I dont want to know
I dont wish to know
Fucking hell.
Dont tell me your everything
As I said, wo bu xiang zhi dao
Just get out of mi life.
I dont need you
& I know, you dont need me.
JUST GO AWAY.

Just those lies.

I'm back from S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G
with mummy ! (:
Means, I get to buy alot of stuffs.
^^v

First we went to do Facial :D:D:D
After that we did pendicure (:
Orange, orange & orange.
Facial, 200$ ++
Pendicure, 61.60$

&then, so surprisingly.
TAN JILI. TAN JILI called.
yeahs. TAN JILI called.
:D:D:D
Super shocked la.

After that SHOPPING (:
I bought a converse Jacket, 88$
I've been wanting this for so long ! (:
Facial products, 500$ ++
Two tops, one @ 29$ and another @ 39.80$
KeyChain for Monster (: , 26.80$
( shall upload them later )

& Monster say he buying a T-shirt for me :D
A mumble penguin shirt for me :D
A HangTen T-Shirt for me (:
I went to WS & take a look.
Wlauus, I laughed until I peng cans !
:D

Reached home, bathe
& I'm on the phone with JiLi :D

i today go flood people testy
then hor people say want to flood me back.
he want flood thousands of testy to me.
I now being threaten by him

LOL.
He ask me to write one ~

& I Love HongJin Di Di ! (:
I think, I'm calling him later ^^

Let's take this knife & run it down your chest.
Does this feel like love ?

Heya ! :D:D:D
I'm back from work.
^^

Mummy, Daddy & brother are all off to vivo
WITHOUT ME !
how could they !
Mummy just called me.
They're in Sengkang now.
& dont know where to take 89 !
hahaha !
Orhbi good la ~ (:

I did opening today.
& Pacrash was working today =/
Siandded.

But he went when Jane came :D
yay !

& its like hell today.
there's were so many orders.
Only me & jane were there.
until 3 .
wtf luhs.

& the most pathatic of all.
We ran out of breads.
Breads to make TripleDecker.
We used to have a whole lot of breads in the Chiller & mainstore.
& now, its like NONE.
Customer ordered 5 tripledecker leis.
Me & Jane were like, howhowhow.
We both dont dare to tell her luhs.
I was the brave one oh-kay;
I went & told her.
^^, she's nice
She didnt complain or whatsoever (:
Unlike my mum, she WILL complain & kpkb one ~

& BLOODY HELL.
I HATE MY MOTHER !
WHY BORN ME SO SHORT ! D:
)@*#+*#@*#&+$(#$(%*^%~!*&_
I HAD A FREAKING HARD TIME TO CLEAN THE GLASS WINDOWS =/
wtf man ! D:

& there's this freaky JiGoPek la !
He & his friends ordered Tea(s)
Later, he come & asked for a pen.
Ofcourse, we lend it to him.
I went to the storeroom to stockup.
Then, when I got back.
Jane showed me this.
& she say that that two OLD MAN left this on the table.
[ Just by looking @ you, I dont need to put any sugar in my tea
- A girl named Joelyn ]
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf !
I dont dare to go work le la ~ D:

I told this to monster & he replyed.
[ hahaha ! Yuan lai wo de firefly is expertise in seducing ah pek!
haha... you should tell them.don't see too much.. later tio diabetes..=) ]
tsktsk, diabetes is not cause by intaking too much sugar.
too much sugar intake cause tooth decay , dumb.
go back school & learn your home econs ! :D:D:D

& yah !
I didnt know Monster was that nice.
I told him that I want that peguin soft toy.
Only available @ ViVo city cinema.
He went there, specially to watch HappyFeet to get that toy for me.
But he say the people over there never give him.
I still blame him for lying to me q:
I LOVE MY MONSTER LA ^^

Jason came.
Jason is a new crew, who worked in Mcd.
He disiaosiao one la ~
He: Ehs, how old are you ?
Me: Guess, I'm younger than her [Jane]
He: [point to Jane] She's like 17,18 . So you're 15 ?
Jane: wth ? Do I look that old ?
Me: She's 15 la.
Jane: Yeahs, she's[me] 14 next year.
He: har? means she's[me] 13 ?
Jane: ae ? nono, I meant she's 14 this year.
He: oooo
Me: then how old are you?
He: 14
Me&Jane: WHAT ? 14?! MORE LIKE 17 TO US
He: wlau, i where got look that old sia
Me & Jane: [laughs]

Funny luhs.
& the worst part of all.
He's a student of greenview.
ahh ! I hope he doesnt know my brother !
& Jane say that my brother dont look like secone.
more like primary FOUR to her.
I'm like, LOL. P4 :D

Gna post the videos & pictures soon ! (:
^^

Wo zhen de, ai shang ni le :D

Like hell.
There's this guy.
In friendster, wrote me a testimonail
& this is what he/she wrote

Hello ...
My name is pangku aka pi gu .
just want to make more friends
ppl call me jay cause i look like one
they claim i am singapore version
anyway i think i also look like him
ok that about me and also im quite cute too ...
ok you mus accept arh or i go sch body slam you

takecare
byebye ...


PangKu
I'm like wtf la
I think he/she's a fake
If its real, omg.
eeyer la cans =/

Anyway.
That was so random.

Just called TanJiLi
:D, he called me jiejie leis !
you see !
I love my siaodidi la !
<3333333>
:D:D:D

Mummy & Daddy & brother sent me to work today.
& my mum helped me ?
More like, making more trouble.
:D

I ran out of tomatoes.
& I asked her to cut for me while I do the sandwitches.
She's like.
Ehs, I dont know how to cut.
I'm like wtf man !
tsktsk, bobian.
She's a taitai :D:D:D

Jane came & things went faster :D
Mummy,daddy & brother had Mccafe for Breakfast :D

Hell, there's a scar on my hand la.
I burn dao ~
=/
Like fuck, so many scars liao cans.
My leg, all thanks to IvanPeh.
My left arm, & my right hand
hais ~

Aymen came @ 12 :D
We had three FREE opera Diva to eat :D
lalalalalala

Jane was suppose to go home @ 2.30
& Aymen going for her break.
Means, the store is left for me to run.
But then, 2.15
Suddenly got alot of customers.
& I did counter :D
My mummy, daddy & brother were like staring @ me la.
Wtf man, wo hui jing zhang de leis :D
Until 2.57, we clear'd all the orders :D
Florance came & I went home :D

Saw TanLiLian :D
With Minyi & her sister
& like hell, she kajiao me when I'm playing Streetbasketball.
dumbdumb.
I can play until 100+ de leis !
we only scored 31
Lamer shit :D

& I CANT PLAY AUDITION !
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF
D:
Hais, I think I will be going to LAN shop le ba ~
:D:D:D:
Ohman, I'm gna be so broke la ~


I missed your sweettalks, baby

Dont leave me hanging.

Chat with Monster ytd
It was yada yada yada :D:D:D

I slept till 10.45 today.
(!!!!!!)
:D

Was left @ home with my brother.
And @ 2 I went to work =/

was kinda bored,
So I gave the flyers.

~~~~
There's this staff guy, working over there.
He came walking towards me
& hell, I have to lift my head up just to talk to him
Ps: I'm not short or whatsoever.
Its like, he's 190+ (!!!!!)
wtf right :D
He: Ehs, my friend want to know you better.
Me: (shocked) orh.
He: ..... Can give number?
Me: heh , no
* I was wanting to tell him that I'm 14 , cze he looked like some 18 - 20 + guy
He always come & order DoubleChocolate , seated @ the smoking area
Smoking =.-
He: ( hand me a paper ) Then can you like, call him or smth ?
* I saw it written : Hi, I'm so&so. My number (&_#(^$_&(#
smth like that.
That so&so name, was his name.
Me: ah, no
He: walk away.
Later, I was like laughing like hell.
Who the hell would write ..
Okay, nevermind :D
Sorry, dont mind me

& Hell, Pacrash nagged @ my hair again.
_l_
Ohyah !
One more news !
Aldon quit !
Yes yes yes !
:D:D:D
No more Joelynsucks
Neyekneyekpooppoo

Sharon and Florance is like so mean la.
They put tomatoes, pepper, salt, lettuce etcetc in his drink.
& whipcream, pepper, salt in his ChuckyChicken
:D:D

I wanted to see his reaction la.
But he went to MainStore to had his meal
=/
Sharon came back and say that he didnt have much reaction.
he say he cant taste anything wrong with it
=/ wtf man !
Not fun ! D:

Mummy , Daddy & brother came & fetch me home!
Played StreetBasketBall before going home :D
Scored 143 leis !
:D:D:D

& darling say she's coming to Pasir Ris to find me !
yeahs, me me me !
Or should I say, for some other reasons too ? xP
haha, anw yay !
I love darling !
^^

Call me tonight.
& say you love me so.
I think, I've rly fallen for you.

I'll give you roses with no thorns
If you ask me why.
I'll show you my bleeding hands @ say
I wont let the thorns hurt you
cze I care about you.

I'm lazy to update la ~
=//

Saw WeiJi, Gordon, Justina, Evan, Rebecca today
@ downtowneast.
was suppose to meet cleo ,
BUT , she's sick
Like wtf, she didnt even care to msg me to tell me.
Making me like an idoit, waiting for her
heng, my brother was there.
So i hang'd out with him :D
with my neighbour & cousin :D

Played Street Basketball :D:D:D
yeahs, I play until stage 2 hand pain le =.-
Hais, I'm gna beat my brother some day !
(: Just wait !

Working 1 tmrw
So, bye !
Dreamland's calling me ! :D

Even if the sun refuses to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
Even if the world disappear
Even if tonight it's just a dream
There will still be you & me.

Meet Cleo @ 9 (!!!!) today
=//
Oh my beauty sleep !
zzzz

Took 89 down to SengKang.
& blahs
we had to walk to Compass point la.
Like fuck, cant we just wait for Deon @ Compass point.
=/

Had Udon for breakfast :D:D:D
(full,full,full)
& I finally found out where's OP
I didnt know it was there luhs.
cze I always turn right to my dental.
& never left =/

& yeahs, Monster's working :D
I wanted to go in one~
But Deon they all dont know walk until where liao luhs.
=/

Head'd to ViVo :D
Big, Nice, wow
Lol.
Caught HappyFeet.
HAPPYfeet.
But I cried la ~
Like I dont know what cans =/
Its touching oh-kay

I made Monster angry @ me twice today
=/
I know, I'm not a good firefly la.

We all went to the top after the show.
we were freezing la.
so cold !

Saw this :D

Cleo took off her shoes & went down
I followed.
:D:D:D
Its niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
& a 3 yearsold kid bully me !
splash water @ me !

Went home @ ohsoearly 5 (!!!!)
I had tuition luhs.
cant blame me :D

Calling Monster soon.
So, bye ! (:

Its time to giveup.
I dont want to but it's a must.
cze i know, i'm not the one for you, anymore
I know, i'm not the only one falling for you.
I wont ever enter your life again.

Boredom kills
=///

Hell, I cut myself
=/
I was cutting the bread.
Then I didnt know my hand was there,
then cut dao lor
=.-
Blahs ~

Aymen tio complained =/
She was serving a staff, TEA
( we serve tea with a pot of hot water )
then when she was putting the other stuffs,
the hot water spill'd on the staff.
& she kpkb =.-
Wtf, she say Aymen didnt apologize.
Please luhs, she deaf or what.
Stupid dumbdumb

After work , I went home & changed.
wore my brother's shirt again =.-

Went to Mcd eat eat,
Then Mccafe, slack slack :D:D:D
Talked with Shannie
She's such a joker cum kapo'er cum crapper :D

& we sprayed staberlizer @ each other !
she started it first one luhs.
Okay, it was me xP

After that,went to arcade again.
When entering, I saw EVAN :D
He was selling some pens @ 2$
Same as Chercy, Priscilla, berdine they all.
I say i dont have money, so I zao in the acarde.
then wtf, Gordon was there.
Selling the same thing.
He was like - " JIE ! BUY LEIS "

Nono :D:D:D
I alr spent 4$ on those no-ink-come-out pens.
zzzzz

ohyah !
& I saw Benji :D
He told me about Heidi.
I was like LOL'ing & diao'ing
I dont believe luhs.
Who wna * her mans ~ :x

& I won Cleo & Deon in that racing game ! ^^v
Three cheers for JoelynTan (!!!) :D
Okay, with a little winy help by Gordon :D
He told me when to step on the brakes
( I translate them to english la )
Gordon: Jie, now step on the brakes
Me: Dont disturb me la
Gordon: Now !
Me: Go sell your pens !
Gordon: Okay, now step your brakes !
Me: (step'd & I did the piao'ing )
Gordon: Yeahs, good girl
Me: shutup
Gordon: Jie, now step !
Me: ( did what he told me )
Gordon: GUAI ~
^^v

Yesterday phoned with Daddy ! :D:D:D
still the same old him
But he's sick
awww ~
Daddy's sick !
He say he wna come & find me today one.
But he never D:
Boxim !

Fuck you.

Start work @ 8.30 with Aymen.
Me & her was like kop'ing the waste la ~
:D:D:D
So thats free food for me ^^v

Was doing a cuppoccino halfway.
& I looked up.
Saw Melvyn & JasmineDarling ^^
:D:D:D
Shocked dao la ~
I think they are with Yinghui, Cheryl they all ba.
idontknow, didnt see clearly

Cleo came over to find me after she end.
which is about 2
& then Daryl came :D:D:D
He was going for the interview @ BungerKing (again)

Aymen left @ 3.30
& I end @ 4.30
So that means, one full hour.
Left ME, alone =/

Wlous ehs, about 4.16pm
There's alot of people !
Wtf wtf wtf.
that moment, I rly think I'm gna be sacked/ fired
=//
Cze its like, so many orders & there's only one Beanie.
Me =.-

But Heng !
LongFei & Evelyn came.
Just in time ^^
MY HEROS LA CANS ! =.-

After work, went home & changed.
Knn, my brother bluff me say mummy @ home
=.- _l_

I left about 5
& reached there about 5.45
=.-
Cze I sent cleo home.
thats why
Cant blame her, she's a xiaomeimei :D

Went to darling's chalet.
Only Melvyn & Martin were there.
Double M's =.-
Okay, lame

& blah blah blah.
Shalln't elaborate :D

Martin disiaosiao
Melvyn talk talk talk
Darling ... oink oink oink
:DD
=.- =.- =.-

Checked out & then went home ^^

Knn fuck you big.
I gave you a chance & I thought you won't copy again
Like wtf.
You did luhs.
Go & use your fucking brain & think of your own words la.
Dont have originality one.
fuck you man.
fuck your mother.
fuck your father.
fuck your grandma.
fuck your ahgong.
fuck your auntie.
fuck your uncle.
fuck your cousins.
knn, I hate you la hor.
No more gan's for us.
You dont respect me, so neither will I.
I envy those who last.
you know who you are.
Ps : I rly hate people using other poeple's stuff.
Copying word by word.
Blind bodoh.

-------------------





Belle's birthday cake :D:D:D


Tada !
Cute bodoh :D


^^v


Me & Steph in the cinema, 20Nov.
Before going to Jasmine's chalet


While waiting.
I didnt know I took this la =.-


@ darling's chalet ^^

You all ask'd me not to cut.
Yeahs, i did.
So i bit =.-




DADDY's A BOXIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Not you but me

I'm back from Darling's chalet ^^

Met Steph @ 1.30
Caught Stepup (again !!!!)

& fuck .
Saw Belvin _l_
Knn, sway bodoh ~

Went to Darling's chalet after that.
Saw Jovelle & Jasper on the way there :D:D:D

Hazel, Yinghui, Cheryl, Iris, Melvyn, Jovelle, Martin, Jasper
& Some of her friends were there too ^^

& Hell, I think I saw alot of people today la (?)
Nevermind, I dont know what i'm talking now =.-
I'm tired le =/

There's work tmrw D:
Sian la hor.
Darling they all going escape tmrw
One advise to darling, dont go in huanted house !
:D:D:D:D
You'll be scaredded like hell one !
Trust me ! x:

You choose her.
Fine, I'll let go.
I thought you would wait,
yeahs, how could you wait.
I was no one for you to wait.

I'm not like anybody.
She used again

Heya !
I'm finally free to blog (:
& Hell, I'm so darn lazy to upload the pictures la ~
why why why =/

I'll shall begin with Saturday.
I went to Jazz with Steph
& it was so surpirsing-ly that she wasnt late !
wow wow wow :D
In fact, she's earlier !

We had a new instructor.
I've totally forgotten her name :x
Steph say she's cute.
=.- Lame shit

After Jazz, I went home & changed.
Off I went for work.
Wlous ehs, alot of poeple cans.
& I havent eaten anything yet.
no time ~

After work end, I went to Belle's chalet.
Its her 2nd birthday:D

I was shocked
I saw Jerry-mai-year !
:D:D:D
We call him Jerry in short.
^^

JERRY KORKOR !
Fucking hell,
Im like so miss him la cans.
& he still rmb me !
^^
When I got there,
he was the first to wave @ me
& say hello !
^^
I love korkor la ~


Played some catching games with my cousins.
Hell, I hate them la ~
Bully me nia !

The next day,
we went to the beach.
I didnt play much.
i was just there, listening to some song.
& enjoying the breeze :D

Later, I'm going out with Steph
to ViVo ! (: (: (:
& after that, we are going to Darling's chalet !
^^

Darling would be there with * :D:D:D
Yay ^^v
I miss darling so so much !

SOMEBODY,
JUST KILL ME

I'm waiting for Jayvier to call now =/
Monster, I rly...
hope you can call now
I rly wna go boomboomboom

Play, Play, Play.
Is playing that fun?
If it is, I would love to try.
May I ?

My love for you, isn't a game
Its more of a game.
Its deep from my heart.

Love the heart that hurt you,
but never hurt the heart that loves you.

Its been so long.
& I dont know what am I thinking about.
Thinking you might just come back to my side.
Just another wishful thinking.

I'm jealous.
Jealous of every single one.

I'm always here for you.
Dont you see it ?
I cared so much.
I cried so much.
I loved so much.
Maybe, it seems so nothing to you.

4 months.
Its been 4 months.
You gone, idontcare so sudden
& back to, iloveyou without warning.
Wtf.

I'm so sick & tired.
Rly, I am.
I'm never truely loved.
I'm never been appericated.
I'm never been taken seriously.

Love.
I dont believe in such a game anymore.


I'm going to work alr.
& Jayvier.
If you're reading this.
I'm sorry that I say you boxim.
I saw that missed call you gave.
Sorry, I didnt meant to say those words.
Sorry.
I was just ... i dont know what am I thinking la hor.

I'm not gna lie

I'm on the phone with JiLi now :D:D:D
He's lame ~
& I changed his friendster's song (:
to twinkle twinkle little star
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

& I got into 3/9 ^^v
Same class as Ahma (:

Clarence's hair is like so darn super long la ~
Blah ~

Went to downtown after school with Xiuwei
& Lilian came later

& fuck that auntie @ the arcade. (!!!!!!)
Chase me out
cze i was wearing school uniform.
stupid la hor

I'll upload the videoas & pictures later ^^

Went home, changed & went for tuition.
siandded

Ahma's going Malaysia tmrw D:
Hais.
Have a safe trip ohkay !
& buy me bubble gums ! :D

Darling say she's better off this way
& she say, she's happy
If she said it this way, I've gotta believe her
cze she's my darling (:
She wouldn't lie to me ^^
I'm like so happy la (:
Finally, JasmineEng is back to her own happy self ^^
I wna see darling soon soon !

I'm working 11.30am tmrw
so yeahs, I wna have a goodnight sleep (:
Night Night (:

Dotter

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TANLILIAN ! (:

Weixiong's having a hard time accepting my testimonials :D:D
2000 + going to 3000 + leis :D:D:D

I missed an order today =//
Hais.
There's alot of poeple compare to ytd
ytd is like .. welcoming houseflies nia

My ohsonice highlighted hair :D:D:D





Dont jealous ohkay :D:D:D

After work, I went home & zzz
I just woke up luhs (:




Daddy, Monster & Xiaodidi all boxim la hor.
I dont want to talk to them alr !
Rahs !
(&amp;@!++*+#*$+)@*#_(*@&$

save the last dance for me.

Daddy bu teng wo le la hor.
Hais

Called Daddy ytd.
I was his ytd 1 min laopo :D:D:D
Lame la ~

& He mocked @ me !
(@^$(@^)~_@!+#*@&+*$
I told him about Gangster15
& he told me that he watched it 2 years ago
.......
WLAU EH !

Went to work & Blah
Nothing much happen today.
I'm gna call Flora later.
to request off on Saturday.
I think its impossible la ~
Last min.

& Uncle Tan promised me to visit me !
But he didint !
(!!!!!)
He's such a liar.
I'm gna hate him
=////

Uploading the videos now.
Youtube is so slow

& you know what.
Tmrw's Lilian's birthday :D:D:D
XMM ^^v

DADDY'S A BIG BIG BULLY (!!!!!!!!)
SAY MY VOICE LIKE XIAOMEIMEI.
DISIAOSIAO.
SAY WNA PINCH MY CHEEKS.
PINCH ME & I'LL RUN AWAY.
CATCH ME & I'LL KICK YOUR * :D:D:D
GO & BATHE LA, SMELLY PIG

Let Go


Monster submitted me a photo in friendster
www.friendster.com/joelyntan
Go take a look luhs
His drawing sucks ~
Mine's much nicer ^^
:D:D:D

I didnt DYE my hair
I highlighted it
=///
I wanted to dye my whole head de la
But mummy say cannot
Ohwell, better than nothing (:
& My brother's jealous
Neyekneyekpoopoo !
Shall take picture of my hair later.
Not now ~ :D:D:D



& TADA
JOELYN LOOK LIKE THIS WHEN SHE PIN HER FRINGE UP =/
=.-

After work, I went home & changed.
& I went back to DownTown again =.-
Hey, I miss there oh-kay
Though I've been going there to work
But still.
I miss the times, where I had so much fun with Gordon & Evan
I miss the times, where I talked to Priscilla, Vanessa, Chercy, Chirstina etcetc
D:

& YEAHS !
LADYLUCK IS BY MY SIDE TODAY ^^
I saw Chercy XieoCutie, Vanessa ApplePie <3> ! , Priscilla Mummy (:
Hais, I miss Jingyi la hor.
So long never see her le
Ever since she broke up with Kenneth :x

& Again, I saw AhBan with his girl.
She's sweet ^^

I SAW MY GUAILAN DIDI LA HOR (:
GORDON ~ :D:D:D
He .. grown taller le (:
but still shorter then me ^^
Wahas !

While waiting for that bloody cleo to come.
I Pranked call people ~
:D:D:D
Monster & Daddy ! :D:D:D
Monster off his bloody phone =/
While daddy called !
ahahahs.
His voice always soundded sooooo dead
& I'm like some idoitic person.
Cze I'm always laughing when I'm on the phone with daddy.
=.-
I'm gna call him later (:
Chat Chat Chat :D:D:D

JiLi is hell of a BoXim Kia.
Stupid dumbdumb.
:D:D:D


I bought this shirt @ IceLemonTree :D
My mum pronouce it that way :D






Wtf.
I hate Mervyn's gina la hor.
I was @ the arcade.
They were pointing to thier friends that I was his ex
Like wtf =.-
Saw WeiJi too ~
:D:D:D
I HATE MERVYN'S GINA(S) !

& here's two video of Cleo ..
Playing some bloody nice song :D:D:D
( Haiyah, I'll upload when I have the time q: )


& JiLi's jealous ! :D:D:D

☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
xiaodidi JiLi is a boxim kia (:

---> Jili <--- says:
nono

---> Jili <--- says:
is u bo xin

---> Jili <--- says:
tok to monster

---> Jili <--- says:
!!

---> Jili <--- says:
hymp\

- ☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
what ~

---> Jili <--- says:
lalalalal

- ☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
I call you , you sure play dota one luhs

- ☆ JOELYNTANYIYING ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTOJEHM<3(: says:
SEE ! pei wo shuo zhong le.

---> Jili <--- says:
wat???

---> Jili <--- says:
is u bo xin bleahs!!

-------------------

Vanesse ApplePie told me smth.
I was shocked.
I sent that msg to everyone.
Because of one thing, Boredom.
you told me this kind of thing, cant be played.
But this is my type of fun.
Maybe I've hurt you.
but its been 2 years alr.
I believe that you can forget.
cze I'm no longer that ohsonice Joelyn anymore.
I've changed.
Dont wait, cze it will hurt you in the end.
I care for you, cze you're my bestfriend
Fullstop.
Sorry, that all I'm gna say.
Dont wait, let go & giveup.

& I LOVE JASMINEENGHUIMIN <3333333333333333333>
XIEXIENI (:

Do I ? Or do I not ?

Okay Okay
There's some confusion here.
Monster, Dumb & Bear are all different animals :D:D:D
Monster - Jayvier
Dumb - LimSheng
Bear - WeiXiong
Scroll your mouse over thier names to see thier friendster's link

Ytd work start @ 4
& When I got there.
Aldon was there having his lunch.
He saw me & shouted.
Joelyn Sucks.

Wtfffffffffff
I hate him man.
Shorty (!!!!!!)
:D:D:D
Heyhey, he's shorter than me ohkay

& he say he wna quit MCD
I was like yay ! (:
Nomore of JoelynSucks
Neyekneyekpoopoo

& Yati didnt come ~~~
^^ She's on MC
So yeahs, left me & Shannienie (!!)
& we hit our target ytd (:
Sale was 1600 $
Per Half an hour sale was 85$
1000$ lehs ^^

was suppose to end @ 10
But instead I end @ 11
too many people ~

I saw AhBan on the way home.
He was with his gf , smoking ~

Monster texted me.
& he soundded ever so sad la ~
I'm not used to him like this la hor.
You chooses this, & you'll bear the consequences.
I know its hard to let go.
But you have made your choice.
Dont let anyone or anywho change your mind.
Lift your head up & continue your life.
You dont need her anyway.
cze you got your friends, your brothers & Firefly ! :D:D:D
You said I was your Confide.
Forever & always it will be (:

I'm gna dye my hair later
So yeahs, byebye ! (:

Till the sun burns down, i've got you

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (:
I'm back readers !
Miss me ? :D :D :D

& yes, today's my DARLING's Birthday (:
But its saddening enough to say.
I cant celebrate with her D:
I've got to work.
Hais =////



On Thursday.
I went out with C-L-E-O (:
had Mcd for breakfast





& we waited for that bloody DEON TEO
Caught Step-up
Nice Nice Nice ! (:

See, Cleo's short :D:D:D




Play'd para (:
Normal Freestyle.
Sian.
I was @ the arcade.
waiting for time to past ~

Went to Swensen for my cousin's bday (:

^^ My birthday boy (:
He's a naughty one
always hit my pigu one ~
=.-

Phone'd Monster in the night
& he was telling me what he expected of a girl he likes :D:D:D
- Big eyes
- Not too skinny
- dont have any scars on her legs.
- longggg hair
- shorter than 164. His height :D:D:D
So i drew it out & tada ! (: ^^



JAYVIER MONSTER & HIS B-A-B-Y :D:D:D

---------------------

Yesterday, I thought I was doing opening all by myself.
Cze Flora's on MC
So yeahs, left ME
Like wtfffff

I was in the storeroom,
then all of a sudden
Shannienie pop'd out ! (: (: (:
You guys didnt see that smile on my face.
:D :D :D

& Yijie's back to ECP
Shannienie & I was like.
Yay ! :D:D:D
No more Nags
No more people to ask me to go for breaks
No more people to order me to mop the floor (!!!!)

& Hell.
Shannienie told me that Flora kept on teasing me & MIKE
Like wtf ?!
Mike's 20 oh-kay
& i'm 14
The gap is sooooooooo B-I-G

Flora's 23 (:
& She say that Mike's yandao ~
wahahahs.
Flora's so dead :D:D:D
Ps: Flora's my manager & Shannienie's elder sister

& Ohyah, she's getting married soon
To some ECP manager (:

Went home & zzzzz
:D:D:D

Rang Wei xiong xiong xiong xiong :D:D:D
He's a BEAR :D
& Hell,
he say that my voice sound like a xiaomeimei
nolor, he's a xiaodidi (:
He say he wna pinch me.
Like neyekneyekpoopoo.
Not a chance man ~
PLUS PLUS PLUS
HE'S S**** :D:D:D
164 (?) :D:D:D
Okay, I shallnt be that mean :D:D:D

& Monster dont want to reply me la hor
sua ~ T.T



Its in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
Its in the way that you hold me
And in the way that you know me
When I cant find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh you feel it in the way

I was never your forever and always.

Phoned DUMB yestersday :D
Bloodyhell. He sounded so gay :DDD
& DUMB LOVES ME (:

Did opening with Shanienie
FUN LA HOR :D
I was laughing all the way with her.

Had so so so many orders cans.
& time sure flies.

Hafiz came & off I went.
Hais.
I can't seems to find a chiobu that Dumb doesnt have in his Friends' list.
Like wth.
He knows, XiaoJiaJia
JiaXin MIISS CONFUSIION
Cheryl WIWI
MOON.
Amanda BUBBLETEA

It's time to forget.
I will, just give me some more time

edited

WTF
I RLY WANT TO TAKE A SCREWDRIVER & OPEN YOUR BLOODY BRAIN UP LA.
YOU ACTED LIKE YOU SO CARED ABOUT ME.
& THEN, ALL YOU DO IS BRUSH ME ASIDE.
NEXT, YOU CAME OHSOSWEET TO ME AGAIN.
WTF WTF WTF
I RLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING THROUGH YOUR FUCKING MIND.
MAKING ME SO FUCKING PISSED
YET, I FELT BEING A TOY TWICE.
IF YOU DONT WNA TALK TO ME,
TELL ME SO.
& DONT LET ME WAIT.
IT WAS SO WRONG, FOR ME TO LIKE YOU IN THE FIRST
WTH.
BLAST THIS FUCKING LIFE.
I HATE MY LOVE LIFE.
WHY HAS IT TO BE LIKE THIS.
SO MISERABLE YET SO SWEET
OHKAY, NOMATTER WHAT.
I STILL WNA KNOW THE ANSWER.
I'LL STOP TEXTING YOU.
I'LL STOP CALLING YOU.
I'LL STOP.
I WNA SEE YOUR REACTION.
I WNA KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GNA DO.
12NOVEMEBER2006 <33 <>
THAT DEADLY DATE.

pui pui dua dua jia, goes tan goes tan long tio piak :D

Cleo came to my house after work (:
& yeahs. used the com

YiJie's being hell of a bastard :DD
Asked him one question take so long to answer me.
dumbdumb.
& HE LEFT THE STORE TO ME, A-L-O-N-E
HAIS D:

I'm currently watching this Gangster 15 on youtube.
Rly very funny man !
you guys should watch it (:
Got part one, part two, part three ....

* doesn't seems wna talk to me anymore.
* doesn't ask so many questions like he used to.
* doesn't want to continue the conversation.
I'll stop msg'ing you then.
Not because I dont want to.
I'm afraid you'll find me a nusience.
I don't want to hint anything to you.
It shall be a secret to you, mydear.
12November2006.
I shall wait & see <333> >

Make my dream come true.

Today's gna be short.
Wasn't in a good mood today morning.
Most likely because * didn't wake me up
=/////

& blah blah blah
Work with Jane today.
Yeahs. Had a great time (?)
hais
I won't bring my mood to work la hor.
So no worries (:
I didn't throw my tempers or whatsoever
I'm a good Beanie oh-kay :DD

Work end & blahs.
Went home

You'll never know.
It's a secret that I hold alone.

Lent me a shoulder tonight

TO LILIAN :
I read your blog & you can't get in Steph's blog
So yeahs.
She wants you to do this.
Note, all these are done by Stephanie (:

In your bedroom you have:
[ ] a television
[X] cd player
[X] vcds
[ ] dvds
[ ] xbox
[X] radio
[ ] computer
[ ] laptop
[ ] fridge
[ ] bathroom
[X]posters
TOTAL: 4

You are allowed to:
[X] party
[X] go to the mall with friends
[X]eat unhealthy stuff
[X] stay out til past midnight
[ ] have ur own curfew
[X] pick ur own school
[X]buy ur own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere
[ ] drink liquor
[ ] curse
TOTAL:6

Have you ever?
[X]talk back to ur parents
[ ] sneak out at night
[X]been "told" not "scolded"
[X]been out of country
[ ] shopped till u drop
[X]been given more money than uneeded
[X]felt u were heavily guarded
[ ] spent thousands in one store only
[X]made ur parent(s) cry
[ ] yelled at ur maid (WAD? i had to)
TOTAL: 6

DO YOU
[ ]have what u needed
[ ]get what u want
[ ] travel a lot
[X] have a maid (used to)
[ ] have a driver
[ ] get a high allowance
[X] do whatever u want
[ ]have branded clothing
[ ]have a credit card
[ ]eat whenever u want
TOTAL: 2

DO YOUR PARENT/S
[X] ever scold you not following yourcurfew
[ ]give u EVERYTHING u want
[ ] trust you
[ ] buy you things for the sake of buyingthem
[X] give you "extra cash" when you're outsomewhere
[ ] think u should have the best and onlythe best
[ ]want you to be happy
[X]help you(no thanks though)
[X]love you(i think so.)
[X] pay for the mess you've made
TOTAL:5

mulitply the total number by 2 and repost
thissaying "i'm _% Spoiltbrat"
(: ,
im only like 46% ,
and i want lilian to do this .
Must (:

I want you & your beautiful soul

Worked with Shanienie ytd :D
From 4 - 10
Wlauuu, work with her
can rly.. die siah.

:DD
She made me laugh like dont know what cans.
& I saw Ivan, Nicolas & that HSC who call me a dog =.-
All thanks to Steph
He kept on saying I've got a doggy face
Hais ~

Went to Sengkang for my appointment.
& fuck.
there, sat a two kpkb guys la ~
talk so loud.
Act so so so so big la cans.

Was suppose to meet Jayvier de.
But I didnt in the end
=/////
Sorry.
& now, he's angry with me D:

Bus'd down to DownTownEast (:
Waited for TANJILI :D
While waiting, I saw Ivan & that HSC guy again
=////

& Ivan finally admit that I'm his jiejie (:
He told me somethings that I went super shocked luhs.
Rly !

We crapped & played like we used to :D
& bloody hell.
he use pen & draw on my hand !

IVAN PEH LOVE AGNESONG
SHHH.
ITS A SERCRET (:
I PROMISE HIM NOT TO TELL ANYONE DE
SO, SHHH (:

JiLi came.
Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
Waited for him for an hour cans.
Bloody hell.

Walked to Mccafe with Ivan
& Yeahs. He was there, studying
for his 'O' lvl tmrw (:
GoodLuck my DIDI :D

Shanienie was working there.
& She waved to me like siaozharbor :DD

She saw me with TANJILI
Confirm if Wednesday I working with her.
She sure come & disiaosiao me one ~

He had his BungerKing
& walked to Bus3 Bus stop
We talked.
& yeahs, he's lame & NICE :D

Working tmrw.
So. bye ! (:

& I improved in Audition (:

I'm not your toy.
I'm not that toy whom you chooses to love me as & when you want
I'm not that toy whom you chooses to walk in & out of my life as you wish
Stop playing this game with me
Go play with others but please, not me.
I've been so hurt because of you.
I cried so much because of you.
I cut that deep because of you.
So what, So what if I still love you.
This doesn't matter anymore
Cze I've made my decision.
I won't let you hurt me again.
I can't bring myself, to you coming back to my side
If you rly care, leave.
I dont need you in my life anymore
You asked if I still trust you.
I wanted to, but sorry, I can't
From all those lies you said to me.
You're a Liar from what I've conclue

wo geng ni shou le,
bu yao zai da dong wo de xin yi
yin wei, wo men shi bu ke neng de.
sian zai bu shi, wei lai ye bu shi

You said.
I was the one you rly liked.
You said.
You won't leave me
All those lies, heh.
Just go la hor

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

----------------
Didnt met Cleo in the end.
hais.

So I went to DTE
Saw Christina & Priscilla (:
Yeahs.
Hang out with them (: (: (:

Half way through.
JiLi called :DDD

EUROBEAT, ROMEO&JULIET
LOVE AGAIN TONIGHT, KISS KISS KISS
JEALOUSY, WE TWO ARE ONE
ENERGY LOVE, I WNA DANCE
those songs that I play'd :D

Took Bus 358 to Elias.
Chercy & Priscilla went off to find Dennis
Their oh-so-shuai guy :DD

& I waited for mummy oh-kay (:
From 5.30 to 8
sian bodoh

Msg'd JiLi if he wanted to call me
But he's outside
so cant

& next, I msg'd Monster
I bet he dont wna call me de la ~
But he did (: (: (:
We chat chat chat :D
& hell, he called me a FireFly
ChenYiYing
Ying Hou Cuo =.-
Lame shit

Saw Hongru & gang there
& also, Vampire&gang
Hais

Finally, my mum endded her work
headed down to WhiteSand
to have our Dinner (:

Bought my shoe
& yeahs. there's work today D:

They don't tell me everything no longer.
I'm always in the dark
Like some kuku or retarded.
I just want to know
I want to go through the same thing as you all.
I want to comfort you all
Hey, I'm your friend oh-kay
Don't treat me as a stranger
hais

7 more days to Darling's birthday
11 more days to Lilian's birthday
& 12 more days to JiaQi's birthday
^^

Everyone's speacial

GOOD MORNING GOOD MORNING GOOD MORNING (: (: (:
& I bet you guys are still tuck up in bed.
tsktsk. such a kido :D

& Yeahs.
I'm off today (: (: (:
Like finally luhs

Later will be meeting Cleo @ HSC
(: (: (:
I think I will head down to DTE
for a nice cup of cuppoccino :DD

Shanienie is working today :D
& I'm gna sabo her until she die
heh heh

& Elle jio me out leiiiiiii :DD
Should I go ?
hais
I miss them all cans.
wlauuuuuuuuuuuuu
But I'm lazy to go =x
T.T

If your world seems to end.
Don't worry, cze I'll be by your side
If you ever want to breakdown
Don't worry, cze I'll be by your side
If you ever needed someone.
Don't worry, cze I'll be by your side
I'll always be by your side
cze all I want is to see a smile on your face
*sign

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Name 24 people on the top of your head:
1. JasmineEng
2. CleoGoh
3. JiLi
4. LiLian
5. Jayvier
6. Sihui
7. Junior
8. Alicia
9. Ruben
10. Gelin
11. Yuanyun
12. Stephanie
13. Xiuwei
14. Cheewai
15. Jabez
16. Deon
17. Mike
18. Shanie
19. Jane
20. Yijie
21. Gabriel
22. Jovelle
23. Weipeng
24. JasmineThian


Now for the questions:
1) Is 9 single? (RUBEN)
Lol. Yeahs :DD
But he likes someone :DD

2) would you date 20? (YIJIE)
Omg
Lol. No way man
That shy guy. tsktsk :D

3) Is 17 a guy/girl? (MIKE)
A HYPER NICE GUY (:

4) Has 15 and 2 ever dated? (JABEZ & CLEO)
Lol
I swear, I didnt see cheat oh-kay :DD
More of daddy&nuer (:

5) Are you older/younger than 3? By exactly how many months/years?younger... (JILI)
I'm younger D:
he's 17 ohkay.

6) Have you ever seen 7 naked? (JUNIOR)
Lol !
omg omg omg omg
I hope he dont read my blog ! (:

7) Where does 19 live? (JANE)
Hmms. Sengkang (:

8) When was the last time you saw 2? (CLEO)
Yesterday @ tampines

9) Ever watched a movie with 5? (JAyVIER)
Nahs
But we made a promise to watch DeathNote 2 together (:

10) How tall is 23? (WEIPENG)
173 ?

11) Do you love 16? (DEON)
Lol. It's a Random pick that I put Deon's name
NO (:

12) Do you go to the same school as 14? (CHEEWAI)
Yeahs (:/:(

13) Have you ever had classes with 11? (YUANYUN)
yeahs (:

14) Where was 21 born? (GABRIEL)
wait wait.
I know this.
Let me think ..
ahhh.
KK HOSPITAL ! (: (: (:

15) Have you ever hugged 18? (YUSHAN/ SHANIENIE)
Lol.
She would kick me laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

16) What's 8's middle name? (ALICIA)
Mrs Tang :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

17) Is 13 a nice person? (XIUWEI)
She's more than nice (:
She's sweet, she's caring, she's great <3>

18) Would you rather 1 die, or you die? (JASMINEENGHUIMIN)
Me :D
She got her steady.
He love her so darn much & they are back tgt
I cant bear to see them both to seperate again
so yeahs. (:
I'm better off in the other world.
Where there's not much love :D

19) Is 4 older than you? (LILIAN)
Lol !
No No No ! :D
12 more days to xiaomeimei's birthday ! :D =.-

20) Would you kiss 24? (JASMINETHIAN)
YES ! (: (: (:

21) Have you ever swum with 16? (DEON)
Next ~
I shouldn't have put his name there =.-

22) When's 10's bday? (GELIN)
7thSeptember ! (:

23) Have you been to a party with 19 or 17? (JANE/MIKE)
Nahs.
If there is, it would be the greatest one (:

24) Are 22 and 24 good friends? (JOVELLE/JASMINETHIAN)
I dont know
But I know, they know each other

25) Will 3 and 7 make a good couple? (JILI/JUNIOR)
Lets go on the next question

26) Has 15 ever given you a bday present? (JABEZ)
NO
& HE OWE ME&CLEO ONE EACH

27) How long have you known 13? (XIUWEI)
I dont know.
But thank god, that I know this clusmy girl (:

28) If 5 and 19 were drowning, who'd you save? (JAyVIER/JANE)
I dont know =/

29) Will 2 be willing to kiss 6? (CLEO/SIHUI)
LOL
Cleo's shy & sihui's horney.
So yeahs. the outcome, use your brain (:

edited

2ndNovember2006
11.00pm




----------------

My Dumb (:

I'm back from work peopleeeeeeeeeeee (: (: (: (:
& Hell, My leg's killing me D:

Start work from 6.50am to 3pm
Heh, YiJie came late
So we did the opening ourselves (: (: (:

& Finally, my hair pass'd =.-
But my makeup didn't
siandded bodoh.

Flora say that Mike's coming (: (: (:
hais, but he didn't come in the end
My nice guy D:

Though YiJie look'd
act cool from the outside.
But he's nice & SHY :DD
He's .... NICE LA (: (: (:

Met Stephanie & Cleo after work (: (: (:
Trained down to Tampines
& crapped




Big eyes VS No eyes
=.-


I'm taller (: (: (:


StephanieKoh (: (: (:


^^

Took Bus3 to tuition.
& all were blahs

& I'M OFF TMRW (: (: (:

Ni wo dou shi bendan

Hello ! My fellow readers xD
& Yes, I'm back from work (:

Today's my store offical opening (:
Yay & finally

Reached Store @ 6.45 (?)
Pin'd my hair up
=//////////

& off I went along with Aymen & YiJie
to do the opening.
ahhh, I suck @ making sandwitches la

Didn't do counter today.
I was ...
not ready to ?
Okay, I'm soft spoken
lets face it alright
=///////////

& my hair seems so unpassable
=.-
HAIS

Hell do I miss Audition
=///////

& I've decided which class to go to (:
E6 (:
Yes, I know
I wished to go to E5
That triple science class.
But ..
I can't score well in science.
So, yeahs
Double science will do

As promised.
Here's the pictures I took with Steph (:





edited by MadelineDumb (:



& I cant upload the rest of the pictures.
iiex dunnchz knn0e whhiie

& there's me !
In uniform =.-
Hell do I looked like some Chin-na girl
=/////////






Fuck, my tummy hurts.
I'm not having the thong
But ..
I dont know why la !
wlauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu