Saturday, December 30, 2006

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I'm back to updating this dead blog
Its not my fault that I dint update yeahs ?
Cze I cant login into blogger !
)@*#)&@)$^@*#_!*#*&$

I've this joke to tell.
Dear went to buy bubbletae @ WhiteSand.
&then I was with him.
The auntie over there asked.
Ehs, you two are brother&sister ah ?
hen xiang leiiiiii
I was there, laughing la.
& then I started to call him korkor
:D:D:D

I'm going out now /:
Shall update later.
on what had happen on these few days.

You can doubt my care for you.
But you can never ever, doubt my love for you.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Aww.
I love this song to death ^^
When you say nothing @ all by Ronan Keating
:D:D:D
All thanks to Gabriel la.
When almost everyday, called him.
& he sang this bloody songgggg
Ok, it was so long ago la.
like two years back ? q:

Anyway.
Picked Cleo up after her work
Dear havent reach /:
So I went to her place & she got changed.
Met dear after that ^^
aisitale x:

Head'd down to Escape after that.
& I think that guy whom diao'd me ytd when I was working
was there , with his friends
& today, was still the same thing /:
He diao me
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Do I some big pimples on my face?
for you to stare @ me like that ?!

Had mcd for lunchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I think I need to go on a diet fast /:
I'm getting fatter laaaa
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I hate it man /:
Stupid dear, keep on playinggg.
Why is his fingers/hand so long /:
rahs !

Played Wet & Wild
^^
While waiting for our turn.
There's this Indian & some dont-look-like-singaporean girl/teenager
Fighting
& the bangala was like. fcuk you, ccb
that dont-look-like-singaporean girl cb back
They soon stop after that.
Agure about what, I dont know la.
But its like ... so many people looking lor.
Buey ps mehs ? =.-
Then when the bangala came down from her ride.
she shouted ; Fucking Bitch
=.-
Cant she stop ?!
that dont-look-like-singaporean girl
alr stopped liao lor.
still kpkb ?
tskkkkkkkkk

Cleo went home @ 6.30
So left me & dear.
played Dytona with himmmmmmmmmm
I lost D:
But I won once !
hey, atleast I won once ll0rhhxsz

Had his dinner @ KFC.
Saw JingGuo
& his shorts is like, half white & the other half, black.
Dear said this.
[ wa, ta de ku zi diao se ]
zzzz.
cold cold cold
:D:D:D

Went home after that.
& ohyah, saw WeiJi
zzzzz

I didnt know so many people were reading my blog
/: /: /:
& yah, Mervyn view'd me.
sian half.
I still hate him /:

JILI MISSES HIS JIEJIE ^^
AWWW.
HOW SWEEET :D:D:D

I wna hug you to sleep tonight.
Though having no conver, but just having you by my side.
I'm contended alr.
Cze I can feel the xinfu-ness inside :D:D:D

Friday, December 22, 2006

You're the only one for me.


I've just came back from work !
^^

Worked with Shannie today
^^v
We crapped alot (!!!!!)

& today's SubWay's opening
Flora, hermly, Cleo, Iris & some other people where there
having thier lunchhhh.
They were nice enough to buy some for me & shannie (:
I went there to eat first, then Shannie
[ ps, SubWay is just next to Mccafe ]
There's one cutie cum yandao there :D:D:D
Rly !

Me: Shannie ! SubWay got yandao leis !
Shannie: Rly ? ok, I go see
[ five mins later ]
Shannie: okla, quite shuai. that guy there right ?
Me: ya ! that guy ^^
Shannie: My sister [Flora] say that he also not bad
haha :D

Had ChunkyChicken for dinner.
& mummy & daddy went to SubWay.
to have thier dinner.
I ask mummy about that yandao.
She also say he shuai ^^

Went home.
Called dear (:
Gees, I miss him laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
:D:D:D

Helping Monster doing his blog now :D
I think its gna take some time q:

Thursday, December 21, 2006

I dont wna grow up.
I want to be a Toys R us Kid

Uploaded some pictures into friendster ^^
Was quite ohkay la.
I wna edit like how Melvyn does /:
But I dont have that software thingy
zzzzz

Wa.
Now Singapore's MRT station cannot eat lollipop ?
How's lame is that !
rahs >:/
StupidDumbDumb.
There isnt any law stated that.
[ No Lollipops are allowed ]
zzzzzzz

Anyway.
Met dear @ ViVo.
& he claims that I'm lateeeee
I'm so not lor.
Cze ytd on msn he say meet @ 1
But then he say its 12
STM la him :D

Dear got angry ?
q:
& the best part of it.
Is that I dint even know =.-
until he told me la.
But his anger was less than a min laaaaa
cze he love me too much liao horrrrrrrrr ?
:D:D:D

Caught THE Holiday.
Was okay lor.
( why am I always saying okaylor ? )
zzzzz

Went to help mummy & aunt to getsome presents.
^^

Dear & I had a some small lil chats /:
I dint know that those actions, would make you upset.
I'll promise, I'll change that winy bit (:
cze iloveyou :D

Reached home @ 8 ^^
& Monster's back ! (:
From I-N-D-O-N-E-S-I-A
:D:D:D

On the phone with dear now:D
He's screaming all over the place.
Helpppp. My eardrums are gna brust anytime :D


I would seriously rather me to suffer than you.
I would seriously rather me to bear those concequences than you
I would seriously rather me to be broken down than you.
cze iloveyou.
cze I dont wna see that frown on your face.
If you're happy, I am (:
I'm contended with your smile.
with your laughter.
Baby, promise me your forever

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

This is gna be longggggggggggggg
:D:D:D

17th Dec .
I went shopping with my aunt.
To get presents for my mum's friends.
& for some of mine too ^^
Helped her to get some clothes for her Dinner&Dance
& yeahs.
So like, we were in the changing room.
& I tried this on :D:D:D

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NICE ?
:D:D:D
But its like too L-O-W
I liked it though q:

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See, we bought that much /:
Had a freaky hard time to carry these thongs
Heng it was only a stop away.

18th Dec.
Met Xiuwei @ Tampines
& then trained down to Dear's House :D
Waited for him @ Mcd
While he went to school
To take his N level results

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haha, we got bored.
TOO BORED
q:
Met dear @ Lot1
Dear, nomatter what, I'll be here for you ohkay (:
Dont worryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

:D:D:D
Changed & then we head down to Chalet (:
Cheewai, Lilian, Clarence, JiaQi, Junie
Vinki, Stephanie were all there :D
Plus my mum's friend /:
Lilian called me DASAO.
She's despo for my brother.
tsktsk :D
Got boredddd.
& then we did some stupid faces :D
Multi-shots :D
Cheewai was the main attraction among all
haha
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The OhsoCUTE, Siew Chee Wai
haha :D
Ton with Dear, Clarence, VinKi, WeiXiong
Junie, Stephanie, ZiXiong, & Cheewai
:D
was kinda fun la.
I miss those craps with Cheewai :D
& those lamer shits with Clarence, Stephanie & Lilian

19th Dec.
They all went home @ 8am
& then, me & dear sleppptttt
:D:D:D
Was tired ohkay.
Hell, My cousin bluff me say its 3 pm
I was like so shocked
& i woke up
It was only 10 =.-
Stupid ~
My cousins came @ 1.30 ?
They were like shocked when they saw dear :D

Uncle : AhLyn, what's his name ah ?
Daddy : How much you take ?
Me: 10$


& they started to call dear, 10$
^^

Played X-Box with dear
:D:D:D
Alicia pop'd out & then Sihui.
They went missing after that /:
I dont know where they go la.
I msg alicia, no reply.
I called her, no answer
hais /:
So nevermind.
Went back to Chalet.
& all my cousins were there ^^
They all called dear ,10$ korkor :D
& he claims that its my fault
NOlor, people ask him what name,
He dint answer maaa ~
Had BBQ
Dear went home /:
& then Rebecca came
Along with Jeremy
^^
Played arcade till 12am
& then went back to Chalet.
My neighbour was buying his drink @ Mcd.
& then there were some ahbengs outside.
I turned & saw Belvin
Swayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Bought my icecream & then I chiong back la.
Like fuck la, he spolits my mood
tsk /:

20th Dec.
Home Sweet Home ^^
Changed, Bathe & off to school i went.
Instructor dint come today
She's in the hospital , again /:
Had some breaks.
& I zilian q:

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There's still more.
But I'm lazy to upload all /:
End @ 4.45
& I sprain my ankle
zzzz
Went to WhiteSand.
& saw Ziwei @ Cavana
he came running to me
when I was @ the escalator.

ZiWei : Ehs, can come down for awhile ?
Me : [shakes]
ZiWei : Please, awhile only. @ Cavana nia, with my friends
Me: [shakes]
ZiWei : Oi, Dont like that leis. please.
Me : [stick out tongue]

Went home & bathe ^^
& my Audition character sucks /:
so darn ugly laaa.
Nevermind, mummy's gna buy me the A-cash card ^^
yays !

I LOVE 10$ DARDAR (:

Sunday, December 17, 2006

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Ok Ok.
I'm so sick of friendster alr /:
zzzzzzzzz.
Not because of those poeple there.
Its like, they kept on changing the format.
& My friends cant see those testimonials I sent to them
Wtf =.-
Makes me dulan /:

Mummy's feeling better alr (:
For those concern'ers info :D
But she cant go out /:
& I needa help her to buy some stuffs.
My brother's away.
& I dont know who to call /:
Dear cant make it.
& the others ..
No reply =.-
I wanted to call JiLi.
But I bet , he's still sleeping
so nevermind. (:
Maybe, I'm going alone ba ^^

WeiXiong's such a boxim /:
I hate him, I hate him, I hate him
All my papa(s) are like this /:

Chatting with dear & CHNG Zhenwei now :D
If you guys are wondering.
who the heck is ZhenWei.
He's my primary one to three crush.
hahahahahahhahaha.
I'm always calling him CHEN ZHENWEI.
But he insist that its CHNG ZHENWEI.
BloodyHell. Its all the same lor =.-
& haha.
He actually believe that I'm 180+
hahahaha.
He's still the same.
That gondoo ChngZhenWei
that I know, since Primary one
:D

& Gosh.
I miss baby D:

I've just got that urge to say how much I loved you.
Cze i'm afraid, I wont have that another chance.
to say that to you anymore.
Idontknow whats in my mind.
But I'm just afraid of losing you.
FullStop.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

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Back :D
Freaky hell.
I'm so darn tired la /:
& I still dont know if I'm working tmrw anot
zzzzzzz

Anyway.
His mum came right after I've post that previous post
=.-
LOL

She seems so funny :D:D:D
Kept on laughing
haha

& I toupai dear !
hahaha, he was playing his what-so-ever game.
While I was watching pokemon q:
Hey, Was bored okay.
Cant blame me.
He's stuck to that game of his /:
BOYS ARE ALL THE SAME.
haha

We headed down to Bugis.
& I went to find my pin /:
I'm not used to my hair, without having any pin on /:

Bloody Hell.
We walked through the WHOLE OF BUGIS
& BUGIS STREET.
None of the stalls there sell pin /:
wtf right !

So we went to ViVo
haha.
Wanted to watch movie de.
But its like.
all were so late
& my mum would confirm chopchop nag @ me /:

I found my pin, like finally.
& dear got his wax =.-

Went home @ 6 /:
siandded right !

haha, we kinda raced eachother home.
& I thought I was winning.
cze I was @ Tampines while he's @ JurongEast Interchange.
Bloodyhell.
I LOST D:
I was on the bus when he called me /:
why am I so slow !

The loser had to eat something spicy /:
My idea.
Goddamnit, I'm gna dieeeeeeeeeeeeee
D:

& dear even bought BubbleTea
& had a chat with his friend !
Wth ! D:
SO UNFAIR !
haha

Auditioning soon (:
zzz
& dear's playing his dota
Piang Piang Piang =.-

Ohman,
My ahma's sick now /:
zzzzzz.
I hope it will be my turn soon q:
x:x:x:x:x:

& yah, this is the gift I bought for Monster ^^
Dear, dont think so much hor x:
heh heh. q:
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Currently @ dear's house now :D
He's bathing.
So yeahs, I'm here :D

Later we are going down to Bugis :D
Its been so long since I went there alr luhs

& JiLi rang me up just now.
Was kinda shocked /:
cze like, its been so long since we two talked luhs.
or to be extact,
we havent talked since I floodded him with 3000+ testimonials
q:
Not my fault what ~
Is he wna play first q:

So, Bye !
Shall update more when I'm back home (:

Friday, December 15, 2006

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Dear, you dont know how much I loved you.
Dont you ?

I had never had this kind of feelings before.
Those ,
I dont wna leave you.
I dont wna see you sad.
I wna hug you
I wna see you smile.
I wna you be to happy when I'm around.
I wna to be the one for you
I wna be with you, forever.

Trust me, believe me.
I said, I won't leave you.
& I wont.
Unless you go kill people, eat shits, become a girl
haha. q:
wtf, ok, back to the thong :D

Though we lived apart.
But I can feel you, being with me.
Atleast, I can feel you rly cared for me (:

I dont wna you to be so upset over those things.
When School reopens, We shall see ok?
I'll always be me, when I'm with you.
There's no way, for us to become 'strangers'

I can't promise you.
That I can make you happy always
Make you feel that I'm so great.
That I can make you feel so loved.

But I can promise you one thing.
I'll love you forever.
-

Since Dear's bathing.
I shall update my blog then (:

Woke up @ 11.15 today.
Yeahs. was ohsolate man.
Had some dreams or smth =.-
about monsters, animals ..
haha, diao :D

Chatted with dear for awhile.
Bathe, & went off to school /:

Dance's like HELL /:
Its like, i looked @ the time.
3.15
Wa, still got so long to go lor.
I'm alr half dead
I went peng on the floor cans /:
super tiring.

My face was like red like baboon's butt
:D:D:D:D:D
My hair's in a mess again /:

I drank two bottles of water
& vanilla MilkShake q:

I felt so so so giddy
& my tummy hurts /:
zzzzzzzzzzz
But I felt much more better now (:

MY CHALET'S COMING (:
& I shall name those who are coming :D
Dear & his friends.
Xiuwei, CheeWai & friends, LiLian, Stephanie, SiHui
Alicia, YuanYun, Clarence & friends, RebeccaJeremy
Yeahs. Should be all ba q:
My brother & Neighbour is coming along.
& they are staying overnight.
Like siandded /:

Rebecca are staying overnight with her ohsosweet Jeremy
:D
YuanYun,Alicia & Sihui are staying overnight on Tuesday.
& On tuesday, we are going to ESCAPE/ WWW
:D:D:D
Like yays (:

Dear say I got no figure to show.
Blahs.
I go WWW. Dont let you see leis.
=.-
haha

& yah.
I saw YingYu on Thursday,
Like so sway lor.
He : [ point to his friends ] there, that girl coral de
Me: [ diao him ]
He: [ laughing ]
=.-

Thursday, December 14, 2006

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Mummy's temperature stuck @ 40.3 degree /:

Fucking hell.
I'm so goddamn worried /:

Doctor say if her temperature never drop.
Tmrw need to ward le /:

I helped mummy to wash up.
Her body is so hot /:

She's rly suffering D:
I wna cry laaaaaaaaaaaaa

wlaus,
I dont want my mummy go hospital la D:

She was ever so sick once.
When I was in Primary3
I cried like the whole day /:
I didnt eat, didnt sleep well.

I cant eat anything now /:
Mummy, get well soon
='(
Thousand miles

This is my 100th post :D
haha =.-

Hais.
Mummy's so sick /:
She aint eating anything.
Making me so darn worried /:
She cant even stand luhs.
My brother's like 24 hours on-stand-by
My brother cant live without my mum q:
He got everso worried luhs.
He rly cared about my mum.
While I'm here.
Blogging =.-

8hours of work.
Its torture. /:

I think I'm gna repierce my earhole soon ba /:
or maybe pierce a new one ?
Heh , I dont know ~

3 more days to chalet (:
I hope people(S) can make it /:

Auditioning soon
bye !

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

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Heya !
I'm back ! :D

Gees.
So many people had gone on MIA /:
Lilian, Sihui, Xiuwei, Cheewai, Monster
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Hell, I miss you all la D:

Left house @ 9.15
& then headded to CCK :D
Reached there @ 10. 25 ?
one hour plus journey leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Msged JoelynLee cutiepie if she wna meet.
But she cant D:
Ohwell, next time ba :D

Met dear ^^
& then went to Lot 1 & get our rings :D
Haha, & I sorta left dear all alone.
Meant like, let him settle the rings thingy
while I went looking for those nails thingy :D

Caught Eragon.
Shall rate it 3.5/5
Was quite nice la (:

Train down to SunPlaza
find DARLING (:
But she say she's @ tampines =.-
So yeahs, me&dear walked the whole place :D

Hazel called me.
& wow, she talked SO fast :D
I can hardly catch what's she talking about q:
Okay la,
I'm S-L-O-W

& then mummy called /:
Asked me to go home.
So I went home without meeting darling D:
H-A-I-S
BoBian, Mummy's sick /:

Went home @ 5.30
took the train to CityHall.
& then changed train to PasirRis

& like, its all packed with people luhs.
I hardly squeezeeeee in T.T
There's this bloody guy.
kept on pushing me cze he cant enter.
From CityHall to BEDOK
He's behind me.
I was wanting to move in front.
He kept following T.T
I'm like, shit, I think, I'm gna be rape q:
But nahs, he alighted @ tampines.
Phew .
Okay, I think that I'm thinking too much.
TOO much /:

Audition'd when I got home :D
I helped my brother ohkay !
Played Couple dance.
& its like so taigo luhs.
We were far back behind,
The score's like.
104,600 VS 179,600
BUT THEN WE WON :D
Cze I've got Perfects x8
& had 8 hearts :D
b0yb0y93
My brother's screen name :D

Remember, you're my everything

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

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Aww,
Mummy's sick /:

Which means ..
my brother is sleeping with me
O&@&#(_^@_@_#(@+*#*@&

zzzz.
I'm gna die of those snoring of his /:
sian sian sian.

Gna meet dear tmrw (:
Yays !
Oh dear, its 11.17 now /:
I cant sleep la D:

& hell do I love my blog song (:
Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye.
When I first heard of this tittle.
I'm like ..
wtf is this sia ?
& then, I got to find out this.
Liang Shan Bo - ROMEO
Zhu Li Ye - JULIET
-> ROMEO & JULIET
:D
Back from dance
zzzzz.

Reached home.
Helped neighbour level his audition
^^

Phoned Dear /:
Hais.
Like wtf, its always my fault.
I'm just bored la.
So I sang.
Its not like , I dont wna answer you.
grrrs,
Forget it man /:
ITS ALL MY FAULT ALRIGHT ?
IM SORRRYYYYYYYYY
clarence, bring me some vodka
I need it /:


Would you hurt me in the end ?
Ai cuo - WangLiHom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,
JABEZKOHMINGZHU (:

I did the bloody countdown thingy with him
^^
aint I nice ~
:D:D:D
But then, I arent the first to wish him happy birthday
/:
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Played audition.
:D
bloodyhell, some guy thought that I'm some hacker
Cze I got PERFECTS x7
I went to his room & then he kicked me
Wtf, Wtf, Wtf

There's dance pratice later ^^
So, bye !

Monday, December 11, 2006

Feng - JayChou.
I went to Lilian's blog.
& she had this song on.

I cried /:
Like hell.
Why am I being so E-M-O
/:

I'm back from work
Readers, miss me ? :D:D:D

From 4 to 5.30
Orders kept on coming in non-stop.
Like fuck ~
Helmy came.
haha, he's SO funny :D

Mummy, daddy & cousie came @ 8
& I have to close the lobby.
Which means, I have to ...
1) Sweep the floor
2) Mop the whole entire damn shop
3) Stablize the tables
4) Arrange the tables & chairs
5) Clear the rubbish & throw it away.
6) Clean the windows.

My mum's like.
[ My daughter's short enough, & still. the manger ask her to wipe the windows ]
I'm like.
MUMMY ! D:
YOU HURT'D ME SO BADLY /:
Dear said exactly the same thing too
& I bet, you guys, reading.
will sure say the same bloody damn thing
RIGHT ? /:
Ah, just shutup yeahs ? :D:D:D

I had to cleared the Rubbish /:
Hell, I hate it man.
First, I have to throw the trash into a super big bin outside cheers.
The bin is like super tall la.
I'm not short ohkay.
I had to swing like so retarded to get the bloody TRASH in it /:
Second, it's so dark /:
Heng, Daddy's kind enough to pei me go there (:

End @ 9.30
& then home sweet home :)

Awww,
Dear can enter my blog /:
zzzzzzzz
So I have to watch my words now
:D:D:D

How do I do, without you.
How do I stand, withoutyou
HongJin, I fell deeply in love with you
Stay with me till forever like you promised :)
Omfg.
Had a bad bad nightmare yesterday /:

& then today.
had some little conflicts with dear.
zzzzzzzzzz

Dear, I know you cant read this.
but still,
I wna write it all down.
At least, I could like say it out ?
/:

I hate having those little agurements with you /:
Cold wars, fights, Attitude'ing
& we both are like stubborn rocks.
I know, you wont go soft on me either will I /:

You were talking about her*
& I got so darn f jealous.
So I shot back /:
& blank.
Cold War.

You let go of my hand.
Just like that
I wanted to grab on back.
But you were so far from me
You turn'd your back on me, dear
I wanted to say sorry,
But i dont know how.
idontknowhow, it's an excuse.
but my mind rly went blank when you dint bother about me
when you just walk away.
dear, I dont know what am I without you. /:

zzzzz.
You should know me dear
You show attitude to me.
I'll show you back /:
I dont know how to console or whatever fucks.
I just dont like you, like being so fedup /:
I would so prefer that so lovely & sweet LimHongJin
wtf, why am I so selfish ?
Only want you to be sweet & thats all ?
Hais, Dear.
I'm rly sorry.
I just want to have you.
I dont wna leave you /:

I know, I dont make a good girlfriend.
But for you, I'll try my best.

Dear, I'm sorry
& iloveyou

Sunday, December 10, 2006

HONGJIN HONGJIN HONGJIN :)

Yesterday was hell.
Worked , Worked , Worked
zzzzzzzzzzz
Dear went to his friend's party

Woke up @ 10.15 today
Changed & went to CCK
Find dear :D:D:D

Wlau ehs, I went to meet his parents.
I'm like, choa sai cans
Blahs.
But his dad seems friendly :)

He went to had his bath
& then we headed off to VIVO !
^^

Caught OpenSeason
:D
Was funny cans !
haha.

Reached home @ 8.45
& MY MUM DIDNT KPKB ^^

Anyway.
Dear cant enter my blog.
awwwwwwwwwwww
SO SAD ~
haha :D

Darling !
I'm going to find you on Wednesday ohkay !
^^
I miss you so much girl

Saturday, December 09, 2006

I cried to sleep yesterday
Thrice in a day.
Thats how much I loved you.

LIMHONGJIN <33
You're the only one.

Darling, I wna see you badly D:
I MISS YOU LA !

Friday, December 08, 2006

When you didnt give in to me
When you didnt hug me
I felt something was missing
I felt so cold

When you igorned me
When you were not by my side
I wna breakdown
I felt so weak

No, I don't need any of your promises.
I just need a true self heart from you, dear
That's enough (:

You dont need to scarifice anything for me.
You dont need to earn any money just for me.
You just need to be by my side, supporting me

You said, you won't leave me
Unless my feelings for you fade.
Well, just prepare to live with me foever ba :D:D:D

You were so lonely once.
I won't let you walk this journey alone, anymore.
Sorry, that I didnt know.
I should had ask'd you first before jumping to anything.
I cried not because you ain't believing me.
I cried .. because I was useless.
I didnt have any idea of your past.
/:

Would you still love me in the morning ?
Forever & ever, baby

My Audition's ohkay !
So bye & hello AUDITION (:
I help'd my brother level oh-kay.
From level 3 to level 4
See ! I'm a nice sister okay :D:D:D

Thursday, December 07, 2006

and I am not afraid to die
to bleed and fuck and fight
What's left but a section of pigmy size cuts
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
would you, be my little cuts
would you, be my thousand fucks
and make mark leaving space for the gulit to be liquid
to all and spill over and under my thoughts
my sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart



Monster, I know you're reading this.
I'm rly sorry that I can't make it on the 15th
though I promised to.
But I've my cca to attend to.
I'm rly sorry.
Other than sorry, I don't know what to say.
I know, I'm a bad & lousy firefly.
Always making you disappointed, angry & hurt
I wanted to tell you.
But I dont know how /:
I dont wna see your that reaction
You're always there when I needed someone.
Making me feel better when I'm down.
I never took you for granted, monster
Thanks for appearing in my life :)
>my firefly ..
>monster supports u to e end of eternity ...



I wishd you were by my side.
So that i could ohsosweetly fall asleep in your arms.
HongJin, WoAiNi :)

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Work today.
Its like so hell-y
/:
From 8 to 444444444444444444444444 !
I thought I work until 2 , 3 plus.
But I worked until 4 !

& from 11 to 2
I run alone T.T
Like wtfs
LongFei went to MainStore & helped out.
So left me luhs /:
I was like , running like a siaogina.

LongFei kept on scolidng me.
Si GiNa, Si GiNa, Si GiNa.
Rahs ! >:l
But he was nice enough to make me a drink :D

Anyway.
Jabez came
Then Dear came too !
Shocked bodoh.
From CCK to DTE leis ! :D:D:D
He came all the way here to pei me.
& didnt went to his friend's party /:
I feel so darn gulity.
But I love Dear alot ! :D:D:D

Jabez & Dear
started talking ~
Yeahs, became ' Good Friends '
:D

End @ 4.30 cze Shannie was late.
They pei me go home ^^
Changed & took bus3 to tampines.

Caught DeJa Vu .
Was oh-kay-la

Dear say he sit until pigu pain
=.-
LOL ~
& Jabez kept on like, candyshot me&dear
=.-

& Yeahs.
he shot himself with my phone /:
so many zilian pictures of him in my phone memory now
Why do I have sucha AI MEI korkor
tsktsk :D

zzzzzz.
Saturday I'm working /:
means I cant go Dear's friend's party le D:
hais.

Darling !
kk, when I online then you tell me ba :D:D:D
Friday I'm working lor ~
Siandded right ! D:
I miss darling leis !
Pierce tongue le ma ?
q: wo hen qi tai luhs ~
Patch or new stead ?
oh oh oh.
o.O
The picture is getting bigger.
& it's making me so confused
~~
haha, ILOVEDARLING ! (:
Smaucks x33333
JTYY ' JEHM
FOREVER & EVER & EVER :D:D:D


Baby, stay with me till the end

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

I promise you.
I'll be with you, forever :)



Rmb that post about that Fat girl ?
x:
Yeahs. I finally upload her pic :D
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q:
Gosh, I missed Cleo D:
BESTIE, FASTER COME BACK !

Anyway.
Since I'm not working today.
I went to find dear ! :)

I sat from PasirRis all the way to CCK !
Can die I tell you
But .. It's worth la :)
I can see him, know :D

Met him @ Lot 1
& had his late breakfast

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:D:D:D

Then blahs blahs blahs.
Wanted to play Para de
But then, the machine spoil /:
& Lot1 got the same thing as DTE's arcade.
The Tapz card & the games there !
All the same ! :D

Then like, as we were walking.
Some girls were like diao'ing @ dear /:
& he's like.
wa, they diao me.
I'm like, yeahs I KNOW

So went to his house luhs
& I TOOK LRT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME :D
Like some suawu gina hor q:

Watched TV
& played some I dontknow what game :D

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Dear actcute la hor !
:D:D:D
He took this while I'm playing =.-
Hell, this doesnt look like me luhs.
I looked so darn werid ! :D:D:D


Then @ 5 , went back to Lot 1
He's complain'g that he's hungry.
tsktsk :D:D:D

After awhile, I went home le T.T
Hais, I bear not leave luhs /:
But bobian
We lived so far D:

If I'm not working on Saturday.
I would be going to his friend's birthday party !
Means I get to see him ! :)

Just chatted with Rebecca !
& I LOVE HER ! :)
HEN DUO HEN DUO ! !!

❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
gtg babe (:
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
sorry T.T
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
bye (:
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
wish you and hongjin forever together =D
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
*muacks

- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
Oh D:
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
BYE BYE @
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
TC !
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
& iloveyou !
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
yeap, you too ..
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
i love you too
❧ Relink} dawnshear.blogspot.com says:
more than hj do..
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hehe!
- ☆ JOELYN ! 《 ♡黑玫瑰 》TIONGXIMTO BBJEHM<3(: says:
smaucks

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bye!


Aww, aint she sweet :D:D:D
^^

zzzz
& JiLi's like so angry with me /:
cze I flooded him 3000 + testimonials @ Dear's hse x:
hehe

I'm on the phone with Jabez :D:D:D


I'm sure, that you're the only one I'm gna love forever

Monday, December 04, 2006

IM NOT WORKING TMRW :)
LIKE SO YAYS ! :D:D:D
Hell /:
Jabez's gna kill me
I didnt PangSeh you oh-kay
/: Last min ma~
I'm working on Wednesday
Doing OPENING ! :)
DOUBLE YAY !


BABY,IMISSYOU D:
Baby, I Love You

zzzzz.
I'm bloody tired alright.
I shall do this short

Met HongJin @ 1.15
He couldnt find me :D:D:D
Then went to Airport
Had his lunch & yada yada yada.

& I couldnt find the fish tanks la !
Wtf man ! D:

Cleo's checking in.
I rushed to find her ohkay.
& then like.
she came running to me like a siaozharbor :D

She almost cried.
& HongJin's like so afraid of me crying.
Like I will =.-

She went off @ 5.15 /:
So gna miss her D:

Went to CityHall wil HongJin
& then went home :)

Working tmrw @ UnitedSquare
zzzzzz
& wed, watching a movie with Jabez
D: / :D

4thDecember2006
Though we lived far, but I'll still love you no matter what.
cze I trust you my dear :)
We're gna last, right ? :D
ILOVEYOU <3333

Sunday, December 03, 2006

BESTIE'S GOING AWAY TMRW LE D:
IM SO GNA MISS HER
TAKECARE (:
I'LL FETCH YOU HOME ON THURSDAY
BOOHHHOOOO
IM GNA MISS YOU , MUST RLY TAKECARE LA.
NO ONE TO TAKECARE OF YOU THERE.
TSK :/
I TOOK YOU AS MY SISTER.
REAL BLOODED SISTER.
& NOW, YOU'RE GOING AWAY~
HAIS...
JUST, TAKECARE :D
I'm lost for directions.
Someone, gulid me along.

Now, I'm sibei dulan .
dulan, dulan , D-U-L-A-N


I went for attachment @ united Square.
Like hell, so far D:
Took a cab there.

& there,
was the worst I've seen x:
Rly ~
Both are new Beanie(s)
& Like, zzzzz
The place is small.
But "high - tech "

Was suppose to end @ 3
But yati was on MC
& the closer last min say he/she cant make it.
SO YEAHS.
BASCIALLY, I HAVE TO RUN ALONE.
& YOU GUYS KNOW.
HOW I HATE TO RUN A STORE ALONE.
They drag until 5
(&@#_&@^#_(^#
PekChek, Dulan, wtf !


But my mood was much better after I end work.
^^ .
Took Mrt home.

Going on attachment @ United Square AGAIN on Tuesday.
ZZZZZZZ.
I think I'm gna run alone laaaaaaaaa
stupid bodoh.

My mum used to say.
I've NO FUTURE.
I've NO PLANS.
I've NO TARGET, NO WANTS
Now I've one.
Laselle ArtSchool.
This would be the school I would want to enter.
Atfer my 'O's :D

* say *'s a backstabber.
But * say that there's alot of people who dislike *
cze * is irritating.
* & * told me things.
Alot of things.
Secrets, Gossips, EVERYTHING.
* told me stuffs that rly, shouldne be known by others.
* seems nice & friendly & doesnt seems that mean.
/:
Now, who do I trust now ?
* or * /:
Confusing ?
Nevermind :D

I dont want to hurt you.
Cze I've fallen for you
I'll promise you.
Someday, My heart will belong to you.
But not now.
I've still got someone to forget.
Someone to letgo.
I was noone for you to wait in the first place.
So , let go if you wna.
I wont blame you.
Cze I know, I'm taking too long.
you said, you dont mind.
But it's rly unfair.
Dont wait if you dont wna, cze I'm not that good for you
uoyevoli (:

Saturday, December 02, 2006

I shouldnt had said to be friends.
I shouldnt have pretend to be so fine, after crying day after day.
I shouldnt have loved you in the first place.
I shouldnt.

Hell,
I cant perform for the DancePoint's 1st Anniversary.
zzzzz
I've gotta work =/
but atleast, I've still got my SYF (:

Ridzwan just texted me.
Asking if I can work today @ 5
Since I'm SO free today.
So, yeahs. why not
& He's like.
wow, thanks Joelyn.
Thanks a million !
^^, see aint I nice :D

Monster texted me smth.
I'm like ..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
He actually thought of the words himself.
But It would be so wonderful
If he changed the ZHU to MEINU/KEAI/HAOREN
:D:D:D:D

Anyway.
I'm currently chatting with Melvyn now.
LOL.
He's anterna aint SHORT.
:D:D:D
It's LONGGGGGGGGG :D
=.-
I dont know why.
But I enjoy he, telling me those stuffs :D
I find it VERY interesting :D
Rly.

Meeting Cleo @ 4 later
^^, so bye !
(:

Hongster Never Dies.
Believe it.
Cze I do
I shouldnt had said to be friends.
I shouldnt have pretend to be so fine, after crying day after day.
I shouldnt have loved you in the first place.
I shouldnt.

Hell,
I cant perform for the DancePoint's 1st Anniversary.
zzzzz
I've gotta work =/
but atleast, I've still got my SYF (:

Ridzwan just texted me.
Asking if I can work today @ 5
Since I'm SO free today.
So, yeahs. why not
& He's like.
wow, thanks Joelyn.
Thanks a million !
^^, see aint I nice :D

Monster texted me smth.
I'm like ..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
He actually thought of the words himself.
But It would be so wonderful
If he changed the ZHU to MEINU/KEAI/HAOREN
:D:D:D:D

Anyway.
I'm currently chatting with Melvyn now.
LOL.
He's anterna aint SHORT.
:D:D:D
It's LONGGGGGGGGG :D
=.-
I dont know why.
But I enjoy he, telling me those stuffs :D
I find it VERY interesting :D
Rly.

Meeting Cleo @ 4 later
^^, so bye !
(:

Hongster Never Dies.
Believe it.
Cze I do

Friday, December 01, 2006

wei yan lei er fen shuo

I'm back from dental ~ (:
All was yada yada yada.

Went to Downtown first.
to wait for cleo.
I was outside the arcade.
Near the POSB ATM there.
I saw this guy.
hair, style & shoe looked like MERVYN YAU.
I saw his bag.
WTF, ITS HIM
I was like sway ~
=/
Why do I have to see this Hongster.
why why why why
=/

Cleo came & went off.

Cleo was like ..
wow la.
She was like. shuai ge shuai ge shuai ge
=.-
So we started to look for shuai ge
LOL luhs

Went to arcade.
& there was none @ compasspoint.
we were like sian diao ~ :D:D:D

Took 27 to Tampines
& I rmb ..
there's one.
working @ Yoshiyona
:D
Named Alvin :D

Went down ~
he wasnt working ~
D:
So nevermind.
we sat there, chitchat.
Then we saw this girl.
Fat fat fat q:
Suddenly, Cleo sang.
HumpDi HumpDi sat on the wall.
HumpDi had a great fall.
Mean bodoh :D
I took a photo of her q:
Upload it later :D

Played ParaPara
& I sorta hit a guy's butt x:
bu xiao xin de luhs ~

took bus3 home
& cleo's going oversea on monday ! D:
Will be coming back on Thursday.
So maybe, i'm going with JiLi or HongJin
Cze monster cant make it
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

On the phone with HongJin now.
He's shouting on the bloody phone playing his bloody game.

Byebye ! (:

Sorry, all I need is time.
I dont wna be so selfish.
I dont want to cheat on your feelings.
cze I know I dont worth it.
Maybe I do, Maybe I dont.
Just give me some more time.
I promise, the answer would be what you wanted (: