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I'm A Loser, In a game of Love

Love aint the thing for me, anymore.
Never ever was love mine.

I wna give up.
Cze I rly can't go on.
Define Love :
- Hurtful
- Meaningless
- Death
Is this the true meaning of Love ?

I know I don't stand a chance.
& I don't wna waste any of your time.
Pretend that we didn't know eachother.
I know, you are good at it
& I'll try my very best, to do so
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she was waiting for her friend.
Sitted on the ground, watching her train.
They got a Break. She accompained her friend for a drink.
Suddenly, a guy came from nowhere
& asked for her number.
She thought, heh. another guy
He was rejected.
Her friend's break ended.
He came again, asking for her number.
She .... didnt have any intention to give anyone.
One week passed.
As usual, she waited for her friend.
Another friend of hers, wanted to go to the washroom.
She was kind enough to accompany her. (:
He was there, with his friends.
When she came out, his friends were rushing towards her.
Saying thier friends want her number.
She got pekchek ~
Another week passed.
& the same thing happen.
She waited for her friend.
She got bored so decided to find friends to play with.
There, at the CarPark.
Her friends were playing Frisbee.
She joined the fun.
He.. pop out of nowhere with his friends.
Watching us play.
Soon, he walked towards her.
Asking her number for the third time.
She walk'd away & sat at a corner.
He followed & sat beside her
Asking for her name,
her class, her number.
She kept slient.
He .. gave up & walked away.
& her oh-so-great friend shouted.
her name, her class.
He had a smile on his face & said a soft thankyou.
& another week pass'd
& again at the Carpark.
He was at the other side
He tried to ask for her number again.
& again, rejected.
They got a CommonFriend, *
* helped him to ask for her number.
She still doesnt want to give.
* went back & told him him that she doesnt want to give.
He doesnt want to believe.
He saw * msging her.
& tried to snatch the phone from *
* asked why he want her number.
he replied : " yin wei, wo xin huan .... nono, cze she's pretty"
he .. failed & gave up
He stopped asking since then.
All thanks to her " friend", they know each other.
They shared secrets & crapped loads.
He got his she & she got her he.
She broke up first.
He told her loads of things & what he felt towards his -stead-
He wanted to give up on her.
She gave him advises & give him alittle piece of her mind.
They last a week more & then broke up.
He started to jio her.
& yeahs, he managed to.
7thjuly2006
R&J :DDD
10thjuly2006
she learnt the truth.
but still unwilling to let go.
13thjuly2006
he was just playing with her.
it all ended.
31staugust2006
for dont know whatsoever reasons,
she forgive him.
& they patch'd :D
but those feelings wasnt the same anymore.
cze she was hurt once by him.
5thaugest2006
he told her somthing.
& had proven to her, that this time was real.
she was glad (: & overjoy'd
27thsepteber2006
it's just another ending.
she never told of ending it that fast