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Ok, I cant enter my blog /:

Tsk, it says that there's an error in my blog ~

Blahs, so I dont know if this will post out anot.

But whatever it is, i'm still gna blog :)

I missed the early bus today ~

Like sian, I went to school alone /:

Xiuwei's like so sick ?

MOON AH MOON, MUST EAT FOOD LA HOR.

I KNOW YOU WNA SLIM DOWN.

BUT THEN SEEING YOU LIKE THAT,

NO GOOD YOU KNOW ~

Go see doctor yeahs ? :D

School end @ 2.30

cze mrChang want to teach us on surds /:

Then, I went off & met monster !

:D:D:D

I think that his hair had grown longer ~

Like so fast

Bused down to SengKang.

& I changed my braces colour to red !

haha, its CNY you know ~

so yeahs, red red & red :D

haha, monster came my house.

He said he was sleepy & he went to sleep =.-

Like so no manners la !

He came in my room, took out his bloody smelly socks

& just lie FLAT on my bed.

With his smelly head on my pillow ~

WLAUUUUUUUUU /:

haha :D

& he's such a xiaodidi.

He want me to pat him to sleep.

you know, those pat to make a children sleep.

I was tired, so I slept too.

Bloodyhell, he's like bullying me lor !

I was sleeping so sweetly, then he come use pillow hit me =.-

AND HE MESSED MY HAIR UP !

I was like so sososososo angry.

& I pinched him like hell.

& he use pillow hit me ~

Big bully.

& HAHA.

My cousin's like so scaredded of him luhs.

hahahaha.

thats why I named him monster ~

:D:D:D

He left @6.30

cze he needa sneak back to school ~ q:

My brother just came home

& he just shouted @ me for no bloody f'ing reason.

like wtf ?!

what I do la hor.

Always show me attitude.

He doesnt show any respect for me.

I'm your sister la hor.

treat me like your dontknow what.

Pinched me as & when you like.

when you're in trouble, whose the one for you?

when you needed help, whose the one for you?

hurhur.

Fine, forget it.

GROW UP SOMEDAY WILL YOU !?

& Yeahs.
I know, you might be thinking,
why am I always like this.
so unreasonable.
so Idontgiveadamn.

I was only kidding with you yeahs ?
You know me, i'm like this.
playing & fooling around.
& those words were never meant to be true.
I dint know you took them seriously.

You just hang my phone up.
you dont know, how much I hate people to do this.
OKLOR.
SINCE YOU LIKE THAT,
I GO STEAD WITH HIM LA HOR.
YOUR WISH IS GRANTED :)
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.
I'M SO WILLINGLY TO DIE FOR HIM.
SO WILLINGLY TO GIVE HIM MY EVERYTHING.

(edited)
If you wna leave,
then I shall said that sad broken goodbye.
though how much I wanted you to stay,
with me forever&ever.

I know, I may be not giving in at times.
or should I say most of the times.
I may be hard @ words, my heart is as soft as ever.
Baby, I've never had this feelings before.
I wna spend my life with you & only you.
JayvierTanPohLeong.

Shall blog about yesterday :D
I was out with Ivan
haha.
Darn, I love his bloody hair la /:

He kept [ haha, schooler ] -ing me
tsk, shortie
C'mon man, he's short yeahs ?
tsktsk.

Met him @ tampines.
I played para :D
& I dont know if me & that hongster is fated or what =.-
First, I saw him @ dte.
ok, bwg.
cze its like, he's always there /:
Next, was @ ws.
i'm like ok, fine ~
& ytd, I saw him @ tampines.
like SO SWAY LA HOR.
tsk.
I hate him mans.
Hongster never die.
Hongster never die.
Hongster never die.
Fuck until you die.
/:

I called JiLi if he wanted to come to meet us.
But then, that lazy pig say he was lazy & blah.
So we headded down to DTE :D

Saw Ivan's friend which came running towards him =,-
Anyway, Ivan say that going out with me its a torture for him.
cze its like, I pinched his tummy all day long when I'm with him x:
& NO, its not my fault or my bad that I did this to him.
he kept on disiao me.
so yeahs, I've no choice to do that to him q:
haha x:

JiLi asked if he can come to meet us @ tampines.
I'm like, we're @ dte. =.-
tsktsk.
PIG.

Gelin called Ivan.
& Ivan told me that she's coming ! ^^
But then, my mum called & asked me to go home /:
Sian la.
Missed a chance to go out with Chiobu /:
Ohmans !
Reached home & then bused down to Ws

Had swensens /:
& all were blahs.
My bro's nice enough to buy me that prepaid card.
30k ok !
haha :D

& My audition character's like so chio now x:
rly !
the players there were like,
wow, Joelyn you're so chio
haha

ok people,
Thats all for now :)
Gna play my audition soon.
MY LEVEL TEN LISENCE :)

& I dont know why.
I'm so in love with butterflies nowadays :D

Oh dear.
Mr Fabian Lim is gna be my fulltime reader.
tsk tsk tsk :D


Moon <3>
I know you're strong yeahs ?
& I have faith in you
You can forget about him & all about him
I know its hard, & all you need is just time
Trust me, girl :)
I know this feeling the best, espcially towards him
People may ask, why him ?
Though we know that he hongs.
But then, he's just ever so nice /:
& kind, & sweet, & funny , & lame ...
Loving him may be easy, Forgetting is gna be hard.
But whatever it is, I'm here for you :)

LiLian,
I know you're upset & you dont have to act like you're not.
cze I know, how deep you liked him yeahs ?
Yes, you may deny that you dont like him.
But I've know you for about one year.
I dont know your pattern mehs ? :D
Cry all you want, I'll lend you my shoulder if you need one :)
He's leaving sooner or later.
I know its gna so break your heart.
I know, you're gna be ever so down.
I know, you hate to say goodbye.
Sometimes, you gotta learn.
Maybe, you might not find another such a guy.
But I believe, you can find a better one :)

Here's something for you guys la.
Part of entertainment :D

Dear AhLian,
Thanks for your letter. Wrong (Long) time no see you. How everything ?
For me, I am quiet (quite) find (fine).

You say in your letter your taukeh soh (mrs. boss in hokkien) want to chian(change)
your look? Somore you must wear kick kok soo ( High heels) , hope you can
wok (work) properly. You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where ( software) company now.
Last week, he take I,Muthu & few of his freind to May Nonut ( Mcdonald's) to eat barger (bunger). After that he take we all go kalah ok ( Kbox ). Muthu sing & sing no stop until sky bring. Nect week, my father mother goint to sellerbread ( celebrate) 20 years annie wear
sari ( anniversary).

My father mother going to give a fist ( feast) to all kampong people.
So you must come with your hole ( whole) family.

I hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you & to me.

Better I E-meow ( E-mail) you, you e-meow ( E-Mail) me. I will ketchup ( catch up )
with you soon. And when you got time, please few ( feel ) free to call me. Good bye.

Worm ( Warm ) regard,
AhBeng

haha, I had a hard time figuring out what the hell
is this letter talking about luhs.
:D:D:D

I'm meeting Ivan tmrw !
haha, its gna be so fun.
I miss those craps with him luhs :D
MY XIAO DIDI !

Gna audition soon !
Bye people :)

YO
HELLO
AHOLA
HIIES

haha, yeahs.
I'm back people.
B-A-C-K :D
Anyway, SO many people had been reading my blog lor
like whatever.
I still will blog like I used to.
Cze its MY blog :)

& HELLO MR FABIAN LIM :D
I DINT PUT PASSWORD LA HOR
:) SEE, I'M NICE

School bores me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
tsk !
have some problems , this & that
yadayadayada
& this year secone's like so kp la
I dont like /:

I was like so angry with monster today.
But it's all oh-kay now :)

CZE YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
JTPL :)

When I first saw you,
My heart beated as fast as ever.
Memories all came rushing back.
& I know, the feeling is back again.
Four months, its been four full months.
& I still cant get over you boy.
You left a deep scar in my heart.
I pretended I've forgotten that I once loved you.
I pretended I dont need you anymore.
I pretended that I dont know you.
All those pretends, I'm rly tired.
I wna forget but I just cant /:
You rly liked her, dont you?
She's great , i know.
thats why, I pretend.
So that she can still love you.
dont have to feel ohsobad about me.
Suffering alone, is better than dragging other.
:) just let me be.

BABY, YOU'RE MINE <3>

-

I LOVE DARLING (:
SHE'S THE BEST YET

JASMINEENGHUIMIN <3>

-

Not gna be online so often yeahs ?

Alicia's birthday is coming

On the 22nd Jan :)

Happy Birthday girl :D

-

No words can say,

How much I've got hurt because of you.

I've rly fallen for you, deep enough.

I bear not leave you, dear

Yo people.
Y-O !
I'm back from work (:
It wasnt hell today
Cze Ayman's working with me !
^^v

Yesterday I went for dance.
Was all so fine (:
But I left early la.
Bathed. & it rain'd
So Me & monster decided to cancel the trip to sentosa
But then , it stopped raining =.-
So yeahs, back to our plans
& rly pray'd hard that it dint rain

Met him @ kallang.
& as usual, he was late.
tsk ~

SENTOSA SENTOSA SENTOSA !
Its been ages since I've gone there alr (:
Took loads & loads of pictures.
( I cant tahan his zilian'ness :D )
-
Headded down to Underwater world ~
:D:D:D
I'm like so lazy to upload the pictures la ~
tsk,
If you all wna see, just ask me yeahs ?
I bring my camera let you see.
-
BLOODYHELL.
MONSTER PULL ME DOWN TO THE WATER LA.
DAMN IT

-

& That Baka's humji :D:D:D

hahahahahahahahha

He ah, tsktsk.

He's afraid of snakes, dogs, leaves, Trains and birds

:D:D:D

I took some pictures with the snakes & birds.

& he dint yeahs ?

:D Ta pa wor

haha q:

I hope he doesnt read this :D

-

We played the scissor, paper,stone thingy.

Where the loser would have to be beaten by the winner.

yeahs, that game.

Bloodyhell, he wore rings.

& my hand's like .. so blueblack la.

but then, he got himself cut q:

BAKA ~

:D

-

Walked to the Muscial Fountian thingy :D

Yeahs.

& the day out with him was g-r-e-a-t

Simply just GREAT :D

I wna spend more happy moments with monster ^^

-

He sent me home :D

& he came in my hse

Gosh, my cousin had gone GAsGAs over him.

tsk ~

-

Sent him down to the bus stop.

& he went home (:

-

Did opening today.

& i think I saw JiLi (?)
Or maybe I dint.

-

Ohwell.

Subways guys are shuai yeahs ?

q: But then, that yandao dint work today /:

haha x:

-

End work @ 3.15

Online awhile.

& to my SO surprised.

Zeke, rmb me !

omg luhs.

MY CUTIE NO.2 (:

-

David called

& we chat.

^^

He's seriously a xiaodidi yeahs ?

& he actually believe that I'm 168cm

:D

BAKA ~

-

For once in my lifetime, I found someone who needs me.

<3 >

I wished you were here, right now.