Sunday, January 28, 2007

& Yeahs.
I know, you might be thinking,
why am I always like this.
so unreasonable.
so Idontgiveadamn.

I was only kidding with you yeahs ?
You know me, i'm like this.
playing & fooling around.
& those words were never meant to be true.
I dint know you took them seriously.

You just hang my phone up.
you dont know, how much I hate people to do this.
OKLOR.
SINCE YOU LIKE THAT,
I GO STEAD WITH HIM LA HOR.
YOUR WISH IS GRANTED :)
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.
I'M SO WILLINGLY TO DIE FOR HIM.
SO WILLINGLY TO GIVE HIM MY EVERYTHING.

(edited)
If you wna leave,
then I shall said that sad broken goodbye.
though how much I wanted you to stay,
with me forever&ever.

I know, I may be not giving in at times.
or should I say most of the times.
I may be hard @ words, my heart is as soft as ever.
Baby, I've never had this feelings before.
I wna spend my life with you & only you.
JayvierTanPohLeong.
Shall blog about yesterday :D
I was out with Ivan
haha.
Darn, I love his bloody hair la /:

He kept [ haha, schooler ] -ing me
tsk, shortie
C'mon man, he's short yeahs ?
tsktsk.

Met him @ tampines.
I played para :D
& I dont know if me & that hongster is fated or what =.-
First, I saw him @ dte.
ok, bwg.
cze its like, he's always there /:
Next, was @ ws.
i'm like ok, fine ~
& ytd, I saw him @ tampines.
like SO SWAY LA HOR.
tsk.
I hate him mans.
Hongster never die.
Hongster never die.
Hongster never die.
Fuck until you die.
/:

I called JiLi if he wanted to come to meet us.
But then, that lazy pig say he was lazy & blah.
So we headded down to DTE :D

Saw Ivan's friend which came running towards him =,-
Anyway, Ivan say that going out with me its a torture for him.
cze its like, I pinched his tummy all day long when I'm with him x:
& NO, its not my fault or my bad that I did this to him.
he kept on disiao me.
so yeahs, I've no choice to do that to him q:
haha x:

JiLi asked if he can come to meet us @ tampines.
I'm like, we're @ dte. =.-
tsktsk.
PIG.

Gelin called Ivan.
& Ivan told me that she's coming ! ^^
But then, my mum called & asked me to go home /:
Sian la.
Missed a chance to go out with Chiobu /:
Ohmans !
Reached home & then bused down to Ws

Had swensens /:
& all were blahs.
My bro's nice enough to buy me that prepaid card.
30k ok !
haha :D

& My audition character's like so chio now x:
rly !
the players there were like,
wow, Joelyn you're so chio
haha

ok people,
Thats all for now :)
Gna play my audition soon.
MY LEVEL TEN LISENCE :)

& I dont know why.
I'm so in love with butterflies nowadays :D

Friday, January 26, 2007

Oh dear.
Mr Fabian Lim is gna be my fulltime reader.
tsk tsk tsk :D


Moon <3>
I know you're strong yeahs ?
& I have faith in you
You can forget about him & all about him
I know its hard, & all you need is just time
Trust me, girl :)
I know this feeling the best, espcially towards him
People may ask, why him ?
Though we know that he hongs.
But then, he's just ever so nice /:
& kind, & sweet, & funny , & lame ...
Loving him may be easy, Forgetting is gna be hard.
But whatever it is, I'm here for you :)

LiLian,
I know you're upset & you dont have to act like you're not.
cze I know, how deep you liked him yeahs ?
Yes, you may deny that you dont like him.
But I've know you for about one year.
I dont know your pattern mehs ? :D
Cry all you want, I'll lend you my shoulder if you need one :)
He's leaving sooner or later.
I know its gna so break your heart.
I know, you're gna be ever so down.
I know, you hate to say goodbye.
Sometimes, you gotta learn.
Maybe, you might not find another such a guy.
But I believe, you can find a better one :)

Here's something for you guys la.
Part of entertainment :D

Dear AhLian,
Thanks for your letter. Wrong (Long) time no see you. How everything ?
For me, I am quiet (quite) find (fine).

You say in your letter your taukeh soh (mrs. boss in hokkien) want to chian(change)
your look? Somore you must wear kick kok soo ( High heels) , hope you can
wok (work) properly. You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where ( software) company now.
Last week, he take I,Muthu & few of his freind to May Nonut ( Mcdonald's) to eat barger (bunger). After that he take we all go kalah ok ( Kbox ). Muthu sing & sing no stop until sky bring. Nect week, my father mother goint to sellerbread ( celebrate) 20 years annie wear
sari ( anniversary).

My father mother going to give a fist ( feast) to all kampong people.
So you must come with your hole ( whole) family.

I hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you & to me.

Better I E-meow ( E-mail) you, you e-meow ( E-Mail) me. I will ketchup ( catch up )
with you soon. And when you got time, please few ( feel ) free to call me. Good bye.

Worm ( Warm ) regard,
AhBeng

haha, I had a hard time figuring out what the hell
is this letter talking about luhs.
:D:D:D

I'm meeting Ivan tmrw !
haha, its gna be so fun.
I miss those craps with him luhs :D
MY XIAO DIDI !

Gna audition soon !
Bye people :)

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

YO
HELLO
AHOLA
HIIES

haha, yeahs.
I'm back people.
B-A-C-K :D
Anyway, SO many people had been reading my blog lor
like whatever.
I still will blog like I used to.
Cze its MY blog :)

& HELLO MR FABIAN LIM :D
I DINT PUT PASSWORD LA HOR
:) SEE, I'M NICE

School bores me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
tsk !
have some problems , this & that
yadayadayada
& this year secone's like so kp la
I dont like /:

I was like so angry with monster today.
But it's all oh-kay now :)

CZE YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
JTPL :)

When I first saw you,
My heart beated as fast as ever.
Memories all came rushing back.
& I know, the feeling is back again.
Four months, its been four full months.
& I still cant get over you boy.
You left a deep scar in my heart.
I pretended I've forgotten that I once loved you.
I pretended I dont need you anymore.
I pretended that I dont know you.
All those pretends, I'm rly tired.
I wna forget but I just cant /:
You rly liked her, dont you?
She's great , i know.
thats why, I pretend.
So that she can still love you.
dont have to feel ohsobad about me.
Suffering alone, is better than dragging other.
:) just let me be.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

BABY, YOU'RE MINE <3>
-
I LOVE DARLING (:
SHE'S THE BEST YET
JASMINEENGHUIMIN <3>
-
Not gna be online so often yeahs ?
Alicia's birthday is coming
On the 22nd Jan :)
Happy Birthday girl :D
-
No words can say,
How much I've got hurt because of you.
I've rly fallen for you, deep enough.
I bear not leave you, dear

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Yo people.
Y-O !
I'm back from work (:
It wasnt hell today
Cze Ayman's working with me !
^^v

Yesterday I went for dance.
Was all so fine (:
But I left early la.
Bathed. & it rain'd
So Me & monster decided to cancel the trip to sentosa
But then , it stopped raining =.-
So yeahs, back to our plans
& rly pray'd hard that it dint rain

Met him @ kallang.
& as usual, he was late.
tsk ~

SENTOSA SENTOSA SENTOSA !
Its been ages since I've gone there alr (:
Took loads & loads of pictures.
( I cant tahan his zilian'ness :D )
-
Headded down to Underwater world ~
:D:D:D
I'm like so lazy to upload the pictures la ~
tsk,
If you all wna see, just ask me yeahs ?
I bring my camera let you see.
-
BLOODYHELL.
MONSTER PULL ME DOWN TO THE WATER LA.
DAMN IT
-
& That Baka's humji :D:D:D
hahahahahahahahha
He ah, tsktsk.
He's afraid of snakes, dogs, leaves, Trains and birds
:D:D:D
I took some pictures with the snakes & birds.
& he dint yeahs ?
:D Ta pa wor
haha q:
I hope he doesnt read this :D
-
We played the scissor, paper,stone thingy.
Where the loser would have to be beaten by the winner.
yeahs, that game.
Bloodyhell, he wore rings.
& my hand's like .. so blueblack la.
but then, he got himself cut q:
BAKA ~
:D
-
Walked to the Muscial Fountian thingy :D
Yeahs.
& the day out with him was g-r-e-a-t
Simply just GREAT :D
I wna spend more happy moments with monster ^^
-
He sent me home :D
& he came in my hse
Gosh, my cousin had gone GAsGAs over him.
tsk ~
-
Sent him down to the bus stop.
& he went home (:
-
Did opening today.
& i think I saw JiLi (?)
Or maybe I dint.
-
Ohwell.
Subways guys are shuai yeahs ?
q: But then, that yandao dint work today /:
haha x:
-
End work @ 3.15
Online awhile.
& to my SO surprised.
Zeke, rmb me !
omg luhs.
MY CUTIE NO.2 (:
-
David called
& we chat.
^^
He's seriously a xiaodidi yeahs ?
& he actually believe that I'm 168cm
:D
BAKA ~
-
For once in my lifetime, I found someone who needs me.
<3 >
I wished you were here, right now.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Rain rain go away
Come again another day ~
It's been raining since 15419497491 hours ago ?!
tsk !
I hate the rain, its freezinggggggggggggggggg
-
Anyway.
Lessons were alright ?
& I found out that 19 years old teacher name alr !
Mr. Tan ! ^^
:D:D:D
But he's not gna teach us anymore.
awww, I'm gna miss him x:
hahahahah q:
-
Had SBL today.
I was like, singing all the way.
Let me recall what I sang yeahs ? q:
Jie Kou, GuiJi, QingTian
Pretty Boy, When you say nothing all all, That's when I love you
Aimei, Li Xiang Qin Ren, Guardian Angel.
Hei se mao yi, liang shang bo yu zhu li ye
:D:D:D
-
ZhangYan's lessons was like hell la !
sxzsxzsxzsxzsxzs
She release us so late la.
I rushed off to meet monster luhs (:
-
heeee.
Went to SengKang after that
^^
I'm always having so much fun when I'm with him (:
Monster, you rock la ! :D
-
Taught him maths (:
Whose the pro, whose the pro, whose the pro
took bus 87 to Bedok interchange
& then we went our seperate ways /:
-
But then,
I'll be going to Sentosa with him this sat !
(:
Yays !
Its been so long since I've been there alr
-
Pictures / videos will be uploaded soon (:
PhotoBucket doesnt seems to like me /:
-
-
No words can say,
How much I Loved You.
No actions can show,
How much I Need You.
Baby,woaini <3
Prove to me, forever exists :)

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Aloha !
I'm back to updating (:
^^v
Gna reply you guys' tags later.
I shall start with today.
cze i've completely forgotten what happened for the past few days
=.-
okla, I had to admit.
I'm O-L-D
-
Like fuck la hor.
Yesterday was darn sway.
Was walking outa school with CheeWai.
& then DM was like walking our direction
and she stood behind me.
I'm like, i'm doom /:
So she asked me to report to her this morning.
& so I did (:
Aint i'm a good student ? ( smiles )
I pin'd me hair up.
tuck in my blouse.
Unfold my skirt.
Its all nice & neat.
I talked to her nicely.
& I thought, she would talk to me nicely back.
but no.
HELL NO.
She's like, why your hair like that.
its so untidy.
& take out that extra ear ring from your ear.
& do you have a nose hole ?
I'm like ya.
& she's like, you better close it.
Like fuck ?!
I hate her & I want SeeToh back /:
She's a bitch.
Worst than Mdm Lina.
My day was darn ruined by her la.
Fucking attitude.
-
RUBEN CAME TODAY !
yay yay yay !
:D:D:D
My president's here (:
:D:D:D
-
Its been so long since I've talked to him yeahs ?
I kinda missed those craps & agruements & his ' basket - ing '
:D
I took some of his actcool pictures.
:D
gna upload it soon.
Bloodyhell, I'm like so lazy /:
-
Gosh, I'm like ' attraction' to guys with dimple x:
rly.
First was Mr.Ong.
Phy was his lesson.
I was like ..
kept on staring @ his dimple lor !
x:
Next was English.
Some young 19 years old teacher.
I dont know whats his name la.
But then, he got this cute dimple.
I kept on staring @ him q:
& Moonie xiuwei cant tahan me lorrr.
haha.
But its like.
so cute la !
I love guys with dimples q:
^^
simply too cute !
whats wrong with me la !
haiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo /:
tsk ! q:
-
Went for our break.
& bloodyhell.
Dumbdumb bullied me cans !
& pur-lease.
I aint stupid/bendan yeahs ?
SO WHAT, if you're taller than me.
SO WHAT, if you can shoot 3 pointer.
SO WHAT, if you sleep later than me.
you're still a dumbdumb, dumbo
:D
-
Fabian dint come (:
So had free period.
Walked around with moonie xiuwei (:
After that had PE.
took our height & weight.
I DINT GROW.
I DINT GROW
I DINT GROW !!!!!
/:
-
zzzzzzzz.
Went home with Cheewai (:
Took bus3
& then like, I've completely forgotten that yuanyun was waiting for me q:
ps lor q:
-
On the way home,
I saw some girls hitting a girl
She was like , sitting in the middle.
more like kneeling down.
her shirt's like .. how to say.
like, till her shoulder ?
& they were using floorballsticks lor.
I see alr,
wa, zao ah.
scary bodoh !
-
Gna meet monster tmrw (:
^^v
-
<3>>
& yeahs.
we girls' hearts aint made of metal.
We feel pain ,
We feel hurt ,
We feel upset.
& I'm so sure that you're the guy
whom are gna get SO hurt.
You dont know how we feel.
You dont know why we did that.
You dont know anything.
So dont you ever try to understand girls.
cze you'll never suceed.
not now, not forever.
-
-
Hello, hong 's my middle name (:
Say whatever fucks you want
Cze yeahs, I'm one HONGSTER.
If you found out now,
its not late you know ^^
Being a hongster aint that bad you know.
You see, you can get all the ohsogreat guys.
& the feeling is SO great.
Rly, sometimes you should try it bitch.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

Fullstop /:
I'm back from work (:
Ok.
People, I'm gna update very less often le yeahs ?
One, I dont have that enuf time to update
Two, School's bores me
Three, My mum dont allow me to use during weekdays
I miss Audition !
Hais.


Hi, any kind souls to help me accept testimonials ?
there's like 130+++
I'm lazy la x:
^^v

Actually I end work @ 2
But then,
that bloody Shannie PIG last min say she cannot make it.
So yeahs.
I need to work OverTime again.
To cover up for her.
Heng she work for 5 hours nia.
If not I have to do closing.
Which is a boohoo for me.

Hidayah's nice (:
hehe.
& its like.
There's so many houseflies la !
wtf lorrrrrrrrrrrrr
sxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzszx
Rahs.

Victor (BigBoss) came today.
o.OOOO
:D:D:D

& there's this bangala order some things.
& I talked to her like some indian
q:
Funny bodoh.
Dayana cant stop laughing lor x:

I kept on making a fool outa myself in front of Dayana.
& she's someone who cant stop laughing one.
Me: Ehs, There's alot of fireflies leis.
Dayana: Har ? FireFlies ?
Me: ae, ae. no , no. HouseFlies
Dayana: hahahahahahahahahah

=.-
:D:D:D

Bought home an oreo cheescake ^^
& my cousins love me to death ! (:
I'm nice okay ? :D


& this is a video of korkor (:





Who am I,
without you.
What am I,
without you.
How do I do,
without you
I'm rly falling hard for you, baby <3>

Friday, January 05, 2007

Yo !
I'm back readers (:

School's boring /:
I think ..
I'm starting to hate school la.
Fucking hell.

Anyway.
My hair seems so unpassable man.
Rahs _l_
Stupid DumbDumb.
Is my hair that messy ?
No right !
Style right !
tskkk
haha q:

Heng, I dint have any detention (:
Had Maths for the whole day.
Cze during CME, Fabian forgot to come =.-
tsktsk.
I'm gna suan him on the next CME lesson.
HOW COULD HE FORGET US !
/:

Dint have dance today.
& my back seriously hurt /:
Damnit man.
Dont know what's wrong with me nowadays.

Went to WS & then walked walked walked.
Saw korkor (:
aka Jabez :D
I treat him as my real korkor la.
So I would called him korkor from now onwards (:

Pei'd us ^^
Went back to school/
& korkor kinda smuggle'd in =.-
Like, his Uniform look bloody hell like ours la.
So yeahs.
he use his bag to cover the logo thingy :D
Smart ehs ?
:D:D:D
My idea okay ~ ! (:

Waited for Cheewai & YuanYun.
Steph & Lilian got ever so high with korkor ^^
He's a great making-people-laugh laugh'er :D

Listen'd to xiuwei aka Moon's (:D) MP3
wa.
Dint know she had such a great taste man !
^^
I simply love her songs in there.
So I took it home.
Thanks ah !
Aisini le ! ^^

korkor came home with me.
Had dinner & then headded off to 230
Meet CheeWai (:
& yeahs.
We chat'd like we used to (:

I told korkor my everything.
So in other words,
he know my everything (:
:D:D:D

korkor sent me home @ 8.30 /:
I think i would be going to school with CheeWai on mon
(:
cze school starts @ 8 on monday
Yay ! ^^

& ya !
I took a video of korkor :D
Gna upload it soon.
If youtube works that is


It's coming back.
& its never gna be the same again
I'm falling for you.
Falling ever so hard for you.
Its been so long.
For so long.
You're still stuck in my mind,
stuck in my heart.
That mistake, is that lifetime of regret
& i know,
I could never find another like you <3
270906

Monday, January 01, 2007

LIMHONGJIN.
OK FINE.
I'M A DUA HONGSTER YEAHS ?
I HONG BOYS LA HOR.
HONG LIKE SIAO.
HONG DAO YOU ALL CANNOT TAHAN.
KEEP ON SAYING ILOVEYOU TO THEM.
WANTING THEM TO LOVE ME SO MUCH.
SUA LA.
HONGSTER JIU HONGSTER LOR.
YOU DONT KNOW ME & I DONT WNA KNOW YOU EITHER.
OH, & I DONT NEED YOU TO PUT YOUR FRIENDSTER
@ PIRVATE LA.
LET THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SEE.
THAT JOELYNTANYIYING's A HONGSTER
(:
YEAHS, I'M PROUD OF IT.
I WONT BOTHER ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME.
CZE I DONT GIVE ANY FUCKS ABOUT YOU.
BUT RMB ONE THING,
HONGSTERS NEVER DIE (:


Met Monster yesterday.
& as usual he was late /:
Busy dolling up himself.
:D:D:D
Headded down to QueensTown
& bought his bloody school shoe =.-
Went our seperate ways @ 6.30
He went to Vivo/MarinaSquare with his friends.
While I met RebeccaJeremy @ DownTownEast (:
CheeWai, Lynn, YuTing, ZhengYi, FengLin, JoelynLiau
Alex, Richard & some idontknow's were there :D
Cleo & Xiuwei soon join'd us (:

The countdown was okay la ?
But Cheewai went ever so high.
One, he's nuts.
Two, cze xiuwei's there x:
hahahahahahahahhahahaah

After the countdown,
we went to get our sprays & cleo went home.
haha.
was fun la ~

Jeremy's a big bullyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I use my shoe & beat'd him like hell ^^
Cze I ran out of sprays /:

I went home looking like a siaozharbor.
/:
Hair's in a mess.
Clothes all wet.
Jeans ...
tsktsk

Today's like hell la.
I worked overtime again /:
from 10 to 7
zzzzzzzzzzz