dexter
4. Xiuwei
5. Sihui
6. LiLian
7.Stephaniekoh
8. RebeccaLimNiPing !
9. Madeline Idoit.
10. CleoGohYuXin !

Q. State ten things you do everyday.
1. sleep
2. eat
3. walk
4. talk
5. laugh
6. crap
7. go toliet
8. drink
9. jump
10. Stare

Q. State ten things- you are willing to die for.
1. My grandma.
2. My mum.
Thats it.

Q. State ten things you'd want to have/wish .
1. A better home
& the rest, I'm contended (:

Q. State ten people you want to do this.
1. JASMINEENGHUIMIN
2. JasmineThian
3. JoelynLee
4. MichelleWong
5. BrendanXiaoDiDi
6. DannsonBB didi
7. Jovelle
8. WeiPeng
9. Jabez
10. Rose xD

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2006-10-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

Baby say my name

Okay, lets start with yesterday
went to Escape with YuanYun, Sihui & Alicia
Met YuanYun & walked to DowntownEast (:

& HELL.
THEY DRAG'D ME TO THE HUANTED HOUSE LA.
BUT HENG, THEY DIDNT SUCEED (:

My uncle called & scold'd me for no blood reason.
I couldn't take any more scoldings & Jiaowei from him anymore.
& he threatened to slap me.
I called my mum & told her everything.
She ask'd me to go find her at EliasMall.
So i did.

& swaysway,
I bang'd into my uncle.
He push'd me.
& I cried again =l

Talked to my mum.
& told her everything.

& I must say A big thankyou
to TANSIHUI & TANYUANYUN (:
XIEXIE ^^

When I reached home.
He slapped me.
Saying that I told my mum & whatever shits =l

Two straight days of crying.
I had enough.
Let me die.
I hate my fucking life.

Had F3 today (:
But I didn't play.
I dont wna get wet la ~

& Had this IPP thingy.
lame shit I tell you.

After school, went out with Xiuwei, YanYee & steph.
Watched DeathNote (:
I had a great laugh with steph (:

& Call me Mrs.L xD
That "L" guy in the show
is hyper cute ! (screams)
Cute cute cute !!
ahhhhh ! =.-

Went home.
& yeahs. I think this thing is settle'd ?
I don't know la.
He's isn't home yet.
So yeahs, I'm safe for now

2006-10-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

cze you are too valuable to lose.

I'll scream it all out today.
Forget his everything (:

Friends we will still be ^^
Right ? (:

Sorry, I didn't mean to blame anyone.
I just don't understand why.
I know, you all hid it from me.
It's because you all don't wna see me hurt (:
Thanks for caring ^^
<33333333333333333333>

I don't wna fell in love anymore.
Love's nothing.

iloveyou&goodbye

2006-10-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

Why.
Why do you want to hide it from me time after time ?
WHY ?
I know you don't wna see me hurt.
But its not the best choice hiding from me.
My trust in you is lost, scw

Call me unreasonable
Call me selfish.
Whatever.
I know you're stuck in the middle.
& I can't blame you.
You hid from me once & I've got that badly hurt.
& I thought you wouldn't do it again.
You did. You did.
Best Friend & me.
The answer is obvious.

Ai Qing shi zi you de.
& noone can get hold of anywhat or anywho.
If he choose to leave, I can't do anything.
If he choose to love, I can't do anything too.
I want him to be happy.
& he's happy with you.

I'm alright, I'm fine.
He love you, he rly do.

& no, its not your fault.
I'm just being too kapo.
I shouldn't have ask so many things.
Sometimes, knowing nothing is the best.

Don't say sorry.
I'm the one to say.
not you.
I'm sorry. I don't want this to happen either.
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

Take back your words.
Please.
wei shen mo xiang ai de ren bu neng gou zai yi qi.

Hell, I'm a bitch
Sorry. I didn't mean it.

2006-10-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

Home isn't the place for me anymore

Just uploaded two videos (:
During Sihui's birthday treat xD
First one was Sihui VS Yijie
xD They were competing who can eat the most beans
My idea (:
Next was just a random take (:

Nobody won in the end xD
Both of them were complaining that the beans isn't nice
& blahs xD
orhbi ! xDD

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Today's the last day D:
My last day at EastCoast.
Hais.
I met this Beanie from there.
His name is Mike.
Though I only know him for 1 hour +
He's nice (:

& my mummy came to have her Latte.
Disiaosiao la her.
Tsk !
My dad complained
for a fucking lame reason.
cze I made my mum's Latte
& I didn't made his Mochaccino.
Lame !

I reached there at 12
& he need to leave at 1
Sian~
So left me & other Beanie.
yeahs, two of us.
hell, I made the Coffee like fuck la.
There were so many orders.
Darn ~

End work at 4
& head'd to Downtown for Dinner (:

Home.
Where's my home ?
Home's suppose to be a nice & cosy place to live in.
Home is a place where you'll feel comfortable.
Home is a place for laughters & happiness.
My home, is hurting me.
I had to live with nasty words & mean things.
I had to live with sorrows & pain.
I had to live with misery & crys every single day.
I wna run away from home.
This is not my home no longer.
This home gave me nothing.
Cries everyday, I'm sick&tired of it.

Fuck you this Hongster.
You are the one who doesn't want to talk to me in the first place
not me.
I called you so many fucking times.
You didn't pick up.
& now, you simply say you didn't hear & forgot.
Pushing all the blames to me.
Like wth did I do ?
Rejecting you ?
Please, you got a stead alr.
I don't want to be the third party.
Bloody hongster.
Fuck away from my sight.

What If i say , ILoveYou
Would there be any differences ?

2006-10-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

What can I do ?
I'm crazy for you

Went out with Alicia & YuanYun today.
Met at Yuanyun's bus stop there first.
& then met Alicia at Ws.

Like hell, My fourth hole closed =l
So i pierce the fifth one xD
Gonna repierce my fourth hole soon (:

Waited for ManPang to come.
& Saw Evan, Gordon & some other guy
Gordon stinks.
He's smoking more.
Hope he die faster =x

Anyway, they were waiting for thier Boss to come.
Were suppose to meet at 10.30
But it's alr 11.30
They got dulan & pekchek.

End up, they didn't go.
They went to Downtown & slack I think.

ManPang Finally came at 11.50
& he say he wna go Puggol. (!!)
I'm like for what ?

Me: okay, lets go !
ManPang: har ? Go where ?
Me: Bugis la, ahbo where.
ManPang: I'm going Puggol leis.
Me: har ? I thought you were coming with us ?
ManPang: No.
Me: then you come here for what ?
ManPang: YuanYun say she want to see me.
Me: wtf? Knn. We waited for you for so long & say you going Puggol ? Big fuck

Dulan & went off.
Saw *
Hell, she's rly a bitch la.
I don't know what JingShen used to see in her.
She's ugly like fuck.
Pimple face.
Fucking bitchy looks.
I hate her man.
Step Chio. _l_
She spoils my day.

& I sort of attituded to YuanYun & Alicia.
Sorry =l
I didn't mean it la.
I walked super fast Without waiting for them
& I even scolded Alicia for nothing.
I'm rly sorry.
& I went missing in Cineleisure.
I hid in the Toliet
while YuanYun & Alicia were out there looking for me.
Sorry ! D:

That's the reason why.
I don't want to vent my anger at anyone.
Understand ma? XiaoDiDi

But I'm fine after that (:
Saw Christina & Desmond ^^
Hen en ai ~ xD

Play'd Para.
Off we went to Tampines.
Play'd para once again.
I'm getting more suck-key-er alr la !
I can't even pass I wanna dance.
Like fuck ! D:
Jialut Jialut Jialut.

Somethings happen'd
& hell, yuanyun & Alicia can't stop teasing me.
Kept on XiaoJie'ing.
stupid dumbdumb.
Not funny lor.

Went to Ws after that.
Saw KheeSen xD
He .. cut his hair.
& he's rly very white cans xP
Machiam like Edward Sissorshand Number two
=.-

Will upload pictures tmrw. ^^

Stand By me.
So Darling Darling, Stand by me
Oh ~ Stand by me
Stand.. Stand by me Stand by me

2006-10-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

30 things . <3>

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
6-hug them
7-hold her
TIGHT
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when your with your friends
11-smile with her
Just a little smile will do (: . It sure brighten up my day
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you,deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
This is sweet (:
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her.
17-kiss her unexpectedly
But not too much, if not she'll feel disgusted :D
18-hug her from behind around the waist
19-tell her she beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
21-kiss her on the lips
22- DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
** 23-trust her , no matter what .
24-make her feel loved
25-buy them stuff. like small things can still help
26-don't lie to her
27-dont cheat on her
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
I can feel sweetness (: <3>
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, &even though she doesn't need you just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
I'm sure. I'll love him to death (:

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2006-10-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

Three more days

Heya, I'm back.
Lilian, Stephanie, YueNian, Clarence & Xiuwei didn't come school today =l
Siandded

& Xavier kept on calling me siaozharbor =.-
Like I'm not la.

After school.
ManpangAlicia, Adeline, Siti & Yuenian play'd the games.
& yeahs, Yuenian did turn up.
Only after school =.-
They were like wet like hell cans.
Gelin, Sihui, Tiara, Atiqah & Shuxian soon join in the fun.
I didn't want to play.
Don't have the mood to play la.

Waited for Yuanyun & went home.
Blahs.

You left me with nothing & came back with everything.
I cried so much for you
& You just walk outa my life without a goddbye.
Now, You're back.
Back with everything.
Waiting for me to be back for you.
It's impossible.
Cze the feeling aint the same anymore.
Not that true.
Not that deep.
I'm used to the life I'm leading now.
I don't need anyone to be by my side.
I'm stronger than before.
I've learnt.

2006-10-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

Ni de bu guan
Wo de tong ku
If you rly cared, leave.
It's the best chioce for both of us.
Don't look back & smile at me.
Just walk away.
& Outa my life
My mind is at mess now.
I don't know what to do.
Everyday, I'm suffering.
& the pain is killing me.
I'll give up if its what you want.
I'm always acting ever so happy in front of you
Laughing & Crapping with friends.
I don't want you to feel gulity for me.
What I rly want, is to cry out loud.
Scream it all out.
I'm rly hurt inside.
I know, I'll miss you
I rather me to suffer than you to care for me.
I don't want your concern.
I want your nothing.
Don't look at me in that manner.
Bu yao zai da tong wo de xin yi le.
wo yao shou bu liao leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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School's boring.
Tuition's boring.
Home's boring.

ayieeeeeeeeeeeeeee, my life is boring la =.-

2006-10-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

11:11
Yes, it's that.
I don't believe in such thing
But heh, no harm trying (:
But i doubt it will come true
cze it seems .. so impossible.
People, don't try to guess what I've wish for.

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2006-10-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm not Okay

BRENDAN'S MY XIAODIDI (:
xDDDDD

Went to school today (:
Yeahs, I missed school D:
& I got back my results too ~

English
68/100

Maths
88/100

Science
64/100
Disappointed la ~

Chinese
68/100 ^^

Lit
73/100

History
69.5/100
wlauuuuu, kake xim la !

& I don't like Ms Anne
Fuck her la hor.
Every morning also come kpkb one.
She confiscated my phone =.-
Like wth.
I tried to bluff her saying that I was smsing my mum.
& she doesn't believe.
So sua, I ask her call.
She don't want =.-
But in the end, she did return la ~
But still, I don't like her.
kpkb.

Accompanied Lilian (:
See, I'm nice okay
& I LOVE THE SWINGS AT TOWNPARK (:
The wind felt shiok la ~ =.-
Yeahs, took 358 to Downtown later.

I was sitting there like an Idoit =.-
For the whole TWO hours.
damn ~
5.45opm. Some crazy girl came running.
& it's Alicia xD
WITH !! Manpang !
Yes ! xDDDDD
ahahs xD
Alicia went off.
& then I was left with Manpang.
Manpang say that he wna go home STRAIGHT after Alicia went home.
Me : so .. where you want to go now?
Manpang : Home.
Me : Har ? Then you come Downtown for what ? Find me ?
Manpang : I walked with ALICIA to Downtown.
Me : o.O
Manpang : Yeahs, so later I'm taking bus back to WS
YOU SEE ~
xDDDDDDDDDDD
Funny man.

They left =l
I was there, hoping to see Evan or Gordon.
Like hell, none of them turn up =.-
sway sway =l
I miss them la ~
wlauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

& Yeps,
Clean the store up (:
& hell, Downtown Mccafe is rly damn small la.
Compare to EastCoast one.
It's like, half the size of it =.-
Had problems of where to put this & that.
The space at the counter is rly super small.
Like we can't even place the Tray there.
Small la .

& My mum came down ~
She come disiaosiao la cans. =.-
There, haolian'ing & claims i'm her sister.
Like Hell no man.

End'd at 9.15
Went home, wash up (:

& tmrw's Sihui's birthday !
She's gna treat meMEme ! xD

I'm happy for those ...
who found someone, who loved them so so much (:
Though I've never been in that position before.
But still, seeing them happy.
I'll feel great inside (:
Friends make me happy

Leave, don't ever appear in my sight ever again.
I don't want to see you.
But once you leave, I'll miss you.
I'm happy & too hurt, when I saw you today.
I dare not, to look at you like I used to.
I don't know the reason why.
I rly wanted to give up.
Cze I'm rly suffering & it hurts.
I've never been this hurt before.
I thought, I could just forget you.
Yeahs, I thought.
I can't & I don't know how.
& why do I even liked you in the first place ?
whywhywhy.

2006-10-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

Imagine me without you

WOKING IS HELL.
Trust me.
But it's worth la (:

Made some wonderful friends.
& learn how to make great coffee.
So yeahs, why not ?

& I would have full loads of excuses to give
when I reached home late ^^
Isn't it wonderful (:

Yesterday, worked from 1pm to 6pm
with YuShan, LongFei & Evelyn.
Though I'm new & stupid at times.
They still help me (:
Rly thanks (:

Yushan's full of her jokes & lameness xD
LongFei look'd ahbeng, but he's nice & friendly.
Evelyn's cheerful, smiling all the times.

Yeahs, them (:

Today worked morning (:
& I love morning cans.
Yeps.
I was first, placed at the Expresso Machine.
Making coffee (:
Yeahs, loads of orders.
LongBlack & Cuppoccino.
I wonder how poeple can afford to drink LongBlack siah.
cze its rly bitter & eeks ! =.-
Rly, I swear.
Its just coffee & coffee.
thats it.

Changed tasks.
Did the Counter.
& I love serving the Angmo's
They tend to be more friendly & smiley.
They greet & smile back.

You'll feel so great when customers smile back to you.
rly, it does.

YiJie taught me & YuShan to do the Snadwitches.
He's nice ?
But a bit act cool la ~ xD

& Hell, I dont know whether am I soft-spoken or the Customer don't understand English.
A lady Customer came & she order'd Cheesecake.
Me : Hi, Morning Madam.
She : *Smile, hmms, give me one cheesecake & a Chocolate Muffins.
Me : which cheesecake do you want Madam ? Oreo or plain.
She : *nods
Me : oreo ?
She : *nods.
I took out the OreoCheesecake.
& she says she want the normal cheesecake.
Like wth =.-
heh, customer is always right.
Get this straight T.T

& at 1.45 , zoooooooooooom
off I went.
Train'd down to Enous.
& waited for Javier Monster.
Pass him my phone.
was suppose to give him yesterday.
but he's like running all over the place ?
Like from Bedok to Bugis
& Bugis to Marina
& Marina to Raffles place.
Like wth =.-
its 7.30pm , & I'm afraid mummy will nag.
So I went home first.
& he said he will come Pasir Ris find me
& contact me later.
I waited, & waited & waited.
till 10pm. He replied that he's at his friend's house.
Like wth =.-
I didn't scold him la~
cze its his bday yesterday.
Yeahs, I'm nice
I know xD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JAVIER MONSTER ! (:

& fuck la,
he made me wait for him ~
Blahs. nevermind.
I was at a good mood today.
Hang the phone over to him
& off I went.
to find Gavin (:

Met him at Downtown.
& hell, do I miss Downtown.
its been like so long since I've gone down to Downtown
& ohyah ! I saw Evan.
But he wasn't with Gordon
tsktsk.
His hair grown longer.
more shuai le la ~ (:
BUT HE'S STILL TALLER THAN ME!
WTH ! =.-

& out of nowhere.
Lilian, Clarence, Xiuwei, Gelin, Shuxian & Atiqah pop'd out.
Shocked la !
& hell, they laughed at my uniform.
its not funny lor
wlauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
stupid dumbdumb.

walked home & blahs (:
Needa go down to Downtown tmrw.
to pack the store's stuffs.
yeahs. from 7pm to 9pm

Sunday, I'll be at EastCoast xD
Doing Frappe ~ (:
So If you were to be there on Sunday.
Order Frappe/Ice-blended (:
I'll be doing it xD
I DONT WANT DO LOBBY LA !
D:

& I've just found out something.
Someone copied me (?)
Yeahs.
& sad enough to say.
We are friends.

So yeahs, next time.
Don't (?)
I know its irrestable cze its meaningful.
But please, think of your own ideas will you ?
I took a full hour to do that.
& you just took one mintue.
Copy & paste.

I dont know to scold you or what la.
But please, no more next time ?

I dont want to break of this friendship with you because of this matter
So, yeahs.
I'll close one eye (:

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2006-10-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

Stop acting like you care.
Stop acting like you wna know more about me.
Stop it.
It's been 3 months.
Where have you been ?
You left & then back again.
Like wth are you trying to do ?
You once hurt me so much.
& I won't fall in your trap again.
Just stop it will you ?
It's hurting me, boy

It's school tmrw.
& I can't wait.
(: I miss you.

2006-10-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

I Miss'd You So

I'm back from work
& Hell, I'm tired like fuck =l
working ain't easy afterall.
Rly, I sumpa.

Yesterday,
I work'd till 10pm ?
Yeahs, I Had to practise ma (:
From 9am to 10pm

Cuppoccino, Mochaccino
Expresso, Dry Cuppoccino
Hot Chocolate, Tea Latte ( Himalaman Tea )
Fluffy, Long Black
Latte & Flat White

Learnt Latte & Flat White today.
& also, Steam milk =.-

Made my me okay ~
(:
But Pacrash sort of mix it
So yeahs, there's a hole there.
=l or else, it would be ever so perfect la ~
I'm the first to make the Latte so fine okay.
THE FIRST xD
okay, I'll stop haolian'g xDDDDD

& hell !
Flat White is hard to make okay ~
So next time, don't order Flat White in DownTownEast hor.
=.-

I miss Audition D:
I'll be going to EastCoast tmrw (:
From 1 to 4,5 like that xD

& Same goes on Tuesday.
But will be going in the Morning

So LiLian.
Help me see my marks yeahs ?
xiexie ni ^^

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ManPang, daNcezHu xDD

Sexay Ru Ben xD

That couple xD

Written : TangManPang ; AliciaSngYuXian
Mr & Mrs Tang
Offically Married on 12October2006, 9.44AM, IT ROOM ONE
Witness'd by : JoelynTanYiYing, BLACKROSE
Is LOVE <3>

orh hor ~
DongRui use Hp !
PaoToh Seetoh ! xD =.-

I don't wna grow up.
I'm a Toy R rus kid xDD

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My BIG name (:

EDIT'd

Why, why oh why are you treating me that nice ?
Just because I'm your friend ?
Just because I'm your nuer ?
If that's the reason, please, stop treating me that nice.
I can't tolerate anymore.
It's rly hard.
Cze I will take that Kindness of yours.
As a Concern for me.
I would rather you, to treat me like you don't even know me.
This way, I'll forget you.
Though its hard, but its the only way.
I don't want to see you hurt.
cze you'll hurt me too.
Go jio your Chiobu, go ~
I'll just stand aside & help you.
I promise I will.
I want to see a trueself from you.
That Laughter & happiness from inside.

I know, I don't stand any more chance.
& I won't wait.
iloveyou, if its the last thing I would ever say to you.